A DIVIDED HEART

Episodes 124. Choose what you like

"Thank you, Sam"

"But are you sure you'll be waiting for him, Sam?" continued Willy

"I made a promise to myself, if he would accept me then I would faithfully wait for him at any time"

"Okay, I hold your word. I hope it's not just something you want to try" Samuel just nodded and kept smiling, saying goodbye to both of us and waiting for Alexa, william and I decided to go with him

Not to mention Sam walking came Prima who looked confused, he said if Alexa was aware and was looking for Samuel. We walked to the Alexa ward

From outside the nursery was heard a sobbing of two women who were now chatting intimately, both of whom were seen hugging and teary-eyed. There is a look of regret on Alexa's face, a face that was once full of pride, anger and greed is now changed into a joint face with tears

She is also Sumi's mother, who is basically a gentle and loving woman. Now he looks more calm and patient, pain and loss that he had felt was no longer visible on his face, a sincere and strong heart makes it able to face the path of life that is not easy

"Wait, let them talk first. Give them time" stop Sam at us all, we just stay in front of the door while occasionally observing the scenery plastered there

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" said Alexa as she continued to cry, her tears never stopping

"I forgave you long before you apologized"

"I'm selfish, greedy and shameless. I should have accepted everything and let Prima live with the people she loves and that way things wouldn't end like this" Alexa said, he remembered all the bad things he had done

"Everything has become our way of life, regret there must be but do not sacrifice yourself for all this. We are all just ordinary people, selfish, greedy and also shameless must be attached to all of us, as long as we do not repeat the same thing surely bad things will not come to us"

"Why are you so good, I've ruined your life but you're still willing to forgive me"

"God alone will forgive his people, let alone us who are only God's creation, we do not need revenge because everything will only make our lives worse"

"Thank you, thank you again" the two hugged and cried again

"Sister!" William can't wait to greet his brother who is now aware of it, Alexa looked at him and tears were broken again in the net Alexa

Sumi's mother stood up and approached her husband, while William invited me to approach her brother. There was a concern in my heart, the last time I met him created an unfavorable condition between the two of us

"Agnes" he said to me, I nodded and sat down beside him

"How are you?" he said softly and weakly, this was the first time he greeted me with a shady look and also haru, usually he would pounce and make a sadistic and cynical voice

"I'm good, Brother" He smiled

"I heard you're getting married, when?" I looked at William and William nodded

"In the near future, brother" I replied

"I'm sorry if later I can't be at your wedding, I can't be around you and be happy with you. But I pray that you are always happy and lasting" I give myself to hug him this time, I will be late in the atmosphere this time

"Thank you, Brother"

"Will, love her just as much as you love me and mom" William nodded

"Sorry, your time is up. Please come back tomorrow" a guard came in and told us that the time we had was up

"Give us five minutes, sir" asked Samuel, the officer shook his head

"Sister, we'll come again another time. Take good care of your sister, do not miss the time to eat "Axa nodded

"Sister, I'm saying yes"

"Be careful of you all" and we get out of there, leaving Alexa with a heavy heart. This is the first time I've ever felt worried about her

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"Where are we going, Mas?" I saw a path that did not lead to the house but to another place

"We go to work first, yeah. There's something Akh wants to show you" I nodded

Moments later we reached the building, pulled out of the car and followed William in. There is already Prima who knows when it will come but I do not see Mbak Sumi beside him

"Many came, Prim?"

"No, Will. Why?"

"There's something I need to do, can you handle everything for a minute?" Prima nodded, William and I went to the second floor, and he took me to his office right next to the mini cafe

I went inside the office, the office with the glass walls around it, making the activity outside visible from there, in the room there is only a round glass table and surrounded by a pure white chair, in the left corner of the room there is a large iron shelf containing examples of wedding photos, decorations and various forms of wedding invitations

I sat in one of the chairs, waiting for William who was now looking for something on the iron shelf, one by one all the books lined there did not escape Willy's observation

A moment later he finished with what he was doing and approached me with a stack of books he carried with his hands

"See everything and choose what you like" the books landed right in front of my eyes, as soon as I did what William said, I looked carefully at what was in the books ranging from decorations, prewedding photos to marriage certificates and various forms and colors of invitations

I had thought about choosing a decoration that I think is very elegant but simple, an invitation with a unique color and shape and a prewedding photo concept that I think is also simple, and simple, but when I remembered that one of William's family members was in prison, I abandoned my intention to choose all of them. I closed it all down and I gave it to William who was right in front of me

"Well, how's it closed?" he looked astonished

"Do you like all the designs and concepts or do you have your own concept?" I shook my head

"Then?"

"Are you sure you're going to celebrate our marriage in luxury when Alexa's brother is in prison like he is today?" Willy went silent digesting what I asked him

"I don't want to wear all the designs and concepts in your catalog but to me everything is too much, I don't want to be happy when Lexa's sister is now complaining of pain and serving her sentence"

"So we don't want to be married?" I gently rubbed his hand trying to remove his sour face that was now there

"We're still getting married, Mom. But we don't have to make any celebration parties. I don't want Alexa to get sadder and make her mind burdened" Once again I explain to her, even though Alexa has never cheated on me but I won't reply to her, retaliating against someone who is helpless is not something to be proud of and favored, moreover, now that he has also realized and apologized for what he had done then it would not be his fault if I also returned his good intentions

"You don't want a wedding?"

I nodded, "The party is not important, Mas. What is important is that we are legitimate in the eyes of religion and law, both parents, brothers, friends and relatives pray for good for us"

"But, baby" I hurriedly asked her to be quiet and no longer look for an excuse for our marriage

"I have a plan, Mom. I hope you agree to it"