YUMNA AZZURA'S

115. The Past.

Geck. Geck. Geck.

The door of Bima's workspace on tap someone, from the outside. Bima who was busy with the work he carried turned to the door that was now slowly opening, he had not allowed it. He already knows who it is.

"Pa, can Yumna come in?" let out that sweet voice.

Bima put the file in her hand, she also took off her reading glasses and kept it on top of the file. Smiling at his daughter who is still tilting her head in the doorway.

"Just enter, papa is also almost finished" said Bima. Slowly Yumna widened her door and walked inside. Walk slowly approaching towards Bima.

Bima smiled, funny, looking at Yumna's behavior, just like when she was a child, when she made a mistake or if she wanted to. His manner was so, walking slowly while looking down deeply.

Yumna stopped right in front of Bima. His hands were clinging to each other in front of his body. Squeeze each other tightly.

"What's up, Yumna?" bima asked when her daughter was in front of her.

"I... Want to..." Yumna is still stamped. Bima stood up and approached her daughter. In Yumna's embrace tightly.he elus behind his head affectionately, another hand patted Yumna's shoulder gently.

Yumna's eyes were round, not expecting papa to do that again, just once... Yep... Once upon a time, remember if he was wrong, surely papa would hug him like this.

Yumna's eyes turned red, slowly starting to feel hot, her chest also felt tight. And it was this hug that could always dispel that tightness, just like now. The feeling of tightness that had been inside him now began to disappear because of papa's embrace.

Yumna raised both her hands and she circled around papa's waist tightly. She cried sobbing in the chest of papa's field. He no longer raises his shame and ego, in fact he does need papa now.

"Papaaa..ha.... hikss.pardon me.." Yumna's cry broke out instantly, a feeling that stifled her chest during the day finally erupted also in the arms of the father. yumna's shoulders went up and down, she cried until she had a hiccup, it was even hard to talk.

Bima smiled haru, this child has indeed changed a lot, but the nature of this one is still the same.

She stroked Yumna's hair with affection, however mature her daughter was still the daughter she always considered small, even it felt like just yesterday she met the figure of Yumna who was four years old. The first four years of his daughter's life he had missed because of his mistake. And he doesn't want to make the same mistakes again, which may be in a different way in the present.

"I'm sorry, Papa, yeah. Papa promised, Papa will obey what your request. Papa promised not to disturb Haidar and you again, if that's what you want." said Bima, his voice stuck in the throat. His eyes are starting to heat up. Her children's cries are her cries as well.

Yumna shook her head. "It's not papa who's wrong, but me, Pa. I'm sorry, papa's not wrong, Papa just wanted to protect me. I'm the selfish one.!" yumna said in a disjointed tone.

Bima hugged his daughter more tightly, he resigned to Yumna's decision if he wanted to return with Haidar, if indeed it was his happiness. It was just that he would watch over the man more closely!

After being satisfied crying in papa's arms, Yumna and Bima sat on the sofa with Yumna who was laying her head on papa's chest. She was still occasionally as excited, and Bima helped to shrink Yumna's tears with her tissues and hands.

"Here, don't cry anymore. You're a habit of small, rarely cry but once a long cry." Bima pinched Yumna's red nose, making her even more red.

"That's... Papa..!" yumna shouted in annoyance. He dislikes crying when treated like that, making his snot stick everywhere.

"Tisu" said spoiled Yumna asking to bring a tissue by her papa. Papa took out a piece of tissue and cleared under Yumna's nose without feeling disgusted.

Yumna looked at papa in confusion.

"What's Mama's story?" ask Yumna. Papa shook his head.

"She heard it for herself!" said papa with a grinning smile on his lips.

"Why nguping?!" Yumna cried in disbelief. Bima laughed out loud looking at Yumna's expression like that.

"Serious father ask you. Do you like Haidar?" ask papa again. Yumna stared at papa at a glance, then turned her gaze when they looked at him for two seconds.

"I don't know, Pa. It's just that it hurts here to hear Haidar say his name. Here it hurts to see Haidar walk the same way he. It feels like he wants to be angry if he keeps glorifying his girlfriend. Do you think I like him?" ask Yumna for an answer. He rubbed his chest which often hurt. Should he start being honest with his parents, who else should he tell?

Parents are his role models, the best counselors, and also the most comfortable givers in the world.

"Love is different, Yumna. Papa doesn't know much about it either. But what you know, and you realize after the departure of your mother, is the most beautiful, most important, and most valuable thing in your life. Papa sucked in love until mom came and made me realize what love and love mean."

Yumna looked at papa in wonder.

"Mom ever left papa, because of what kind of problem?" ask Yumna wonder. He glanced towards the papa who was staring at the wall in front of him. Papa turned his eyes to Yumna and nodded quickly.

He only knows about the story of Mother Dena who asked papa to remarry with Mama Lily, he also knows at a glance why mama went from papa until they divorced and also mama who remarried to Papi Azka, who was married again, but that origin story and after that he didn't know at all.

"Sstttt... Papa's gonna tell me, but it's just a secret for both of us, yeah. Mama doesn't want anyone to know about our past stories." Papa put his index finger in front of his lips. Yumna just nodded. A serious and curious face was now clearly drawn on his face.

"You certainly know the story of how we got married early because of Mother Dena's request, right?" ask papa. Yumna nodded, still with a serious look on her face.

"Hahhhh...? Seriously?!!" Yumna asked when Bima told her that she also did a contract marriage at first. Yumna's eyes were perfectly rounded, not expecting that it wasn't just him doing it, papa just nodded and began to continue the story.

Yumna listened to everything papa told her silently. His eyes glazed over, It turns out that the journey of love mama and papa is too complicated with their respective love stories, mama with papa Azka, and Bima with Mami Celia who is now the wife of Papi Adit. And in the end love returns to its owner. And of course Celia's mother's love is anchored to someone she didn't expect at all. And it's a pity, someone has to be a victim here and that's because of AUTHOR!!! Babang Azka is a good man!

"I have to ask Papi Adit about their story!" Yumna excitedly, she will definitely get an interesting story from the story of the two of them.

"Yes and ask me who knows she still has the same video that's on my phone."

"You mean the time you wear that blink-blink shirt?" ask Yumna.

Bima gulped his saliva rough, as he remembered who wore the blink-blink shirt himself, if Adit would wear a clown suit!

Does Yumna still remember when she turned into Beyonce?