YUMNA AZZURA'S

114. The Heart of Yumna

Bima went into the house. He was silent as he looked at Yumna who was there, near the door. Yumna's face looked irritated. She had heard what papa had said to the man who still held the status of her husband.

Maybe he was disrespectful for stealing the hearing, but seeing the look on his face and also the look of papa on Haidar made Yumna afraid that Papa would do something that was not-no to Haidar.

"You don't have to talk like dong, Pa. This is Yumna and Haidar's business. Papa doesn't have to interfere!"

Bima smiled softly. Miris. He just wanted to protect his daughter for no other purpose.

"Papa knows, Yumna. That is your business. Papa has no right to interfere. Papa just doesn't want her to see you too often."

"What if Yumna still meets him? Our business is not finished. And I know my limits, too, Pa. Where should I meet and not." said Yumna. He really does not want this papa thinks he is a child who must always take care of every affairs.

"Then today? You two go to dinner? Does that have anything to do with your divorce?" ask papa.

"No. But papa doesn't know anything about this. We'll get divorced after this. I'm asking you not to interfere in Yumna's business anymore, Pa. Yumna was big enough to settle Yumna's own affairs." Yumna Pinta. He then went towards his room past the mama who knew when it was behind him.

Mama stared in wonder at this debate of her husband and eldest daughter. He just heard Yumna talking to Bima but I don't know what.

"What's up, Mom?" lily approached her husband.

Bima stared at the departure of Yumna who is now almost upstairs.

"I only forbid Haidar to approach Yumna" Bima said briefly. Lily understood with her husband's grief. Bima is only afraid that Yumna is already in love with Haidar without Yumna noticing, while Haidar never cares about Yumna at all.

Lily stroked her husband's arm. "I'll talk to Yumna!"

Bima was silent. He breathed heavily after his wife's departure. If Yumna had fallen in love with Haidar. Somehow it happened.

Geck. Geck.

Lily knocked on Yumna's room door slowly. She was sure Yumna was still not asleep because she had just entered her room.

"Ma... You haven't slept, have you?" Mom's voice sounded soft. Yumna sighed lazily, mama must have wanted to discuss the matter of her debate just now with papa.

He got up from his bed and walked towards the door, opening it slowly.

"What's up, Ma?"

"Mama can come in, right?" ask Lily. Yumna nodded and widened the door for Lily.

Both of them sat on the edge of the bed. Lily looked at her daughter who was still an annoyed and gloomy face.

"Do you know that you're doing it for your own good?" lily asked, Yumna just fell silent. It's true, what mom and dad did was right for his good.

"I knew. I just don't want you interfering too much in my business, Ma. I am already big. Is adult. I can take care of my own business. Okay. That one yesterday I was wrong to lie to you I'm sorry. This time please... I want to finish it all by myself "say Yumna. He looked into my mom's eyes with sadness. He really did not want to burden mom and dad with his business.

"Papa's just worried about you..." Lily paused for a moment. Look at this daughter. Sighing his breath heavily. Honestly, he was once in a position like Yumna. Meeting every day with Bima makes his love grow and get bigger. It could be that Yumna was so even though only two more people were together.

Yumna shook her head. It was not her mind to love her husband.

"Ma. I don't love him, Ma!" once again reassured my mother. But my mom doesn't believe it. Yumna's eyes felt different.

"But what you see you like is her, Yumna. You have to decide. Are you sure to let him go, or will you keep him?"

"What does mama mean?" yumna asked not to understand. As if mama wants herself back with Haidar?!

"You don't really like him? Think again?"

Yumna fell silent, she tried to think. Then shook his head.

"Haidar has a girlfriend. He doesn't like me either." Yumna finally, but she still doesn't understand if she really loves Haidar or not.

"You can fight him. You're not legally divorced."

"I don't know, Ma."

"You can take him from his girlfriend. You can because he is your right! You like her, don't you?" insist mom.

Yumna was silent again. His eyes feel hot. Heart's claustrophobic. Breath too. The pain in his heart was starting to feel.

"Hiks.. hyks...." Can't take it anymore. He started sobbing. But confused about what happened. His heart ached, like there was a scar but it was invisible what cut him.

Lily looked on her daughter's heart. Is correct. Yumna is in love with Haidar. He took Yumna into his arms and he rubbed her head fondly. The strong girl he had seen was now fragile. Just this time he saw Yumna who was like this. Even when Lily found out Yumna liked Aldy secretly, she never cried like this.

Lily let Yumna cry in her arms. Not caring about his clothes that are now wet because of Yumna's tears. He felt what happened to his daughter. Holding a feeling of being alone is not easy. But Yumna dares to take the risk, taking off Haidar for the one she loves. Akh his love story why does herus repeat now to the princess?

"Do you like him?" lily asked as Yumna's cries had already begun to subside.

Yumna shook her head slowly in her arms.

"I don't know, Ma. But this hurts! Hixss... Huaaa.." hit his chest a little hard. He started crying loudly.

Bima sighed violently behind the door of Yumna's room. Her feelings were chaotic upon hearing that. Moreover, only this time did she hear Yumna crying so loudly.

He remembered the last time Yumna cried. In the third grade, because he fell off his bike and caused a tear in his leg due to a sharp stone. You can be sure if it is very painful, but he only slightly sobbed when the doctor stitched the wound.

Bima said, if Yumna wants to cry just cry. It must have hurt, but he said, "I'm a big brother, I have three younger brothers. Not worth crying. What if my sister makes fun of me?" So said. He did not want to be weak in front of his sisters, he did not want to be taken as a crybaby by them. The firstborn should be a good example to all of his younger siblings. Therefore, Yumna always suppress his feelings alone, so Bima and Lily did not easily dive into the heart of this daughter.

Once again the breath is heavy, the struggle to be a parent is heavier than the struggle to be a husband.

Not wanting to linger there he chose pegi to return to his room.