
Confused, very confused. That's what Risda felt now, her head was really throbbing pain. Risda stood up to leave her mother, who was not sure what brought, Risda steps towards the outside of the house, Natalia can only stare, she could not prevent at all, although there was fear that suddenly appeared.
As soon as Risda disappeared, Natalia ran straight to the window, wanting to see where Risda was, Natalia remained silent at the window when she saw Risda just standing on the fence, almost half an hour remaining so, she said, until finally Risda stepped back.
Natalia went out of the house and kept a peek at where Risda was going, Natalia was determined to follow wherever Risda went, but then Natalia calmed down a bit, Natalia breathed a sigh of relief, when he saw Risda go into the fence of Widya's house.
As soon as Risda was seen entering the house, quickly Natalia took her phone and sent an SMS to Widya telling her that Risda was dizzy because she already knew the story about her father. Natalia was more relieved, when she received an SMS reply from Widya who said it would help overcome everything.
Risda who said hello could not reply anything, but his step still entered the house, because this house was like a second home for Risda, the owner of the house entirely treated Risda like his own family, as well as his family, Lufti and Widya were already like parents to Risda.
Risda passed the Lufti who was reading the newspaper in the middle room, so that made the Lufti somewhat surprised, not usually Risda so, so that the Lufti followed Risda's steps and went straight to the kitchen.
Lufti was certainly surprised, all this time if Risda came, he would reprimand the Lufti with a lot of jokes, even when he was a child, when he was still five years old, even up to Elementary Grade III if Risda came, he even easily jumped into the lap of the Lufti to just kiss and hug the Lufti.
This is what makes the Lufti surprised, and sure if Risda there is a problem, the Lufti continues to follow Risda's steps and looks surprised again because he saw Risda who said nothing, did not speak a single hurup, he said, Risda was just sitting at the dining table, even looking overwhelmed by musings.
Lufti and Widya looked at each other, Lufti nodded her head, Widya approached and gave her phone, Lufti read the SMS from Natalia and let out a long sigh, it was worth it that Risda just passed by, it turned out that this child was in a dilemma, the Lufti wiped his chest, shook his head and approached Risda.
Now Lufti and Widya were sitting side by side in front of Risda, as Risda stared at the two alternately, Risda bowed again, but then Risda heard sobbing, both equally pity, but agreed to let it go, just like that, letting Risda be satisfied with her cries.
It has been almost an hour until Risda's sobbing was not heard anymore, Widya immediately moved to sit and embrace Risda's shoulder, could not resist, Risda hugged Widya tightly and returned to crying, now even half roaring.
Widya just stroked Elus Risda's shoulder and also shed tears. Lufti also became confused himself, finally just chose to bite slowly his finger, Lufti was very confused to say what, obviously powerless to look at Risda like that, unable to hold his mind.
Lufti of course was hurt, he seemed to feel what Risda was feeling, but what Lufti can do, now only hope Widya can calm Risda in her way, Lufti sure Widya can.
Risda had returned to sitting upright, occasionally the rest of the stuffing was still heard, Widya let out a long sigh. Do not know where to start, but Widya promised to try to give Risda the power.
“There is nothing wrong between them. Your father and mother are indeed in a position that does not know, their love goes normal, very normal, until your grandfather's sister from Sumatra comes, everything becomes erratic”.
Risda looked at the Lufti for a moment. “Risda understands Uncle”.
Lufti took a long breath again. “They also suffer like you son, even more hurt. Your father went far, far away, barely even knowing where he was, carrying his shame and grief. He doesn't know if it turns out you're going to have a son, your father doesn't know that, until you meet at the 17th ceremony it's”.
Risda covered her face trying to calm down from all the Lufti expressions. Inevitably Risda had to accept that, that was the fact, if it was possible to choose, Risda also did not want this at all, but this is it, what would it say.
“But dad why didn't you say anything Uncle ?”.
Widya again stroked Risda's shoulder. “Will your father let you like your condition today without anyone dear ?. No?, so your father does not want to say anything, waiting until you come back here”.
“Uncle who requested it Son, Uncle who forbade your father speak”. The Lufti is quite firm.
Risda fell silent again, now he imagined many things, it was fitting that Mr. Nas so dead to support him, it turned out he was his father. Risda so remembered when he was hit by a branch, his father even brought him to the city with a heli, he must have come out tens of millions, but still ordinary.
Not to mention the recognition of Risda as his daughter when joining Asrul traveling to Tawau City, it turns out that it is not limited to mere recognition, Risda only realized if that's the truth, Mr. Nas is indeed his father, Risda was only aware if that is the truth, the father knew and enjoyed making his confession, Risda who did not know what was confused herself.
“Your mother is a strong woman, son, she is very strong, even Uncle is sure, your mother is stronger than Uncle. Maybe Uncle won't be able to deal with it well, but your mom can”.
Risda only shook her head after staring at the Lufti for a moment. But, far from the bottom of his heart Risda also began to realize, both his parents had tremendous pain so far, a pain that will not be erased anytime, especially with him in his second life.
“Uncle has father number ?”.
Lufti immediately took out his phone, opened Haris' number and handed it to Risda. “This is the number”.
Risda instantly took notes to her phone. Lama Risda seemed to think, but eventually abandoned any intention to contact his father. Risda put the phone back in her pants pocket, exhaled heavily again.
Risda glanced at the Lufti for a moment. “Why Uncle ?”.
“Your mother may be strong because the wound is hers, she can keep it deep, as deep as it is. But, if the wound comes to you, his son, Uncle is not sure he can be strong. The biggest wound of a mother is when her child is injured”.
“Be a booster your mother dear, you can definitely”. Connect Widya.
Risda looked at the two in turn, then Risda bowed again, this time looking to bite her lips, her tears fell back, Risda had not fully been able to control her heart which continued to pound very fast.
But what Lufti said is very plausible to Risda, should Risda as a child be obliged to make her mother happy and forget the wounds, instead of making her more hurt, her mother would need a lot of strength, she said, what he has achieved so far, you should not collapse because of his own child.
“Risda understands Uncle”.
Lufti let out a long sigh, there was a slight sense of relief, Lufti was happy because convinced Risda had a good ability to hold back, he also inherited his mother's formidable attitude, Lufti was sure about that.
“Come back home quietly, as if nothing, do not let your mother wait long, at this time your mother must be confused and sad waiting for you, lest she get sick from thinking about you Nak”.
Risda understood what Lufti meant, Risda nodded her head, went to the sink to wash her face, dry her face, but the damp marks did not disappear, but Risda was sure, her face was fresh enough.
Lufti and Widya both nodded their heads as Risda moved, both of them breathing deeply again when they heard the front door close again, the Lufti even closed their faces and continued to shake, but at least today, at least today, according to him, he and Widya can calm Risda.
Lufti took a cell phone and contacted Haris, not lifted, Lufti tried again, not really, finally Lufti again shook his head and breathed again after putting his phone just on the table.
“Ngak lifted Bang ?”.
Lufti nods his head. “Maybe Haris again no work”.
Widya nods her head, it feels possible too, let alone see the clock is still in working hours, maybe Haris has a busy so as not to hear the call to his cellphone. But, it wasn't until two minutes that the phone rang, Haris called.
“Kok contacted do not lift you bro?”.
Haris sounded laughing. “I again meeting earlier Bro, sorry ya”.
“Ris-fr. Risda already knows who you are, now you stay, want to wait again, or as soon as possible meet your child.”.
Haris until choking. “Truely so Luf ?”.
“Risda just returned from the cave house, he roared here, he roared in front of the cave and Widya, but God willing he can calm down Ris, Insha Allah”.
“Thank you guys”. Haris is almost flattened.
“Okeylah, want this ashar, already yes, think slowly, do not play long also lu”.
“Any friend, Ready. Thank you, send greetings to Widy”.
“Okey”.
Telephone disconnected. Haris down, currently there is a problem in the company, the land problem is getting pointy, Haris can not leave the location in the near future, all this must be resolved first well, what can be done.
Haris stood up and took a heavy breath. But, once this land business is complete, Haris will immediately fly to Jakarta, he will not delay again, will not wait any longer, Haris must meet his daughter, meet his sister, meet his sister, and not wait any longer, meeting his soul mate.
… Connect …