YUMNA AZZURA'S

208. Feeling guilty ll

"I'm not happy with my mom because I lied and told her I was going to go with my friend" Yumna said, bowing her head.

haidar glanced at Yumna at a glance and held the woman's hand and placed it on her chest.

"You're not entirely lying, Yumna." Haidar tries to comfort Yumna.

"We are still friends" said Haidar, causing Yumna to raise her head to look at Haidar.

"You haven't given me the same answer yet, meaning we're still just friends" said Haidar once again, chuckling.

"Do I have to be your friend until you can be honest with both of your parents? I'll be patient if that's what you want" said Haidar again with a smile. Yumna felt very guilty hearing that. She is like in the middle between her ex-husband and his family, although her heart is leaning towards family, but she also loves Haidar.

"Sorry" said Yumna. Haidar smiled, but he would patiently wait for Yumna to be ready to acknowledge her relationship that was now close to him.

"It's okay. Whatever makes you comfortable you can do, I will not force you again like before" said Haidar.

Yumna frowned, feeling confused by what Haidar meant.

"Forcing as before? Which one?" ask Yumna.

"On our relationship. If you used to admit to a pretend marriage, then I wouldn't mind pretending to be your friend now."

Yumna stared hard at her ex-husband. The warm menstrual hand held tightly to Yumna's hand which was still stuck to her chest.

"I'm sorry Haidar, I don't know if Mama and Papa would agree with this relationship or not. I don't know yet and I'm afraid that Mama and Papa won't agree" Yumna said. He felt hot in his eyes for the uncertain. Just his thoughts about the past when Bima was angry and told him not to get back close to Haidar, made Yumna now feel afraid of their relationship.

"I understand" said Haidar in a lethargic tone.

"Everything happens because of our mistakes. We have deceived both our parents. It's only natural that Mama Lily and Papa Bima don't approve of us getting back together. I'm the one they expect to take care of you, in fact, has disappointed them" said Haidar. Yumna agreed.

"We both have disappointed our parents" said Yumna. Haidar glanced back at Yumna and smiled.

"No hunger?" tanya Haidar switched their conversation.

"Hunger" replied Yumna.

"Okay, we're gonna eat." Haidar refocused on his steering wheel.

"Dear!" call Yumna.

"Yes?"

"You better let go of my hand, you won't be able to drive properly while holding my hand" Yumna said shyly.

Haidar who was conscious with Yumna's hand on his chest now immediately let go of that hand and smiled shyly.

"I forgot, hehe."

Yumna was equally shy to get menstrual treatment like that. He was hot on his face.

The car continues to go at a constant speed. Menidar very carefully carry his vehicle, do not want to happen something unwanted, considering the accident that once happened to him.

"Where do we eat?"

"As far as you are."

"Em .. I have one place that is quite good, but do not know you want or not to eat there," said Haidar.

"Why do you think I don't want to?" ask Yumna confused.

"It's not a restaurant or a cafe, but a street stall."

Yumna smiled hearing Haidar's explanation. "I have no problem eating in such a place" Yumna said.