There is No Need for Love

Tears of Mama Natalia

Natalia felt her body tremble. There were no words coming out of Natalia's mouth as her mother stood up and moved away from the dining table. Mama Natalia returned with a photo album, Natalia received the Album with trembling hands, Natalia opened, the album was the wedding photo of her father and mother, Natalia's chest up and down, her tears fell, true indeed, his father was very similar to him, very similar even.

“ The thing that worries Mama the most is. You can experience the same thing as Mama. “. Mama Natalia tried to continue eating even though she seemed a bit forced. “ Papa and Mama also used to be like you, different beliefs. And finally broke up unfolded “.

Natalia could not answer, she remained silent and continued to look at the photo until the back, then back again to the beginning. It's been this big Natalia just saw this photo album, this is the first time Natalia looked at her father's face even though only in the photo, but longing it burst into his chest, he said, Natalia was as eager and kept looking at her father's photo.

“ Papa you are a Muslim, same as Haris “.

Natalia looked at her mother. “ Papa where ?”.

Mama Natalia shakes her head. “ Mama left him, at that time Mama was still pregnant with you, Papa you do not know and never saw you at all dear. This is all because of fate, Papa you are not wrong, it is difficult to explain everything. What is certain is that your Papa is the best man Mama has ever known, and Mama loves him very much, until now“.

Natalia was dizzy hearing that. Natalia continued to shake her head and reluctantly resisted the breaking of her cries. Natalia was devastated, there was a longing that continued to reign and shackle her heart.

“ Papa You are Batak Li, precisely Tapanuli Selatan“.

Natalia raised her head a little. “Batak ?, means ..”.

“You are not Javanese as you know all along. You have a darling clan, your father has a marga”.

“Price ?.. What's Ma ?”.

Mama Natalia wiped her tears with her finger. “ Papa You surname Nasution“.

"Nasution ?. Lia surnamed Nasution ?".

"really. You have a clan dear, you were born as a clan Nasution".

Natalia could no longer answer. Natalia's eyes remained in the direction of the wedding photo in her hands. Natalia looked really hard at the face in the photo, there were some Natalia knew, this old one must be Grandpa and Grandma, that's what Natalia had in mind.

“ Papa You're a good person. Fate makes you have to part with it. Surely he also misses you “.

Natalia still didn't answer. Natalia's tears are getting louder, the sound of sobs Natalia brightly heard, certainly makes Mama Natalia very hit, but it feels like she also has to admit everything honestly, he said, there's nothing more to cover for a girl who's as big as Natalia.

“ You also have Big Brother Li, his name is Arianda “.

Lia's head rose to look at her Mama, just for a moment, back to the photo in her hand. But Natalia looked back at her mother who now had a down face, Natalia shook her head.

“ You have a Brother who is two years old above you, because Mama left him still two years old, just started to be good at “.

Natalia remained silent, and Natalia stood up and half ran to hug the album to her room. Mama Natalia bowed lethargic, the memories of the sweetness of life used to control her head. How Natalia was not sad, until the time she was about to get married had just seen her father's face, even in the photo, and did not even know where the limb is now.

OO oo OO OO

Bad luck actually came to Jamil, a motorcycle that passed quite quickly accidentally nudged his waist until slightly fractured, Jamil had rolled on the side of the road, if Haris was not there, the story could have been very different for Jamil, because the mini metro was very close to his head, the mini metro stopped because of Haris' scream.

Haris immediately took his uncle to the nearest hospital. Natalia went straight to the Hospital as soon as she heard the news, unfortunately Mama Natalia still can not see Jamil's condition, when she had time to stop, when Mama Natalia was in the hospital could not enter because the clock besuk not yet exist, and when the clock besuk there, mama Natalia did not have time, until Jamil out of the hospital.

“ Just Uncle. Uncle has healed ?”.

“ Still much pain “.

Haris sumringah saw Natalia on the edge of her uncle's bed, Haris was quite happy to see Natalia's high attention to her Uncle.

“ Uncle sleeps again “.

“ Wants so Ris “.

“ Just slept Uncle “.

Jamil only nods his head, Haris immediately pulls Natalia's hand out of the hospital room and sits in the hospital room. Haris stood up for a while to buy a cold bottle of tea, gave one to Natalia and sat down side by side while looking out at the street.

“ Mama yesterday honest Bang “.

“ Honest ? about what ?”.

“ Papa Lia “.

Haris's forehead is wrinkled. “ Papa Lia ?”.

Natalia nods her head. “ Turns out Lia is also Batak Bang. Papa Nasution“.

“ Oh yes..great dong “.

Natalia's tears are coming down. “ They separated since Lia in the womb, they separated because of family pressure, because they are the same as us Bang “.

Haris's forehead is getting wrinkled. “ Same with us how ?”.

“ Papa Lia a Muslim “.

“ What ?”.

Haris does not know what to say, all Haris can do is hug Natalia's shoulder that directly rests her head on Haris's shoulder, Haris let a tear Natalia down, it will be better, it will be better, it will make him satisfied, it will make him calmer.

“ Lia also has Big Brother “.

Haris's forehead is getting wrinkled. But Haris continues to hug Natalia's shoulders gently, trying to calm Natalia who continues the story while sobbing, Haris continues to let Natalia spill everything in her heart, Haris only occasionally shook Natalia's shoulders.

What is clear Haris was very surprised by everything he heard, a story that certainly greatly injured Natalia, Haris also did not think Natalia had a story that bad. And Haris also salute with Mama Natalia who was able to close all that up until now.

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