
Haidar came out of the bathroom, he rubbed his wet hair. His body was still left of the bath water earlier, visible light in the room lights. Yumna who was sitting on the edge of the bed just sat down while bowing her head. Little fear if Haidar asks for his right now. He sat down holding his hands together he was on his thighs, playing his fingers there.
Haidar looked at Yumna who was just silent, looking tense and also a little scared like her. He walked towards his bag that was on the sofa.
"Why you?" asked Haidar while wearing clothes. Yumna shook her head stiffly.
"It's okay. I'm fine" Yumna said quickly.
Haidar looked at Yumna's hand that could not stand still, still doing the same thing as before. "You sick?" ask Haidar again.
"Son, I'm not sick." Yumna quickly answered again. Haidar's frown was a little confused. However, from Yumna's behavior then Haidar realized something until he smiled amusedly.
"Why are you so nervous?" ask Haidar. Yumna gasped at the words of her husband.
"Are you afraid I'm eating?" asked Haidar with a twinkle on his lips.
Yumna was getting agitated. What should he answer now? Does he have to answer yes? That's the truth.
Haidar approached Yumna, still wearing a towel on the lower part of his body, while the upper part was wearing a white shirt that fit his perfect body.
Yumna's chest ticked very quickly seeing her husband approaching her. The movement of his hands on his lap was getting faster.
"You're nervous, aren't you? Just chill. I will not eat you now here, really," whispered Haidar and approached to kiss Yumna on the forehead. Yumna closed both eyes, then opened her eyes as the big hand rubbed her head gently.
"I'll be patient until you're ready" he said slowly. Yumna saw a warm smile on her husband.
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By nightfall, Haidar and Yumna were sleeping in the same place. Their feelings are now very unpleasant, occasionally glancing at each other because they cannot sleep. Haidar who usually will sleep if it has met with a pillow is now just silent and pay attention to the ceiling of the room Yumna.
"It feels weird, doesn't it?" haider suddenly.
"Weird why?" yumna asked, although she understood what Haidar meant, but she could not ask anything else.
"It's weird because we used to not be like this" said Haidar shyly.
"Yes, right. Maybe because now we do this with a different taste," said Yumna expressed a feeling in her heart.
"Yes, good too then. No problem, but for now it seems a bit difficult, deh," said Yumna.
"Yes, anyway. Oh yeah, if I'm wrong, you're reprimanding me. Don't let you feel bad or anything. I want you to always be open with me, too." he asked again. Yumna nodded and looked back at the white ceiling of her room.
"Do you want to sleep?" ask Haidar again.
Yumna was afraid, but tried not to show it to Haidar.
"Calm down, I'm not gonna fuck around. But if you ask here, I will surely obey, will gladly obey. Hehe," said Haidar laughing embarrassedly.
Yumna felt so guilty hearing Haidar's words just now, she sat down and hugged her own blanket.
"Em .. Can you not later? I don't think I'm ready here a little. Actually I want to apologize, Haidar. I no longer have any guests, but I'm honest that in this house or in my mom's house later." Yumna spoke honestly, now looking down feeling guilty.
Haidar sat down next to his wife, pulled Yumna into a hug and rubbed her shoulders very gently.
"I know, there are a lot of people here. And if at home mommy must be awkward or embarrassed, right? Mami is chatty about her man" said the man. Yumna nodded, better to be honest than to lie which would make anything run out.
"Nothing, I'm willing to wait until we're home by ourselves. Only the two of us are nothing else" said Haidar again.
Yumna felt grateful with Haidar's understanding. He was a little hesitant about what he was thinking, thank God that the man understood his will.
"Actually .. I am also not too ready anyway if here," said Haidar made Yumna look at him.
"Why?" ask Yumna.
Haidar scratched the back of his head. "Papa Bima and your two twin sisters. I feel a little worried about their eyes." Haidar laughed with embarrassment, as did Yumna, only that the woman was now laughing amusedly.
"They don't bite, really!"
"Yes, I know. But if you look at me like I want to hang me up" he said again.
Yumna laughed this time, it was funny to see Haidar's expression. He remembered, maybe because his mistake used to make papa and also his twin brother was now very protective of him.