A DIVIDED HEART

Episodes 133. Prayer and blessing

The study began, all seemed solemn to listen and listen to the recitation of the holy verse of the Qur'an which is now being sung by an Ustadzah. Tonight, I invited only the closest neighbors and also an Ustadzah. Not to forget also compact study mothers wearing a colored dress like a sunflower that is blooming

They appear to wear thick makeup and menor, not forgetting almost all of their fingers wearing rings that are either gold or just imitation. The bracelets in their hands sounded earthy as the wearer often raised and lowered his hands either intentionally or unintentionally. Eh but wait, why even discuss the mothers of studies anyway?

We return to the topic of conversation ........

After finishing continuing the holy verse, then the next event continued with a lecture that was also delivered by the beautiful Ustadzah. He conveys a message that is so enticing in the heart, he conveys all of it accompanied by a guyonan that makes us all relaxed and easy to accept what he explained

"Marriage is not just like each other and live together, it is not. Marriage has an important position is also sacred in Islam and not a playful thing. Marriage is a sacred bond, we must uphold, we take care and we maintain" said the beautiful Ustadzah

"And again, marriage does not only unite two people of different nature, different ways of looking, different mindsets and different lifestyles. But in marriage it also helps unite their families and relatives in order to establish strong and close friendships. In addition, marriage is not about changing one to be like the other. However, each is required to be able to understand the difference between the two so that happiness and tranquility can be realized" he continued

We are all still listening to what He has to say, a lot of advice and also advice that I got tonight. Even with Mama, she seemed to cry as much as she was touched by what she heard, I approached her and tried to strengthen her.

He nodded and hugged me, the atmosphere should rub off on me. I also cried and now I feel what he feels. Brother Sam came closer and strengthened us both, he clasped our hands tightly together trying to give strength

This session ended with the prayer offered by Ustadzah, after which he then said goodbye to all of us. Likewise with the mothers of studies, they also disbanded along with the departure of Ustadzah

"Be a good wife, keep the good name of the husband, keep the honor of yourself and do not leave the prayer" his advice before it really passes

"Thank you, Ustadzah" he nodded and then completely left

Everyone is gone now, and so is Mama Sumi. He initially wanted to stay but either because of what business, he and Prima also paid. Somewhat unwillingly, because I had planned to tell him a lot of things tonight, but yes already, we will meet again tomorrow

"Mom, Dad, can we talk to you for a second?" take me to the two of them who are now chatting hands outside together with Om Defrico and Samuel. They went and followed me into the living room, I sat there, and I sat with them. I sat among them. Mom is on the left and Dad is on the right

"Dad, thanks for everything. For the patience of my father who accompanied me and taught me many things. Thank you for being a shield when I am weak and down, thank you for being the one who is always willing to wipe my tears when I am crying. Agnes had not been able to give Dad anything, but once again Agnes asked Father for his blessing. Agnes is getting married tomorrow, pray for Agnes to be a good wife to William"

Father did not answer him, he who now looked teary just nodded, he held a clear point that almost escaped his neutrality. He hugged me tightly and suddenly a sobbing sounded

"Dad who should be thanking you, you've been strengthening Dad all this time. You're the only reason you've got to stay up and stand tall, be happy with your destiny, I bless you, I hope everything goes well and you're a happy couple" Dad let go of his embrace

Now it's my turn to face Mama, he who since then only continues to cry is now even more. He continued to cry, his face looking puffy

"Mama, thank you for giving birth to Agnes. Thank you for loving Agnes all this time, forgive Agnes who has not been able to make Mama happy completely. Agnes asked for my mother's blessing and also my mother's prayer that tomorrow everything would be smooth and Agnes could be a good wife to William" she nodded despite the tears still seemed

For a few seconds mama still can not answer it, she is still engrossed with crying and also her own mind. He then tried to calm down, adjust his breathing and wipe away his tears

"That's supposed to be sorry it's mommy, baby. Mama's been selfish and left you alone. Mama has chosen another path and left you who was in the middle of a slump. Mama's sorry, mama can't be a good parent to you yet" I shook my head and wiped away the clear liquid that was now back flowing

"Time goes by so quickly, you little girl who used to whine and cry because of the pricked thorns of roses is now an adult, soon to be a wife. Mom's prayer is always with you, baby. Mama's blessing, be happy with your love. Be a good wife, don't follow Mama?" I hugged her again, this time the atmosphere of the day was more felt than at the time of the study

"Indeed, Agnes was angry about your divorce. Agnes blames Mama for leaving Daddy, Agnes is also disappointed with Dad because Agnes feels Dad is unable to hold mom to stay by Dad's side. But that was before, now that Agnes knew and Agnes understood the reason behind your divorce, love is not something that can be forced on the heart, it is not something we can accept through logic because love is a matter of the heart, although until now Agnes does not justify everything but Agnes herself knows we all have a way of life each of us about love. Agnes is happy that you are now next to Agnes for now. Thank you, Mama, Daddy!"

The two of them hugged me, the warm embrace that I had longed for, the hug that I knew when I last felt it, now I feel it all again even though I know it won't be forever. Dad and mom are no longer together and I will be William's wife tomorrow and will miss this very much

After that I took the two of them out, again chatting with Om Defrico and Samuel. The two of them looked serious no matter what they were talking about

"Want to talk?" it seems like he knows what I'm thinking. I nodded and asked him to talk

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The study in Om Adiputra's new home has also just been completed, all neighbors and also invited people have also returned to their homes. Now there are five of them who live in the living room of the house

The living room is certainly as simple as, only a set of sofas that are circular in the middle and a television that is not too large. The living room of the house is much different from his previous home, even so Om Adiputra feels very happy because now his business has begun to develop and he can already buy this house

"Willy, come closer!" Oma Mariyam seemed to be holding something, a small wooden box that looked very old

"Yes, Oma" William sat next to his oma

"Are you sure you're going to have a marriage contract there?" William seemed to nod

"Can I?"

"By, Ma. We have permission" continued Adiputra

"Izin in that place is very expensive, moreover the process is very complicated. We have so much to do, where'd you get the money?" worry flashed across Oma Mariyam's face, her family's unstable finances making her think about it

Undeniably, in the past when his financial exit was victorious, he did not need to think to just ask permission to do something because everything would be finished with money, he did not need to think to ask permission to do something because everything would be finished with money, but now they are in a down position that requires thinking several times to do something

"Oma not to worry, Om Defrico has cleared everything. Tomorrow we just leave and everything is set" explained William once again

"Defrico, who is he?"

"He's Samuel's father, the man who's been waiting for Alexa" Oma remembers Samuel, and moments later she nods her head

"Samuel is Agnes' half-brother, Ma. While Defrico is Arini's new husband" added Mama Rosa and this time Oma Mariyam understood the situation he faced

"Well if so, Oma will follow suit. Tomorrow Oma will thank him directly!"

William now entered his room, a small room in the new house. The house has several rooms and one of them is now occupied by William

He kept turning his body, couldn't sleep and kept feeling nervous. He repeatedly memorized ijab qabul which he will directly tomorrow

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The marriage is getting closer, let's pray Agnes and William hopefully the same.don't forget to like, vote and comment as much