YUMNA AZZURA'S

155. Apology Viola

"Haidar, I'm sorry." The soft voice that came out from the ripe lips sounded very soothing to Haidar's ears. Maybe if it was before Haidar would come closer and hug the woman tightly and kiss her lips gently, but now this has all been different. There was nothing special that Haidar saw from a Viola. Only something stifling made Haidar feel like a stupid man.

"What are you doing here?" ask viola to Haidar. Haidar did not reply he just kept silent while turning his face the other way. Viola who saw that felt sad in his heart. The man who used to love her is now indifferent to her.

"May I sit here?" ask Viola.

"Hem ...." That was the only answer Haidar gave to viola. Viola immediately sat at the end of the bench, he was self-conscious with Haidar's unwillingness to be close to him.

"Haidar forgive me. I've been selfish and I don't appreciate you as my partner, either" said Viola, Haidar only speechless to the words of his ex-girlfriend. He did not want to say anything at all, for some reason his mouth was reluctant to talk or just answer.

"I'm sorry I betrayed you, but just so you know you're the only good guy for me. I realized after losing everything, you were the man who always looked after me. You're the only man who doesn't want to touch me, and I ... I'm sorry for everything I've done with you Haidar." Viola cried by covering her face using both palms. She cried sobbing, this was not just an act, but she was truly regretting what had happened. Haidar is the only man who refrains from touching her. In fact, even when he was affected by the drink, Haidar never did anything more to him.

"I'm sorry Haidar. I'm sorry." Viola cried regretting himself. However, now all is useless because regret never comes from the beginning.

"Here you go, all is past, and do not regret it. I hope after this you can introspect yourself. Be a good woman" said Haidar now he glanced at the viola.

Viola was crying as hiccups as a child until his shoulders went up and down. Seeing that made Haidar feel pity as well. Viola had never cried like that, he was extremely pampered with Viola's nature.

"I'm sorry Haidar, I feel so guilty about you. I don't know when I was ... L'm... Ah. huu." Vio cried again until his tears flowed between his fingers.

Haidar shifted his body closer to Vio. he raised his right hand and stroked the viola's back.

"Not crying. It is good that you are conscious and sorry. I hope that after this you will not return to your free world. I'm sorry Vi, I've loved you, I've loved you, I ever wanted to marry you, and I've imagined living with your children, but now I don't want it anymore" said Haidar slowly.

If in the past he could never say this, if in the past he always thought fear would hurt Viola, but this time Haidar had to say it. He did not want Viola to chase after himself anymore. Haidar will feel more sorry for Vio if he gives false hope to the woman.

"I know I don't deserve your forgiveness. I've been so mean to you Haidar. I'm sorry I've been troubling you all this time" Viola told Haidar. He lowered his palm until now all he could see was his swollen eyes.

Haidar caught a strange sentence on this conversation. It was as if Vio was going far away.

"You just calm down, I won't bother you anymore."

"Are you going far away?" ask Haidar to Viola. Vio nodded his head.

Haidar was stunned to hear Viola's words.

"Where are you going and with whom?" ask Haidar again.

Vio looked towards Haidar with a faint smile expanding on his lips.

"He's a good man, you don't worry." Vio was still smiling, Haidar nodded his head.He was smiling at Viola as well.

"Thank God, forgive me. Thank you for being the best woman in my life. I'll always pray you're okay there." Viola smiled happily at the prayer that Haidar said. He did not expect this man who had been betrayed to pray for the best for him.

The sound of the phone ringing rang out, Haidar immediately pulled out his cellphone from inside his pants pocket. Accidentally the stick that was nearby was nudged to a fall. Haidar never picked up the phone, surely my mom would nag him because he ran away from home.

"I'm going home, mommy's calling." point Haidar at her HP. Haidar bent down to take the stick that was on the ground.Seeing that the troubled Haidar Viola also helped to get Haidar's wand.

"Thank you, Vi. I go first." said Haidar, but not yet he stepped Haidar's legs back down. His feet hurt so much that he groaned in pain.

Viola who saw it felt worried and immediately shifted his seat to near Haidar.

"Are you Haidar?" viola asked worriedly.

"My feet hurt so much" Haidar complained as he massaged his aching legs.

"What's wrong? Is something wrong? We're going to the hospital?" ask Viola. Haidar shook his head.

"No need this is just a common pain, it does sometimes feel like this" said Haidar to calm Viola.

"But I'm worried about you we go to the doctor? you haven't healed yet, have you?" ask Viola again. Haidar wanted to refuse, but his legs were getting sick he just nodded his head following the advice of Viola to go to the hospital.

Viola helped Haidar stand up and slowly swept him towards the direction where Haidar's car was parked.

From a distance someone stared at the two people with a wounded heart.