YUMNA AZZURA'S

140. Requesting Forgiveness

Haidar is now alone in the hospital room. He will have to undergo treatment in the next few days after the accident that hit him last night. Ben was allowed to go home because he only had minor injuries, while he had to stay longer at this hospital.

Mami is on business, while papi is in office replacing her which should be a complete break these few days. Haidar exhaled, feeling lonely here alone.

Haidar felt thirsty, but he found it difficult to move and reach for the drink that was on the nightstand. Haidar pressed a button nearby to call the nurse.

Ckkleeks.

Door opens. Haidar is still trying to take his own drink. Didn't see who just came.

"Suster why so long. I was thirsty!" said Haidar annoyed.

"Thank you" said Haidar as the glass filled with water moved into his hand.

Haidar drank and handed the empty glass to the nurse, but then Haidar fell silent, stunned to see that the person who had just helped her was not a nurse. A beautiful woman who looked a little thin from the last they met.

"What are you here for?" ask Haidar sarcas. He felt sad to see this woman in front of him.

With a quick movement the woman lowered, dropping her knees on the floor.

"Haidar, I know I was wrong. I'm sorry. I ... I was wrong.. hikss.." he said sounding bitter in between cries. "I'm Khilaf Haidar. I beg you to forgive me. I was lost then, and I was desperate too. I beg you to forgive me!" he said with a bitter cry. His shoulders were shaking, up and down. Haidar just remained silent while sighing heavily.

"Go, Vi." said Haidar.

Vio shook his head. Not wanting to get up before Hiadar forgave him.

"I won't leave until you forgive me." lirihVio. Not once did Vio meet Haidar, but it has been a lot since the time when Haidar caught him playing with three men at once.

Haidar's heart is now like frozen ice that is difficult to melt, unlike before, with just a little smile and body language will be melted with what he wants.

"I've forgiven you, but don't expect our relationship to be as good as it used to be. You've disappointed me so much, Vi." Haidar's heart wound reopened with the arrival of this woman continuously. How blind he was at that time who did not listen to what mommy and Agnes said first. Now that regret came too late, Haidar could no longer manage the pain and disappointment that was in his heart. Very disappointed with the behavior of the woman he once loved so much and hard-earned he maintained to get the blessing of his family. However, when everything almost becomes easy...

Ahh .... Maybe if it's better he was hit by a train so as not to feel and stop the pain of being betrayed.

"Neither Haidar. I've changed, I can confirm that. I changed for you, Haidar. Please don't throw me out!" Vio. Haidar tried not to stare at the now pathetic woman.

"I didn't throw you out, Vi. You made yourself trash. Lucky I could see all your behavior before it was too late. You are indeed the woman I love so much, but that was before, and now I release you with whomever you want. I can't give you what you want, I can't give you love anymore because there's been a long time since there's no love for you. Sorry." said Haidar.

Vio shook his head in disbelief at what Haidar said just now. He moved his legs to get closer and touched Haidar's hand.

"Haidar, I'm really sorry. I'll do anything to keep on with you. I've left my world, I've abandoned my dreams, for your sake. I'm not a model anymore, I'm ready to marry you, Haidar!" Vio wiggled Haidar's left arm that didn't hurt.

Haidar exhaled and laughed.

"Just this time you said abandon your dreams for my sake? How was it when I asked for that?" ask Haidar.

"I was wrong Haidar. Ii'm sorry. I'll fix all my mistakes and I'll be a good wife to you." Haidar brushed off Vio's hand violently until the woman was slightly pushed back.

"The good wife? You before being a wife was no good, Vio. You have hurt me so much. You know what I feel when I see you playing with three people at once? I'm disgusted! I always refrain from touching you because I know how to respect others, I respect you as a special woman, as the queen in this heart, but why do you throw yourself into the pit of blasphemy?"

Vio just looked down deeply, not daring to look at Haidar who was now holding back his anger until his face turned red, his tone sounded so cold that it made Vio freeze in place.

"You know, Vi..... Do you know what I did to keep you? I fought both of my parents only for dirty women like you." Hiadar was heartbroken when he said that.

"How much.... How many men have touched you" Haidar asked Vio. Vio looked down again, increasingly not daring to look at Haidar who asked such a thing.

"HOW MANY MEN HAVE TOUCHED YOU AND ENJOYED YOUR BODY?!!" Haidar again with anger. Vio until shriveled in his place because he heard the screams of his former lover first.

"I'm sorry." That's all Vio can say between the now-greater cries.

"I'm sorry, Haidar."

"Don't say my name!" shouted Haidar. Her chest of fireworks held back the anger generated by this woman. If his condition was not as it is now, Haidar would have gone or dragged this woman out.

"Go, Vi. I beg you." said Haidar lirih when he saw the woman who had been the purpose of his life and the source of his happiness can now only cry sabil rested on the island.

"Go before my parents come and drag you out."

"I'll apologize to your parents. If need be I will kiss their feet but I beg pardon me, I have no one else in this world, Haidar. You're all I've ever had... Hicks..."

"Only me? But it was you who threw me away long ago, Vi. You replaced me with another man. Wh why? Am I not good for you?" ask Haidar at last. Vio shook his head.

"If you're tired of me, if you don't have a heart for me, why do you keep having this fake relationship?"

"My feelings aren't fake, Haidar! I really love and love you." bela Vio.

"If you love and love me, why can't you be faithful, and just make me the only man for you?" ask Haidar.

"I was wrong..." Vio squeezed his dress until it tangled. He was very sorry for betraying this man, the man who had accompanied him from long ago, the man who had protected him from long ago. All he can get, just a touch of why he gave it to others.

"I'm sorry.." said Vio agi.

"It's good that you're sorry, but your regret is of no use now. You Bitch Woman!" Mami Mitha's voice suddenly sounded behind them. Vio was shocked. In fact, Haidar did not realize since when the woman who had given birth to him was in there.

"Auntie I beg you.I'm sorry. I'm sorry for my past lapses!" Vio now crawled closer and hugged Mitha's legs tightly.

"Stay away from me. You touch me!" Mitha moved her feet violently, until Vio lashed to the side. The woman continued to cry, but Mitha remained unmoved and looked at the woman with a look of hatred and disgust as well.

"Go from here. I never accepted that you were among us, especially now. You're not grateful!" drive Mitha to Vio.

"Suster! Get this dirty lady out of here. Next time don't let this woman into my son's room. Otherwise, I'll sue this hospital on the grounds of unpleasant treatment!" mitha shouted at the nurse and also the doctor behind her.

The nurse came closer and pulled Vio's hand to get up.

"We beg you not to make a mess in this hospital, ma'am. Come with us out." said the nurse softly. Vio pulled his hand rough.

"Mom, I beg you I won't do anything wrong again, I've changed!"

"I'm not your mother! Get out of here!" point Mitha loudly towards the door. Mitha's chest felt tight, anger could not be controlled anymore, wanted to slap and grab the hair of a woman who had made her son heartbroken deep to almost crazy.

The doctor and nurse finally dragged Vio from the room.

Haidar who witnessed that felt very guilty. On the one hand, she felt the pain of seeing the mami's harsh treatment on Vio, but on the one hand she also felt guilty for making her mother sad and emotional.