There is No Need for Love

New Panic

Haris followed the steps of doctor Hasan who poked him. Haris sat back in the chair that he had sat in last night, facing Hasan's doctor who immediately took some notes.

“Incest Relationships always bring effect”.

Dada Haris immediately swished. “Means doc ?”.

Doctor Hasan let out a long sigh, shaking his head as well. “Incest relations have never had no effect on his descendants Mr. Ris. So also with the daughter of tak”.

Haris' heart immediately beat. Haris understands what Doctor Hasan means, whatever the story, Risda is the child of an incestuous relationship, an accidental relationship between Haris and her younger sister Natalia.

“The effect of inbreeding is fatal. But, for Risda, we only found one Mr. Ris”.

Haris had started to shiver, very frightened. “What is dok”. Haris was nervous.

Doctor Hasan returned with a long breath. “Heart Disorders”.

Haris. How his daughter who was so young had a heart disorder. Haris was down, wanted to feel like he was crying, regret was also useless now, because everything had really happened, all that mattered was how to try to handle it well.

“What can we do doc ?”.

Doctor Hasan shook his head. “For now still symptoms, we can only suggest that Risda maintain a healthy lifestyle by reducing high cholesterol foods and doing exercise regularly”.

“For example food doc ?”.

“Many Pak Ris, Fast food, beef liver, fatty chicken meat, shrimp, eggs, ice cream also”. Obviously doctor Hasan.

Haris let out a long sigh, he was completely blind to Risda's daily life, he did not know his daughter's favorite food at all, did not know. Haris let out a long sigh again, perhaps later asking Natalia, or maybe Asrul also knew a lot, Haris thought.

“Past error that turned out to keep imprint”. Harris complained.

Doctor Hasan shook his head. “Not that bad Mr. Ris. Most importantly Mr. Haris really control food Risda, otherwise, could be bad in later”.

Haris nods his head. “Insha Allah dok”.

Both standing, Haris greeted Hasan warmly, at the door, Hasan went straight to the other patients. Haris's mind became confused again, this was something beyond his reach.

How Haris can control Risda's food, how Haris can do that well, Haris alone became frequent to the village of Risda duty more because steal time, actually there is no special schedule there.

Before this, Haris became often there because of his fishing hobby, and has been very suitable with Exhaust, where Buang always understood what is the favorite of Haris, even all of Haris fishing gear at home stay throw away.

It is not possible that Haris every day there, even if it can, it will not be completely able to overcome the Risda diet, so the most appropriate thing is actually to bring Risda to live with him, but where is the possibility that it can be ?.

Haris steps back to Risda's room, but Haris steps restrained at the door when he hears Risda and Asrul laughing, Haris tries to peek, Haris returns head-dropped, Haris laughs, Asrul was painstakingly feeding Risda a meal.

Haris didn't come in. Haris saw there was a long bench there, finally Haris chose to sit down, waiting for Asrul to finish feeding Risda. But then, Haris remembered Natalia, why not just ask, Haris thought.

Finally Haris moved away, choosing a garden yard next to the hospital, this is a place that according to Haris is most okay, the air is also cool. Gotta grab her phone and call Natalia.

“Abang ..”.

Haris even had to keep the phone away from her ear hearing Natalia's happy scream that received a phone call from him. Haris shook his head at last, he did not expect his sister to scream so.

“Abang how are you ?”.

Haris laughed a little. “Health. Lia how ?”.

“Health also Bang”.

“Eh, Li. Risda usually like what food ?”.

Natalia laughed a little. “Many Bang, why ?”.

“Lusa is Li's birthday, Brother wants to take her to kota”.

Haris arrived to get inspiration, this is certainly quite good, that way, Haris does not have to tell the real thing. Natalia was also heard laughing crisply at Haris's expression.

“Iya yes Bang. Deer Risda birthday”.

“That's him. Brother wants to take him to the city, eat that. Usually Risda likes what Lia ?”.

Haris immediately shrieked, his body even so trembling, Haris instead began to feel cold sweat flowing in his body. Everything Natalia said was food Risda should have avoided.

“Others no li ?”. Haris tried to calm down.

Natalia laughed again. “Nothing else Bang. Usually it is.”.

“That's yes, well .. later brother invite him to eat eat”.

“Bang ..”. Natalia screamed again.

Haris put her phone away and rub her ear. “What the hell is the deck, just play scream, earache brother”.

Natalia laughed giggling. “Gift for Lia where ?, is it only two days different from Risda, even Lia who first Kok Bang”.

Haris chuckled, that too Haris remembered, had even sent. “But you have sent, the time has not been nyampe, right Online”.

“That's Brother who sent ?”.

Haris laughed a little. “Iya, that's brother who sent, less ?”.

Natalia was heard laughing again. “No ah, that's enough. But it's all gone Bang”.

Haris's forehead is slightly wrinkled. “Lho, why ?”.

“The car is broken, Lia take it to the workshop, expensive Bang, discharged all”.

Haris shakes. “Iya, Yes, later brother change ya”.

“Serious Bang ?, later money brother out”. But clearly, Natalia's tone of voice was ecstatic.

“Ngak. After all it's okay, people are just as adek themselves, indeed why if you finish”.

Natalia was back to laughing. “Abang could have”.

Haris laughed back. “This month brother there is a bonus, let's see yes, if enough, Adek just change the car, but the usual car is yes deck, the money is not much it”.

Natalia sounded cheerful. “Truly Bang ?”.

“Iya, Yes, just pray for the bonus a lot yes, so you can buy a new”.

Natalia laughed out loud. The story then has ngalor ngidul somewhere, until both of them are equally tired and conclude to finish the conversation through this phone, because the ears are both equally hot.

As soon as the phone was cut off, Haris lowered his head, for the umpteenth time Haris was unable to stem his tears. Regretful, very sorry, why all these stories are present, Natalia should be her brother, the sister she has to take care of, but she herself ruined it.

Why ignorance is too long to take their time, why until there is an incident that brings Risda born into the new world ignorance is open, this is very painful actually, very wounding.

Moreover, Risda, it turns out that he carries a burden from birth to the world, a burden that is also present because of the ignorance of his father and mother. The burden is now real, the doctor has found it, everything is open.

Hearing Risda's favorite food, Haris became panicked himself, repeatedly Haris wiped his face, exhaled strongly, his seat also seemed uncomfortable, Haris really right kasak kusuk, confused himself.

Do not during this time Risda's heart has been triggered, if indeed that's his eating habits, then it is not impossible actually now Risda's heart condition is not healthy at all, because it has not been fatal at all, has not been seen.

Haris bowed again and covered his face with two hands, returning a deep breath. Haris however must have a trick to avoid Risda from food, but how?, Asrul, Asrul may be one way, hoping Asrul has a strategy.

But Haris instead had doubts, whether later after knowing about the heart of Risda, Asrul even thought something else ?. Haris has enough doubts, but also has enough confidence too, high even.

If indeed Asrul really likes Risda, then the condition of Risda is not something that will be able to block his path. It is a disease that often brings death, but not a disease that can not be controlled.

If there is seriousness and persistence, then everything can go well, Haris is sure if Risda is too. His daughter must be a strong child, not a spoiled child who only takes refuge in the arms of his mother, he is strong, proof Risda can go so far inland, if not because it is strong, if not because it is strong, that's not gonna happen.

Haris finally stood up as well, again stepping towards Risda's room, Haris first peeked, he saw Asrul who was sitting on the chair beside Risda's bed while reading the book in his hand.

Risda pointed at Asrul, he slept sideways, but clearly his eyes were closed. Haris is convinced that Risda is sleeping. Slowly Haris opened the door and entered, Asrul greeted Haris with a perfectly fluffy smile.

… Connect …