There is No Need for Love

S2: A Conical Living Translation

The plane that took Haris to Kalimantan had flown high, had moved away from the sky of Jakarta, but Haris' heart actually still lives here, Haris still very much want to linger long hugging his daughter, he said, I still want to hear his sister's story for a long time.

But, of course Haris can not, he must return to work as soon as possible, especially tomorrow Haris there is a new land review schedule close to the village where Risda and Asrul serve first, so inevitably, this afternoon also Haris has to move there.

Haris took a deep breath and tried to close his eyes, maybe Haris would have to wait a few more years to be able to properly get together with his core family, with his sister and daughter, must wait for Haris to finish his term and enjoy retirement.

But of course it is still quite a long time, there is still at least fifteen more years, now Haris can only hope that time comes quickly, because if you choose other alternatives, leaving work for example, Haris can only hope that time comes quickly, it's not an easy thing, Haris will work where.

While if he wants to bring the people he loves to the land of Borneo is more unlikely, most he just might bring Natalia, while Risda has no possibility at all to be brought together.

Asrul could not be ready and want to stay away from his extended family, his place is here, so the choice of waiting for full service is the only option that can be accepted right now.

Haris breathed a heavy sigh again, Haris did not expect, the more he went inside, the harder he came out, the more he knew about his daughter, the harder he was to stay away longer, the more difficult he was to stay away from her, even the video call did not give any answer, Haris longing was right in.

Even what happened now, just a few minutes ago Haris left Jakarta, even still in the air, is still very far from the word until, but Haris has missed again, I want to meet and see the face of my daughter and sister.

Haris wiped his face with both hands, this is the truth, Haris felt tormented away from both, it is very easy now to translate the life of Haris, everything has been so conical to one goal, he said, he wanted to stay next to his daughter and sister.

Unable to hold back, Haris hurriedly took a handkerchief to wipe the water out of the corner of his eye, Haris is now really restless, he seems not to know how the day after this, he did not know, how will he face time after time full of longing, on Risda, for Natalia.

As soon as Haris came out of the airport gate, Haris had seen the wave of Linda's hand, this certainly made Haris' eyes shrink, why Linda ?. But Haris rushes closer, and Haris's head is getting worse, as Haris finds no one in the company's car, except Linda.

"Pak Seno to his father-in-law Pak Ris, he said we just returned, Mr. Seno has taken three days off, his in-laws are seriously ill". Obviously Linda seemed to know what Haris was worried about.

"So you ?".

Linda smiled faintly. "Yesterday I asked to follow Sir, all stop at the village for a while Sir".

Haris's forehead is slightly wrinkled. "Where is your village ?".

"Tewangrangkang Sir".

Haris shakes. "And you've come this far ?. Why not just wait there ?".

Linda smiled wryly. "The path is not through sir. Yesterday Mr. Seno had to turn around as well, it is also impossible for me to turn to pick me up". Linda replied innocently.

Haris can only shake his head again, take the car ignition from Linda's hand, get in the car and put the bag into the back seat, after Linda finished installing the seat belt, Haris directly runs the car, and the, of course heading to the plantation, this will take almost five hours and a half as well.

Every now and then Haris glances at Linda who looks good just casually playing her phone, glances at Linda so, Haris so terbangkanyang Risda, in terms of age, Risda is still two years older than Linda, Linda, but there are indeed similarities between the two, attitudes that often seem spoiled.

"How poor are you Lin ?".

Linda looked at it for a moment. "Still 23 years old, why sir ?".

Haris shakes. "You're old enough, why aren't you married ?".

Linda laughed instead. "Married ?, there are fathers".

Haris's forehead is a little wrinkled. "Lho?, why is it that your age is enough".

Haris glanced at Linda while Linda was also glancing, until their eyes met, even if only for a few seconds, but Haris saw something strange from the way Linda looked at her, but Haris shook his head and dismissed the possible assumptions that now filled his mind.

"Would you marry me ?".

Haris was so shocked, even the car he was carrying almost stopped, Haris glanced at him again for a moment, shaking his head. One question that did not enter Haris' mind at all, his surprise was certainly great, Haris was not at all able to think why Linda spoke so.

"I'm serious, sir. If you want to marry me, I want to sir".

Haris really shook his head. "What the hell is Lin ?".

Linda nodded her head. "I'm serious sir".

Linda nodded her head. "O.. father's daughter is Risda ?".

Haris was just a nod of his head, still so confused by the contents of Linda's head, how this child was so brave to say that, without hesitation, without any shame at all, as if he was discussing the food menu alone, he said, it seems that according to Haris, it is too strange if he married this staff.

Haris's mind really floated, the time had to get married again at this age, this year Haris was even 49 years old, and indeed there were no more thoughts about marriage, and indeed no longer any thoughts about marriage, that has been Haris' decision since 25 years ago, until now the mind is still not changed.

Arriving Haris imagined Olivia, maybe if indeed marriage is possible, then Olivia may be the most appropriate woman, not only in terms of age, but also her knowledge of Haris' life, his knowledge of Natalia and Risda, not the woman who was even younger than his daughter.

Haris again sighs, scratches his forehead, why the thought of getting married, Haris improve the way he sits to be more comfortable holding the steering wheel, Haris feels wrong if even think about it, not important, so that he will not be happy, there is absolutely no importance, the most important thing now, how the two women in his life, his daughter and his sister continue to live happily.

"Sir. Let me see Ahmad Albar, is old sir, but he married it too, the age gap with his wife was 37 years. His wife is younger than Fahri Akbar".

Haris is really confused, there are no words anything that can be said Haris, he is now even anxious to see Linda, can be even a story about Ahmad Albar, Haris shook his head, continued, why don't you talk about Mark Sungkar, it's even more great, different age 45 years with his wife.

"Cin ...".

Linda looked at it for a moment. "Yes Sir".

"If you are still talking about marriage too, later you go down in Teliankering, you take an angkot to Tewangrangkang, father directly to Afdeling".

Linda belittles. "Are you sir ?".

Haris shrug his shoulders. "Yes, that's it, now so long ago".

Linda can still smile. "Now, sir".

Haris slightly frowned. "What do you mean ?".

"Father says right now, it means tomorrow is no longer so, right ?".

Haris took a long breath. "As you are".

Haris shook his head for the umpteenth hundred time. Haris chose to be quiet, right said the crowd, Haris could never win if arguing with women, even with Linda who was the same age as her son Haris was like a loser, this makes Haris no longer talk and focus the view to the highway that is getting quieter.

It's almost a new afternoon Haris reached the plantation, first he drove Linda who had been since from Teliankering no longer want to talk, it turns out Linda was consumed by Haris's threat as well, of course Linda does not want to stay there, later back to the plantation will be difficult.

Haris opened the door of his room, put the bag carelessly and tried to lay down his body, although actually still very tired, but it turned out that had not happened to Haris' eyes, the eyes were not at all want to be closed, it remained open, so Haris sighed again and sat on the edge of the bed.

Haris's mind really drifted away, now that Haris's brain even leads to dirty things, Haris smiled himself imagining getting married and sleeping with Linda, would be funny, would be funny, how Haris can have a super young wife, but before long Haris brushed him off.

Even Haris wasn't sure if Natalia and Risda could accept it, let alone Risda. How can he call mother to a woman whose age is below him, not to mention Linda's family, whether they are ready to have a daughter-in-law as old as Haris, if Linda is the first child, if Linda is, do not let the age of his parents could be under Haris.

Haris laughed to himself and brushed off his shadow, a strange shadow that should not be important to imagine, Haris even wondered why even became so late with such thoughts, even if married, Haris, make sure Linda is not the right woman.

Married with Olivia?, there are many possibilities, the first Olivia was not married until now, so it would be too strange if he refused Haris' proposal, let alone Haris know, since the beginning of meeting, so it would be too strange if he refused Haris, Olivia really likes him.

Haris hopes that Olivia did not get married until now not because she was disappointed about the possibility of their relationship. Haris patted the eel, really confused now, confused about himself, even longer think of marriage, inner Haris said it was wrong.

This was clearly triggered by Linda's talk that even challenged Haris to marry him, so Haris became this late thinking about things that had never been touched by his mind at all, never stopped in his brain.

But, for some reason, today Haris became asking himself, whether it is possible to remarry, whatever the circumstances, Haris also felt the turmoil, whatever it was, the fact Haris was a normal man, the truth is, perfectly normal.

Olivia is not necessarily so the story, and not necessarily also willing to accept Haris, she is a PNS, which may also leave Jakarta, of course her career will be better there, for sure, while Haris may until retirement age will be confined in this plantation, the distance and time for it is no longer supportive.

Haris stretched his body and forced himself to rest, Haris' body was honestly quite tired, with his current age, traveling so far was no longer a light matter. It's not as strong as before, now Haris already needs a lot of time to rest.

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