There is No Need for Love

Better Hold Yourself First

The four of them choose to move to the top floor of the ship, besides there is indeed a table available to just enjoy a drink, the scenery is also very beautiful, can see the whole cool view of the Sunda Strait.

“Oh yes, try Taufiq phone first ya”.

Haris frowned. “Taufiq ?”.

Lufti nods his head. “Taufiq children Literature Germany”.

Haris tried to remember. “Kok I think it suck remember it ya Luf”.

Lufti bobbing head. “Si Silence that you once saved from the tantrums of biological children, your time forgot anyway Ris, you are very old lu ya”.

Haris. “Little children can also forget Luf, not the old ones.”.

“But you lahap”.

Haris only shook his head, he already remembered the so-called Taufiq, not important nor Lufti by the way, the severity. But Haris was only able to smile a small smile, a small laugh, a head bobble and a teeter pat.

Haris was just trying to hear it, the Lufti conversation with Taufiq seemed to be very crisp, the proof there was a Lufti's loose laughter among them, but Haris and the others did not know for sure what they were talking about.

Natalia and Widya instead choose to go to the bridge, the same standing staring into the middle of the ocean as many other passengers, the scenery here is of course very pleasant, especially the weather is very calm, no waves, no, just a breeze of the breeze and sweeping across the face, was very soothing.

Lufti finished talking on the phone. “Taufiq in port, we'll see you there”.

Haris looked at Lufti for a moment. “Taufiq come to port ?”.

Lufti shook his head and laughed a little. “Taufiq working in port”.

Haris laughed a little. “German Literature boy works in Port ?”.

Lufti grunting. “Lu how ?”.

“I why is it ?”.

Lufti bobbing head. “Nagot aware of you, it's good to talk to people, you yourself ?”.

“Anak Bahasa Indonesia works at plantation”. Haris.

“That's you tau. Speaking of lu” people.

Haris laughing. “Yes too yes. That's dunia”.

But maybe different from Haris, he more precisely left his teacher profession because of all things related to him and Natalia. Haris is more appropriate to try to stay away from a life that is completely unreasonable.

It took him far to Kalimantan, which then brought him to be a plantation employee, initially only a manual laborer, a land cleaner, to a fruit collector, his tangled thoughts made Haris strong.

When the management found out Haris was a scholar, Haris got an offer of work in the office, continued and continued, until 15 years later, the workaholic Haris was moved to West Kalimantan as the head of the factory.

Then moved again to South Kalimantan, still with the same position, only after that got a mandate in North Kalimantan as a Junior Manager who handles five factories, which Haris did until now, his workaholic continued, until he gasped when he met Risda in the interior.

“Lu Devastated what is Ris ?”.

Haris turned his head towards the Lufti, took a heavy breath and turned his eyes back to Natalia and Widya who looked so cheerful, not knowing what they saw, but Haris felt a tightness punching his chest.

“Lia really did not marry Luf ?”.

Lufti breathed heavily. “Like no intention, especially when he found out she was pregnant, he decided to give up his whole life for the baby candidate it”.

Haris wiped his face. “I don't know what to say. Everything just happened Luf”.

The Lufti moved to sit down and stroked Haris' shoulder. “At least today you ama Lia got Risda Ris”.

Haris nodded. “True. But, I don't know how to say it”.

Haris looked at the Lufti. “You mean ?”.

Lufti. “Support and give the best to Risda as a person she knows, about your position should later become part of Natalia”.

“How can it be ?”.

Lufti returned. “If you come straight to Risda, yes if your child understands and accepts, if it turns out he is in shock, how ?”.

Haris was silent, Lufti's mind had a point, not necessarily Risda could accept what really happened to him, yesterday Natalia had confirmed that Natalia did not know what, this must be thought too, inner Haris.

“Risda is now in the interior, he is not close to his mother, if you tell me now, where Risda spilled his emotions. We don't know what the kid's head is, whether he's strong or not, nobody knows”.

Haris had shed tears, Lufti was only able to stroke Haris' shoulder slowly, Lufti felt what Haris was feeling. But Lufti also thought long, if later Risda even stress heard everything, what happened ?.

“Although Risda should know, and indeed should know. But, it's good he knew that when he was in Jakarta, when he was next to his mother, it's the best option”.

Haris can only look back at the Lufti lekat, what the Lufti said is very true, Haris do not rush to tell Risda if he is his father, a father who is not supposed to be his father.

“It's better you nahan yourself first Ris, don't rush. As much as possible escort Risda and her friends there, make them comfortable, if necessary include all the facilities you have, make her happy”.

Haris again could not stem his tears, but what the Lufti said was all right, Haris did have to hold back, because he did not know how much mental Risda. But yes, Haris promises to fulfill all the words of the Lufti, will escort Risda and Asrul, making them comfortable.

“Okey Bro, you've caught the cave ?”.

Haris nodded. “Thank You Luf. I promise to it”.

The Lufti again stroked Haris' back. “Cave friends lu Ris, we are not limited to friends, gua understand lu, you also understand the cave, Widya find a house next to Lia is also the goal it”.

Haris looked at Lufti at a glance. “Thank You Luf”.

“Gua understand Widya, cave understand the contents of the heart of the cave, the cave also pity Lia, the cave also wants to make him and Risda comfortable, just like Widya's intention, as well, that's what makes the cave follow all Widya's wishes, Firman also pushed the cave to it”.

Haris is getting down, how his friends are so affectionate and attentive to Natalia and Risda, until Risda is this mature, while Haris is even dissolved in his ego, this is as the saying goes, regretting the arrival is always late.

“I regret Luf. So sorry, why did I get this selfish”.

Lufti took a long breath. “Regrets no longer need Bro, now look ahead, look to the future”.

Haris nodded. “Thank you Luf. Thank you for everything”.

Lufti laughed a little. “Thank you it doesn't matter very much. Gua, Widya, Firman and the others are sincere, very sincere. Word martial arts so Wali Risda to just receive a report, almost every semester”.

Haris was surprised, looking at the old Lufti. “Firman ?”.

Lufti nods his head. “Lia homeroom Bro, she definitely can't. The Word takes over. Firman does not want Risda sad not to have wali”.

“Since when ?”.

Lufti shrugs his shoulders. “Since Risda SD”.

“Every semester ?”.

Lufti nods his head. “Even the Word often together if Rasti had”.

Haris shook his head which began to pulse. “You are indeed the best friend, I am the stupid”. Haris is sobbing, really fragile.

The Lufti embraces Haris shoulder and shakes his body, this is what the Lufti can do to make Haris calm down. Lufti also does not want Haris too late, later if Natalia sees, this will also be a new problem, Natalia can not see Haris fragile, later Natalia so weakened as well, that's for sure.

“Remove your tears Ris, calm down, Widya ama Lia cringe here”.

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