There is No Need for Love

Back to Kalimantan

After breakfast, Haris, Lufti, Widya and Natalia excuse me to the Maimun family, all shaking hands, Maimun repeatedly expressed her gratitude to Haris, who was not happy, what Haris answered with just a nod and a smile.

The two finally hugged, there was a tear in the corner of Haris's eye, Maimun immediately tried to strengthen and promised to often see the tomb of Haris loved ones, Maimun immediately tried to strengthen and promised to often see the tomb of the people who loved Haris, this promise was enough to make Haris and Natalia relieved.

“We leave Mun, healthy healthy we all”.

Maimun nods his head. “Iya Bang, healthy healthy all of us. If there is time, brother often come here”.

Haris nodded his head. “Insha Allah Mun, Insha Allah”.

Lufti who re-held the steering wheel, Lufti had also contacted Taufiq about their return, Taufiq arranged a ship that would take them back to Jakarta, Taufiq responded.

However, Haris only reached the port of Bakauheni, from there Haris directly crossed to Kalimantan, that way, only three left to continue the journey back to Jakarta, they separated in Bakauheni.

Before long, the harbor was visible, as soon as the Lufti entered the port, Taufiq's hand wave was immediately visible. Apparently, the ship that will carry the Lufti, Widya and Natalia who first departed, even passengers have been asked to enter.

Everything was the same down, Natalia immediately hugged Haris tightly, even very tightly, without being asked to tear back into her second good friend, even Natalia sounded sobbing, Haris could only stroke her sister's back.

“Abang will come often Lia, brother will often come”.

Natalia tightened her arms. “Abang promise ?”.

Haris again stroked Natalia's back. “Iya, Abang promise”.

“Healthy gate yes Bang, see Risda”.

Haris dipped the sweet potato Natalia. “Abang will see it often”.

The sound of the ship's horn again roared, Natalia took off her arms and stepped with Widya into the ship, while the Lufti also had time to hug Haris shortly before returning to the car and bringing her in the ship.

Haris continues to stand with Taufiq with his eyes pointing straight at the ship, Haris finds Natalia and Widya standing on the deck, looking towards him. The ship slowly moved, only after the ship appeared small, did Haris walk towards the canteen with Taufiq.

Bakauheni is full of busyness, but actually not as busy as Haris, various activities are in his heart. This makes Haris too often heard a long sigh, Taufiq as if he knew what was in Haris' heart, so choose silence and read the newspaper.

“Depart what time is the ship Fiq ?”.

Taufiq glanced at the watch in his hand. “Two hours Bro, patience”.

Haris laughed a little. “Negot what”.

Taufiq put the newspaper he read, Taufiq's views attached to Haris, there are many questions that since yesterday Taufiq was resistant. This time, there was no more Natalia, meaning Taufiq could freely ask now, last night disinclined that there was Natalia.

“Ris ..”.

Haris raised his head. “Why Fiq ?”.

Taufiq. “Gua from last night already want your name on this”.

Haris frowned. “What you want to ask is indeed”.

Taufiq wiped his face. “Risda. You know about Risda ?”.

Haris's face immediately changed, considering that Risda made Haris sad, who thought now back to the mind of Haris's previous mind, how Haris told Risda, and what Risda's response if he knew.

“Lu know Risda right ?”.

Haris nodded weakly. “That made me come Fiq. I met Risda in the interior of Borneo”.

Taufiq's eyes immediately glared. “Internal ?, mean Lu ?”.

Haris nods his head. “Risda and his friends join the Teaching Teacher Program in the Three T area of Fiq”.

“And you met there ?”.

Haris nods his head. “Iya Fiq, I saw it there”.

Taufiq shook his head again. “Terus, lu apain Risda ?”.

Haris shakes. “The first time I saw her I was like I was looking at a young Natalia, I was shaking Fiq”.

Taufiq's eyes grew increasingly glared. “After that ?”.

Haris took a long breath. “I found the info on medsos, I met, confused, finally I returned to Jakarta meet Lia”.

“So really Lu didn't know Lu had a son from Lu's sister it”.

Taufiq immediately applauded jidat. “Gawat Lu Bro, Lu district, giddy gua”.

Haris shook his head again and breathed heavily, Haris then told how he first saw Risda, how he was so shocked and barely believed what he saw.

Taufiq was really gawking, Taufiq did not think the story was so, but basically all of Haris' friends knew about Risda, but all closed the story to Risda, he said, I can't believe the culprit doesn't even know what.

“So Ris, when you just say it, you don't know if Lia is pregnant ?”.

Haris shakes. “I don't know Fiq, absolutely don't know”.

Taufiq returned to the head, what kind of story this was, in the past when their marriage broke up in a mess had made everything confused, a few months later all again surprised when they knew Natalia was pregnant.

Taufiq himself at that time could not confirm whether Haris knew about Natalia's condition or not, Taufiq had no explanation. Even everything was upset when communication with Haris was completely cut off, his mobile number could not be contacted anymore.

“Risda already know whose Lu is ?”.

Haris shakes. “But Fiq”.

Taufiq shook his head, but according to Taufiq it feels better for now, especially Risda being away from Natalia, Risda should not know first, let him finish the program, let him finish the program, Taufiq was worried that if Risda found out, it could disturb her mentally.

“Means that you often meet Risda there ?”.

Haris shakes. “Neither Fiq, I come there if I have any business, at least once in two months. But, now it seems like I have to go there a lot Fiq, want to make sure Risda is comfortable”.

“The truth is Risda doesn't know Lu's position yet, right?”.

Haris shakes her head back. “But Fiq”.

Taufiq. “Saran cave, you better not talk to Risda first, just control, the cave is afraid if Risda is there could be danger”.

Haris nods his head. “Lufti also said so Fiq, hold yourself first, you should tell Natalia only”.

Taufiq nods his head. “If it's a cave agree Ris”.

Haris was hit again for the umpteenth time, it turns out that all his friends have special attention to Natalia and Risda, inversely proportional to Haris, who should be the owner of responsibility.

Regretting is also no longer important, which now is how Haris can ascertain how Risda can live happier, Haris must be able to make one certainty if Risda lives more calmly.

“In fact, the cave was afraid of Risda Ris”.

Haris looked back at Taufiq. “Fear ?, why ?”.

Taufiq. “Lu knows right, the child born from the blood relationship, there is always a problem, so when Risda was born yesterday, we discussed it”.

Haris jerks. What Taufiq said was true, Haris also read an article about it, suddenly Haris became so afraid, do not Risda also have things that make it different.

“We consulted the doctor and asked for a full examination for Risda, first the doctor refused, but when we told all, the doctor just agreed”.

Haris' eyes dimmed. “Result Fiq ?”.

Taufiq. “Al hamdulillah, the results of the examination saw all Risda's physical condition is safe, so the doctor's concern fell to mental”.

Haris breathes heavily. “Mental ?”.

Taufiq nodded his head. “But looking at the well-developed Risda, even looking smart, our worries are kinda gone”.

Haris for the umpteenth time breathed heavily, not expecting so much attention of his friends to Natalia and Risda. This will certainly be the debt of Haris, a debt that will not be paid by him until anytime.

Finally Haris also had to part with Taufiq, the two embraced for the umpteenth time, back again the tears that became friends Haris, he was not able to stem it at all.

Haris stepped footily into the ship, before long the ship moved to leave Bakauheni. Haris again breathed a strong, impressive three days, three days that brought Haris back deep in the memories of life he had lived.

Now, Haris will return to Kalimantan, back to the company where Haris works, but this is different, the spirit that Haris has is no longer like it used to be, the spirit that is completely to leave.

Now the important thing must be the opposite, Haris now has the spirit to return to being the old Haris, Haris who has a great responsibility with a disgrace that is also amazingly big, Haris said, a disgrace that will never be covered.

Haris must realize now, if he has a sister that he must make happy, their history that was dark, a sister that Haris should take care of with all his soul, he said, by circumstances and ignorance even gave birth to her child. Gave Risda to fill his life.

Haris is so limp, Haris is laying down, Taufiq puts Haris in the VIP class, so there are rooms available. Haris had tried to sleep, but could not at all, the heartbeat of Haris who imagined he would meet Risda again made him completely unable to calm down even for a moment.

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