A DIVIDED HEART

Episode 69

"Go home, Will. I don't want to talk to anyone" I shook William's hand, which was holding mine,

I know he's been waiting for me since, the work clothes he's wearing are still attached to his body. Her disheveled face meant she had not taken a bath or washed her face

This feeling of pain and anger still covers my heart, I don't care about anyone right now. All I wanted was to sleep and forget for a moment the sadness today

"Sorry, Agnes. It's my fault" he's after me who's now at my boarding house door

"That's it, I don't want to talk about everything. Go home" I went inside my boarding house and let William stand outside. I no longer cared about the quiet state of the house, I then went up to the second floor and entered my room

In the morning, a warm ray of sunshine penetrated into my room. The glare of light seemed to hit my eyes that had just awakened from dreamland

My phone just kept ringing, I don't know who called me this early. I ignored him and then went back inside my blanket

I decided to go back and again today I I decided to stop working and will look for another job.selfish and childish indeed, avoiding problems and not solving them. But what power, I do not want to be involved in it anymore and prefer to avoid it for now and if someday I have to really deal with it then I will

Just now I was going back to sleep, suddenly the door of the kamarki was knocked by someone. I ignored him again but the sound of the knocking grew more and more frequent and louder

I woke up grumbling and nagging, approaching the door that was getting longer like being knocked over

"What a noisy morning" I said as I opened the door and how embarrassed I was still wearing a cartoon-patterned nightgown, disheveled hair and a tangled face look at the boarding mother who stood at the door with a neat and fragrant dress

He shook his head while covering both of his hands on his chest, "Some are waiting for you downstairs, quickly meet him, pity has been waiting for a long time" I nodded and then closed the door avoiding the growing embarrassment

I rushed to the bathroom and cleaned myself up, then changed into a house shirt after I got down to the place where he said someone was waiting for me

I was already in the living room, but there was no one, only the boarding house this morning was still busy cooking or doing anything

"Sorry, Mom. Where are the guests waiting for me?" I approached the housewife who was still busy doing her activities in the kitchen

"He's outside" she replied without looking at me

"Oh, thank you" I immediately went and then opened the door of my boarding house. Scroll around the courtyard, there was no one, there was only a Satpam man who was ready in his place

I decided to ask the security guard, who knows if he knows someone I mean

"Morning, sir" the security guard turned towards me

"Yes, Non. What is it, how can I help you?" continued

"Do you know who is waiting for me. Said mommy said there were guests?" obviously then

And even more confusing, why wait there, is not it better to wait in the living room or in the front yard. I don't know, like them

After thanking the security guard, I immediately walked to the place while continuing to guess who the guest was

I looked around the car, it was a black car with a brand name and it still looked new. The car that I just saw because the license plate still looks foreign, there is no one around the car, not in front, behind or side. I was confused and was about to ask again to Mr. Satpam but Iurungkqn and ideas also appeared in my brain

Knock on the car glass maybe someone is still inside and not out, repeatedly I do that but still no legit. I tried to peek inside but I couldn't see what pu was because the glass looked so thick and invisible

The tired and disinterested account just got out of the car, but I just stepped foot I heard the door open and someone came out from inside

"Is it morning?" he said in a hoarse voice, typical of new people waking up, when the sound of his voice I can guess who the person is and right when I turned there William already looks disheveled starting from his hair, face and suit

But wait, that suit isn't the suit he wore yesterday and why he still wears it. Plus he's here, at this hour of the morning, if he didn't come home last night, maybe he was waiting for me here last night and maybe he's staying overnight in his work shirt

Let it go, I don't care. I went further and further and was about to go back into the house but his broad steps succeeded3nyulikku and his hands managed to block me

"Agnes, wait, listen to me!" he said later, I only looked at him briefly while looking at him sharply but did not intend to reply to his words

"We're talking about everything, Nes. I'm sorry, it's my fault" he continued, still reluctant to take my hand off

I myself also do not know why not pull over his hand which is now related to my hand, I myself am reluctant to look at him but I myself also reluctant to remove the link, indeed sometimes the heart and body can not be friendly.

"There's nothing we need to talk about, Will. Go home!"

"I'll never go home until you listen to me, I've been here all night, sleeping in the car and feeling the urge of the narrow garage, don't you feel sorry for me?" sulk to me

"Oh so right, he didn't come home last night. But why is he so strong, what's in it!" my mind with a pouting face

"Come, Nes. Don't be like a kid"

I then removed the link, turned her back and then looked at her, "I didn't ask you to wait for me, nor did I ask you to sleep there and one more thing, I'm a little boy and if you don't like little kids, go home!" I said slowly, looking at him sharply

I did have time to sympathize when he was willing to sacrifice and wait for me but that sympathy was lost when he said I was like a child. I'm 20 years old, but I don't like it when someone thinks I'm a kid

I then turned back and stepped inside the house, I closed the door of my boarding house hard and made a loud noise

William did not wince, he was surprised and asked his hair and face, "Mistaken song, wrong again" his grunts while continuing to look at the door