YUMNA AZZURA'S

184. Don't Kill Yourself, Haidar!

Haidar state has now improved, by doing some therapy finally makes Haidar can walk better without using a cane.

Haidar was in front of the window, staring at the row of buildings in front of him. High rises defy the sky. The scorching sunlight he ignored entered into his eyes. Haidar was still staring outwards.

In her current shadow, it was still remembered how Yumna cried in front of her that night. He only realized when Mami Mitha scolded him for what he was talking about, it only occurred to him if it felt like he was wrong and also cruel to say it to Yumna.

"Huh, if only I hadn't spoken like that to him," Haidar murmured. He gripped the edge of the window tightly, now staring downwards where countless humans and vehicles were constantly moving like ants, minuscule. The wind that blew from out there made Haidar's hair move around covering his forehead.

Haidar turned his head down so that his stomach was attached to the edge of the window. He stared more in detail at what was down there. Thinking that among the humans there was Yumna standing in front of him, looking up at his head, looking up at the window of his office. Wishing himself to go down like in the movies that are on TV.

Haidar laughed amusedly. How could Yumna do that. Yumna was already very angry at him, and again the woman was not a careless person who would wait for a man down there just to hope for himself to come down. Yumna is a beautiful and charming woman, outside of her rude attitude and bar-bars. She is also the first daughter of a man who is quite influential in the business world, it is certain that she also will not easily give up because she likes it. There were many men waiting for Yumna even with the status of never getting married.

"Haydar! What are you doing?!" the voice of a man was heard behind Haidar. He pulled Haidar's body away from the window. Fortunately, he came at the right time. What if this kid is reckless and then jumps off this floor. It was certain that he would lose his only child who often upset him.

Haidar almost fell, fortunately his legs were strong to withstand his weight. He gasped when he saw the face of the mother who was now holding back anger.

"Mami know you're frustrated because Yumna's mad at you, but you can't do that! Eling you, Haidar!" mami Mitha said angrily. He did not think with Haidar. His son was given what by Yumna to be crazy and want to do freefall from this floor.

"Eh, Mommy. Is ...."

"You, don't get like that, Haidar! If you can't be like Yumna, there are others. There are many other women you can learn to love. Mami is sure one day you will find someone who is the same or more than Yumna. Don't you get like this, kill yourself! If you didn't have a mom who would?" mitha shouted in annoyance half-crying. Mitha hugged Haidar tightly. Not wanting to let go of Haidar again, afraid that Haidar would recklessly return to the edge of the window and then jump from there.

Haidar, of course, was confused by what his mother said. His forehead furrowed until his eyebrows almost fused together.

"You have to be with Mommy? If you didn't exist, who would you be?" repeat Mitha while sobbing.

"You're not married yet, if you don't have Mami there won't be any friends, Haidar! Mami doesn't have a daughter-in-law, Mami doesn't have any grandchildren. Who would you be if you didn't exist!" Mami is now sobbing in Haidar's chest.

Hearing Mitha's words made Haidar upset. He was heartbroken, but he would not do such a reckless thing either.

"What's that mom talking about, anyway? Who would kill themselves?" asked Haidar while releasing Mitha's embrace from him. He felt short of breath because of the mother's treatment like that to him.

"Eh, you don't want to kill yourself?" mami asked confusedly. Mitha stretched her arms from Haidar.

"Mami don't fuck around, huh! No one wants to kill themselves" said Haidar.

"But that was ... You ... in the window?" mitha asked Haidar while pointing at Haidar and also the wide open window.

"Oh my goodness, Mi. I'm just looking for the same wind look at the people below. How to make ngaco his son want to jump!" haidar exclaimed in annoyance.

"Mommy thought you were going to kill yourself" Mitha said in embarrassment. His chest was already beating very fast due to the fear of his son's behavior.

Mitha approached and hit Haidar on the head with her bag. Haidar grimaced with pain, not expecting his mother to do such a thing again to him. Again his head is an easy target of the fainting of a queen in the scope of his life.

"So if Yumna says you have to jump, you want to jump like that?" mitha asked in annoyance.

"Yes, Haidar doesn't know. Is it possible that Yumna could ask me to jump from here?" asked Haidar back to Mitha.

"You said that because you knew Yumna wouldn't do that to you, right?" mitha said with annoyance. Mitha shook her head when she saw Haidar's grimacing smile.

Yes, Yumna certainly would not do that, because she is weak, gentle and kind.

Mitha dropped her ass on the chair. The bag he was carrying, he kept it on the table.

"What's wrong here?" ask Haidar to Mitha.

"Nothing, nothing. Mami just wants your tengokin. Suddenly wanting to come here, so" Mitha smiled, making Haidar suspicious of the meaning of the smile from his mama.

"Suspicious! Not usually!" hiss Haidar with a lazy look.

Mitha prepared to raise her bag again hearing her son's words.

"You here, Mami, can't you?!" mitha asked Haidar furiously. Haidar raised his hand, covering his face which could have been the target of the mother's rampage.

"Yes fine, but Mami is usually there is a hidden intention if you come here," said Haidar still hidden from behind his arm.

"Nothing. Get your hands down. Here Mami whispered," said Mitha.

"Whisper what?" Haidar still did not dare to lower his hand. Tasty, Mami was a master conman asked to take his hand down, then know-how the bag with the iron lock was back to make his forehead bump.

"Wouldn't! I'm a gini!" exciting Haidar.

Mitha clucked in annoyance at seeing her son who had never followed this. He pulled Haidar's hand forcefully until finally half of Haidar's body was now on the table.

Mitha brought herself closer to Haidar and started whispering something.

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Duh, what's the whisper?

Mi, I want to be whispered too dong!