
"Yumna!" call Haidar. Still continuing to grease and blow the wound on Yumna's hand.
"Hem?" Answer Yumna. Hoping that his voice did not sound as vibrating as it was inside his chest.
"On the divorce. Elo sure?" ask Haidar.
If only Haidar could listen to something that felt like something was broken in Yumna's heart would it be all right?
"Gue... I'm sure! Before we can't let go of each one, we better get it done right now, right?" lirih Yumna soft. However, it sounded like a flash of lightning followed by a rainstorm for Haidar.
"What about that night?"
"He-it!" Yumna answered briefly. Haidar releases Yumna's hand.
"I'm sorry, 'cause it freaked you out. It's my fault for not being able to take care of myself and causing elo almost harm." he regretted.
"That's exactly Haidar. Elo's got Vio, and I've got someone I'm gonna love, I love. Hence, now that we're safe, we'd better get it done."
Ahh...must block his heart with what other shield? A large and small dagger now seemed to hit his heart. Can Haidar reject this plan? Nah! He will definitely be labeled as the most greedy man on the face of this earth.
"Gue's just scared. Our situation will go further than this. How about our hearts? Are we prepared for the consequences? Living with people we don't love, until when will it last? If we want to hurt each other, I think we better finish it now. After all, you also have to prepare to bring Vio to the face of mom and papi." Know how Yumna feels right now? It was as if something had cracked in his heart and then slowly the crack had fallen into a bottomless abyss!
Haidar breathed heavily. That's right what Yumna said. If that happens, what about the rest of his life? What about Vio? Maybe you will be more accepting of Vio if he fails with Yumna. But his heart... It hurts!
"okay!" said Haidar leaned himself on the back of the chair.
Yumna turned her head, looking at Haidar.
"We're getting divorced, but wait for the right reason to tell both of our parents this."
Akh. In fact, Yumna felt increasingly uncomfortable in her heart.
And Haidar.the war inside him made him feel like a complicated thread that he could no longer decipher.
Silent.
Both are silent with their own thoughts. Feeling that there was nothing more to talk about, Yumna stood up.
"Gue to the room first. If you want to take a break watching tv, or if you want to fall in the upper room!" Without waiting for Haidar's reply, Yumna brought her cup of coffee into the room.
Haidar stared at Yumna's departure with an inexplicable look. It feels like he wants to hold Yumna tightly, until the girl undoes her intention to divorce? Haidar is crazy thinking about it!
Conscious Haidar! Conscious! Even though Yumna is your wife, she's not all yours!
Yumna sat on the edge of the mattress, regretting her warming coffee. His conversation just now made his hunger disappear somewhere.
"What do you want to eat anyway? The rice is also finished he ate!" muttering annoyed..
Yumna was silent for a while there, sitting and folding her legs on the bed. Coffee cups are placed on both palms.
"My decision is round. Besides I'd be meritorious to her for keeping her from sin with her dark boyfriend!" furious at that, Yumna gulped the rest of her coffee down. Haidar's shadow is always friendly and with Vio, then their shadow when staying together.
Yumna's hand moved up with the cup in her hand. Thinking about it made him want to slam the item he had in his hand. Then he stopped doing it, considering the cup in his hand was the historical cup of his mother and father.
Even the cup became the history of their love journey. Cups with letters and pictures of the heart are commonplace everywhere. But Lily once said both Bima and herself must have used the cup when drinking. So the conclusion remains the cup of history or not?! Sweet, do they share cups?
Haidar went downstairs, he stared at Yumna's tightly closed room. It's almost two in the afternoon. The atmosphere feels so lonely. And it seems like Haidar hates the quiet atmosphere.
"Did Yumna sleep?" muttered.
Haidar turned on the tv, maybe by watching it could make him lose his satiety. But it wasn't long. Haidar wanted to hear Yumna. Haidar was more excited about arguing with Yumna.
Now it's like this especially later when Yumna really does not exist.
Feel unable to bear. Haidar got up and headed towards the door of the room. He smiled widely, no matter if the occupant of the room would be angry.
"He's angry, you fool! It's common to get angry, right?!"
Geck. Geck. Geck.
"Yumna!" call Haidar. "Yumna!" He would not give up until he opened the door. As long as that door closes, Haidar will continue to do so.
I don't know how long Haidar stood and knocked on the door, so he felt his emotions and legs ache. Piss off!
Haidar grabbed the door handle that turned out not in the key. The door is wide open. Inside there is Yumna who is curled up on the mattress with a face of pain holding her stomach. Face pale. Haidar half ran over. Worrying.
"Hey... Yumna's. Hey... tell me, elo why?" panic Haider. He shook Yumna's shoulder hard.
"Diem, Haider. I can't move. If my stomach hurts!" lirih Yumna's. He was upset but did not want to argue because of his aching stomach.
"Why pain? As for?" ask again. Yumna just nodded. Haidar stared at the old coffee cup still above the nightstand. And he remembered something, is it possible that Yumna had not eaten?
"Elo from the morning eat no?" Yumna shook her head slowly.
"Hahh. No breakfast coffee!" then stand up and go out. Soon Haidar returned with a glass of warm water in his hand. He kept it on the nightstand, then walked over to the bag he had stored near his suitcase this morning. He was looking for a drug he always took with him wherever he went.
Haidar approached Yumna, sat down beside her and asked Yumna to swallow the medicine.
"Eat this, keep drinking." thrusting the medicine at Yumna, but Yumna just flinched in her place.
Haidar helps Yumna to change her sleep. He knew for sure what Yumna was feeling right now, because he had also felt it. Often, even. Stomach disease that he often ignored his presence.
Yumna refused as Haidar again thrust the medicine near her mouth.
"It's sweet, not bitter! Do you want to be bribed with old-fashioned medicine? I'm just cool if you want to use the old way, but don't blame me if..."
Grep... Yumna grabbed the medicine from Haidar's hand and directly put it in his mouth. Wouldn't want Haidar to actually do that to her. Haidar smiled, his threat proved to be potent.
Yumna chewed the sweet medicine with the mint taste between her teeth. Haidar took the water and gave it directly to Yumna.
"Why don't you eat?" asked Haidar after saving the glass back.
"It's my food, Elo!" Yumna was still speaking softly, her stomach was already feeling good little by little.
"Yes sorry. I don't know. Kirain Elo knew I wanted to go home and make me breakfast!" said Haidar plain.
"Gue doesn't know when to go home. I thought you were coming home tonight with Vio."
Haidar opened the eucalyptus lid in his hand, he put a few drops of eucalyptus in his palm. The lifting of Yumna's clothes slightly surprised Yumna and maintained her clothes.
"Why are you?" ask Yumna garang.
"Sopin this to the stomach. If it's anget, spit it out!" mutilate.
"Son... No need to leave me alone!"
"Honey it's in my hands! Here. From mutazir! Won't do... I'm not going to macem. Promise!" said Haidar knew Yumna's fear. Yumna took her hand from there.
"Don't open much! Close eyes!" yumna. Haidar snorted in annoyance, but no doubt he did too.
Slowly Haidar rubbed Yumna's stomach with the white wood, she rubbed it gently. Turning around her stomach made Yumna feel comfortable, warm. Also feeling embarrassed because only this time he let Haidar even touch his stomach.
Yumna looked at Haidar, who was closing his eyes. Looking shady, unexpected, it was unexpected that the soft side that Haidar showed today was like making his mind unwilling to part.
Even Yumna presumptuously thought that after this Haidar and himself would both come closer, with a look at each other, and then kiss...
I'm crazy!! Yumna brushed off her wild thoughts.
"Udah Haidar, don't be long! Don't mode!!" Yumna. In his heart he was afraid if that happened.
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Author: What are you afraid of Yumna?.
Yumna: Fear of disappointment, Thor. You make me and Mama Lily miserable in this story. Who is that main role, anyway?
Author: What is the name of whose name?!
Yumna: Yes but you are too much! Make my feelings stir. So I'm the same who dong will be if not the same Haidar do not make me baper with him!
author: There are, don't know. If in leaking now the readers will not be curious!!
Yumna: Just be careful if the ending is not happy. 👊
author: So invite readers dong to make likes and comments!
Yumna: is it not the readers? support the author so that more spirit of namatin this story okay 😉?!