There is No Need for Love

Being a Teacher is Not Easy

The teacher meeting is getting heated, now there is only a long debate between female teachers who want pressure on students who do not like the firm attitude of Pakde Rahman who rejects the pressure.

Risda continued to listen, but for a long time Risda was hot as well, according to Risda, what Pakde Rahman said was all true, but there was one female teacher who firmly challenged him, Risda did not accept because the female teacher did not accept because there was one student that he did not like in the class.

Risda couldn't take it anymore, she raised her hand. The Headmaster who saw Risda raise his hand immediately gave a gesture of approval and gave Risda time to express her opinion, Risda did not waste time.

“What Pakde Rahman said I think is most correct, we have to look at the whole class, not just one, that I think is not a good consideration. After all, why do we bind ourselves to past circumstances, is forgiveness no longer important”. Risda Emphatically.

Risda felt that what she said was just a normal sentence, but the response that Risda got surprised, but Risda still had Risda, he again gave an answer that he thought was right.

Again Risda was surprised, moreover the words conveyed to him were not healthy anymore, according to Risda this was already contradictory with everyone's expectations of a teacher, it was according to Risda was beyond necessity.

It was very desirable for Risda to argue again, but the response of some people who sat close to him made Risda change her mind, especially seeing the head of Pakde Rahman's arm, this made Risda finally choose to silence, he said, until the meeting is over.

Until he arrived at his house, Risda still did not accept as well, Risda's feelings still continued to reject the attitude of the teacher who looked tense earlier, now Risda also felt there was a lot less, and now Risda also felt there was a lot less, why others besides Pakde Rahman also chose silence, why not join the fight.

Risda had started to find some things that Risda had never imagined could take place in an educational institution, if the mother gossiped like it was not strange, it was not strange, father follow the development of gossip is also not an impossible thing to happen.

But, finding the teacher who still holds a grudge on his students is only the first time Risda knows, and the most make Risda increasingly shudder, he said, because the incident that made the teacher hurt was long ago, even almost two years ago, let alone this there is a relationship with parents.

“Teacher is also human Ris, all attitudes that are commonplace in humans can also occur to teachers, there is no excess of teachers, the same as others, the same as ordinary humans”. Natalia Light.

Risda only had a small smile and shook her head to hear what her mother had said, but Risda still remained inexhaustible, what was her joy in suppressing the students from the events that had been a long time ago, moreover, the main trigger is not the child, but his mother.

“Teacher is also a variety of models and forms, depending on how his attitude and personality. In fact, the teacher is just a job, not an attitude and behavior”. Natalia.

Risda shook her head again and let out a heavy sigh. “But it's Ma ..”.

Natalia laughed a little. “Should have been. But, not all should also be, there are times when it also appears even not necessarily. Ordinary Ris, the important thing is that you don't be so”.

Risda finally nodded her head. The twists and turns as a teacher are now starting to appear in front of Risda, so far Risda feels if all teachers only focus on how to make their children smart and can, if all teachers only focus on how to make their children smart and can, will forget all things related to revenge and heartache.

But, apparently not. There are teachers who are very tense and even ask that everything can give pressure to a child, even though it is only a past event that is personal, it should not be worthy of being made a public problem.

According to Risda, it would be even better and more worthy of a thumbs up if the teacher forgives and forgets all the past events, because in fact, the teacher himself is not at any disadvantage at all.

So that Risda is very unacceptable with the hardness of the head, especially with the ease of Risda who tried to give a response, even in the accusation of not knowing what, teacher yesterday afternoon, teacher stink kencur, and even, not worth a lot of talk.

Although actually Risda was very unacceptable, but Risda in the end chose to be silent and not comment again, let alone the teachers who sat at the side in front and behind him the same as poke, especially, that according to Risda is a code that asks Risda not to continue the debate.

“Bu Lusi told Mama what you think is wrong, Mama also admitted that it is wrong. But, as you said earlier, teachers are also human, and many people are not ready to be blamed, especially by people who are the same age as their children”.

Risda again shook her head at her mother's long explanation. Risda now began to feel, what her mother said was a lot of truth. Not everyone can put mistakes on himself, some are ready to argue with his opinion, even though it does not fit the general criteria.

At least today Risda realized, what is often said by his lecturer first, being a teacher is not an easy thing, many people are worthy of being a teacher, even educated teachers, and even educated teachers, but do not choose to be a teacher, some are not worthy of being a teacher, even already a teacher.

For the three years Risda was there, there was no upheaval like what Risda felt today, no resentment that had to be buried deep, deep, there are no seeds of emotion that make tension rise so fast, there everything is cool.

But, Risda also felt, it was because of differences in circumstances, in the interior there were not many people who became teachers, in the school where Risda served for example, while in Asrul and Risda, living, automatically the school had only three teachers, four with the headmaster.

Though the class that must be taken care of there are six classes, it is certainly not enough, so that the old situation before Asrul and Risda came back repeated, repeated, there are two teachers who have to teach in two different classes at the same time.

While here, teachers are very abundant, so it is not a strange story, there are people who alumni of universities in education do not work in the field of education, do not become teachers, because they never get a place.

However, Risda still does not accept the attitude of the teacher who is still controlled by the old story, even trying so optimally to vent the feelings he had by applying pressure, not just him himself, and even trying so much to vent his feelings, but also trying to influence others.

This is also one of the things that makes Risda more upset, people who should know it is not the right thing, for various reasons that Risda even confused what it means, actually support, actually, isn't that weird ?.

“The background of people who become teachers is not the same, not everyone has the same motivation when choosing to become a teacher, it is not impossible because of coercion or other forms, you should also understand it”.

Risda only glanced at her mother for a moment, then returned to her original view, all her explanations Risda received well, but her instincts still revolted, but her instincts still revolted, Risda has not accepted and considered that the attitude of the teacher was acceptable.

“There are also those who are unaware of his existence as a teacher, he still puts forward his original attitude, still accentuates his own selfishness and winning attitude, accept or not accept, it must be there. Most importantly, we do not even support and follow”.

Risda again just smiled thinly, Risda did not know how her mother taught, how her mother behaved in class and or to her students, because Risda never attended school where her mother taught.

It's just that, seeing the frequency of the students and even alumni of his mother's students visiting their homes, Risda can claim if his mother is a good teacher, otherwise it is impossible for many of his students to care about him.

Risda stood up, hugged and kissed her mother's cheek before leaving, Natalia just smiled, Natalia sure as hell, that Risda definitely can't accept what she was facing at school, Natalia knows exactly how Risda, she's a kid who always doesn't like to see people who are not good in her eyes.

Risda chose to leave her mother because later more advice will be born, Risda knows how her mother, the mother who always relented, who was always ready to admit wrong, Risda knows how her mother, the mother who always gave up, even if it is not what deserves to be blamed.

Although sometimes it is very disturbing Risda, but what you want to say, that's her mother, a woman who sometimes according to Risda is too weak, but whatever it is, Risda is very proud to have a mother like Natalia, who is very proud, he is more concerned with the feelings of others than his own.

Risda stepped outside the house, which became Risda's destination not far away, Risda's goal this time was the Lufti house and Widya, her neighbor, Risda wanted to borrow Widya's book, had promised last night.

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