YUMNA AZZURA'S
196. I'm Not Giving Up
"Yumna, if I want to fight for you, and I want to bring you back to my house, do you want to?" asked Haidar who made Yumna look at him.
Yumna was quite surprised by what Haidar said just now. He did not expect that he would be so quick to get this kind of speech from Haidar.
"Huh?" It was the only answer that came out of Yumna's mouth. He was fixated until now it felt like his neck was stiff and he could not turn back he turned in the other direction.
"I will no longer be pleasantries or shy, we once lived together under one roof. Although not for long, but I want to feel like that again, certainly not for a year or a short time. And not because of any agreement, but really because I want to, because of our wishes, because we both have the same feelings and the same desires. Are you the same as me, having such thoughts?" ask Haidar to Yumna. Now Haidar turned to look at Yumna who was sitting beside him. He smiled when he saw the woman's face that looked puzzled. Haidar's hand could not be separated from the steering wheel he held, then refocused on the streets.
His fault. He said that why while he was still driving?
So can not play romantic-romantic deh, said Haidar in the heart. Haidar chuckled softly.
"I'm sorry, I should have put words like this in the right place. Why can't I say something as important as this here" said Haidar in embarrassment. Haidar became unwell with what he said just now. Not necessarily if Yumna also had the same thought. Is he too smart to say that?
Yumna lowered her head. He did not know what to answer, suddenly remembered the past when Papa Bima and Mama Lily were angry with him with their marriage like that. Ls it? Will they give him permission to return to Haidar? Will they come back to trust if their relationship reaches the stage of marriage again?
"Haydar. If you really want to fight for me, are you willing to go through anything that will face us in the future?" ask Yumna to Haidar. The man listened carefully to what Yumna said. He couldn't concentrate on driving eventually pulled over the car on the deserted road.
Yumna who was conscious with that gaze chose to turn her gaze in another direction. She's so scared. Afraid that sight would melt him.
"Yumna" called Haidar to Yumna.
"This time let me to struggle with this taste. If you allow me, I would like to meet with your mother and your father, to ask them for permission so that they can give us our blessing together. That's if you want to of course. I will not force you if you do not want to" said Haidar.
Honestly, I never thought about Yumna's feelings. He used to be too ignorant with this woman. But this time, he didn't want to do anything like that anymore. She was quite indifferent to Yumna and her feelings.
Yumna further lowered her head hearing Haidar's words. Not that he was unhappy, he was very happy to hear that remark, but he was also now frightened.
Haidar knew of the look on that face.he saw fear on yumna's face. Threw Yumna's hand and put away the flower she gave earlier onto the dashboard. Yumna flinched with Haidar's treatment. His chest was now beating so fast that it made something leap in there
"I'm not giving up!"
