There is No Need for Love

Haris's Devotion

Natalia rushed towards the door that had been knocked several times from outside. Natalia's facial features instantly changed as she opened the door and found the figure of the man standing before her.

“Abang..”.

“Lia..”.

Natalia immediately hugged Haris and cried as it happened, Haris more tightly hugged her sister, longing for the deep is certainly not only Natalia's, but also Natalia, also belongs to Haris who is now aware as soon as he realizes how selfish he has already made many injured.

Natalia brought Haris into the house, still with her reluctant embrace she was off, Haris felt a tremor in Natalia's hand, this which doubled the gloom of Haris, her sister to the point of shaking her arms.

Natalia was already like a child sulking, she kept banging her forehead slowly into Haris' arms which she hugged, occasionally Natalia also kissed Haris' shoulder, the outpouring of longing that is already very big to be able to withstand.

“Mother always asks Abang”.

Haris shakes. “Abang was indeed wrong Lia. Brother shouldn't be like this, mother must be very hurt.

“Until the end of her life, mom always asked Lia to look for Abang”.

Haris nods his head. “Mother must have been very hurt, Brother lament”.

“Bentarely Bang”.

Natalia then stood up and left Haris sitting on a long sofa chair that looked a bit worn, the view of Haris circling the entire room, her mother's house that had not been there showed a change, everything was the same as the time he left.

Here Haris used to feel the togetherness with Natalia, it was the happiest time, but it was only a week, after what happened at their reception party, everything changed direction, he said, Haris was devastated and chose to leave everything behind.

Before long Natalia came with hot coffee in her hand, Natalia again sat next to the hariis, her head she leaned on Haris' shoulder, while both her hands tightly hugged Haris' arm.

Getting his sister's treatment, Haris also gave expression by continuing to caress his sister's head, occasionally he also kissed the top of Natalia's head with gentleness.

“Abang to meet Risda in Kalimantan”.

Natalia flinched in surprise and even straightened up, Natalia's eyes straightly looking at Haris, long they looked at each other, but then Natalia turned her eyes and looked down.

“Against meeting Risda ?”.

Haris nods his head. “Today Brother in Kalimantan”.

“Since go first ?”.

Haris nodded. “First Brother in Ketapang, then moved to Sampit, and now in Kotawaringin Timur”. Haris.

“Ang to meet Risda where ?”.

“Away where Bang ?”.

“It already borders directly with Malaysia”.

Natalia did not ask again, she rested her body, sat back in her original position, put her arms around Haris and rested her head on Haris' shoulder which also stroked Natalia's head.

The atmosphere became so quiet. Haris just stared at the floor, not so often glanced at the face of Natalia who seemed to continue to spoil her. But then, Haris went awry again after hearing the weak sobs of Natalia who came back crying.

“Lia just found out that Lia was pregnant a week after Abang went”.

Haris head immediately pulsated pain like a hammer hit tens of kilo grams, his chest also joined pulsating, very sick, Haris clenched his eyes as hard as he could, the world looked dark in the eyes of Haris.

Natalia's sentence was like a powerful lightning strike, although it had become a strong guess Haris and one of the most powerful reasons to make Haris back to Jakarta, but Natalia's sentence that confirms that Risda is indeed her son makes Haris really surprised and very hit.

Haris hopes initially Risda is the fruit of Natalia's marriage with another man far from reality, Risda's hope is his nephew is only limited to wishful thinking.

“So Risda the ..”.

Natalia nods her head. “Iya. child Abang”.

Haris' head is getting pulsating. The truth is, Risda was born from a relationship that should not be, the relationship of two human people who were originally so in love with each other.

But they must be willing to separate and dissolve their marriage a month later, after they find out that they are a couple Brother born to the same woman.

“Risda knows the story ?”.

Natalia shook her head. “Risda don't know what Bang” is yet.

Haris. “What is Risda”'s thinking

Natalia just shook her head. He hugged Haris arm tightly, his head back he rested on the shoulder Haris spoiled, Natalia did not seem to want far away from Haris, it has been too long harbored a sense of longing and sadness that befalls him alone.

For hours Natalia remained in the same position when they did not say a word. Both Haris and Natalia alike feel they have no sentence to say, so both are completely dominated by silence.

Haris glanced at Natalia, perhaps because she was too tired with the crying that continued with her made Natalia so tired and ended up involuntarily falling asleep on Haris' shoulder.

Haris finally chooses to hold Natalia, take her to her room and put her to bed. Long Haris looked at his sister's face, back only tears, Haris was sad to see the face of Natalia who looked older than her age.

It turns out that all this time Haris turned into a selfish human being, a human who does not think of people who love him, the selfish he had today brought Haris a gift of regret that is very deep, he said, maybe even Haris won't be able to dive in.

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