The Wounds of the Past

Chapter 9(talak and new beginning)

POV Dhea

The determination I have is so round that it can be said to be perfect round. After spending the night with the monster boss' beloved daughter, I began to realize that everything the magical girl said was truly spectacular.

"Tante Dhe, must be strong. Gotta dare. If aunt Dhe rich gini continues, there is my daddy it still survives in this condition. El, I'm willing to aunt. If the daddy is not completely so om jo that El used to have, El actually accepts. As long as all the sadness in the eyes of the daddy is gone. Over time, El Bener was actually less comfortable with the attitude of daddy to everyone. Every human has a defensive limit. El is only afraid, if daddy like this continuously. Daddy just lost everyone who loved daddy sincerely."

Daniela down. Drown his tiny head inside. Ignoring my satisfied face from embarrassment and being shocked by the sentence so smoothly came out of her small mouth.

"El.." Saying slowly.

"Yes aunty?"

"Aunty with you, whose parents are you?" I was amazed.

"Hahaha, this auntie loo".

This little girl again laughed cheerfully, instantly the sadness that made my heart break just like that. Relieved, if you see a smile and laughter like a child of his age.

"Tante, sorry dady ya. Aunty must also dare to fight all that is not good in daddy. Aunt losing to monsters. Haha" Daniela laughed embarrassedly, as if she had done something wrong.

My smile expands as I remember what I was talking about back then. No loss, I had to be scorned for bringing her home with me.

Win. Sure was! I have official permission from Amanda's mom.

After calling Ms. Siska to clean up the boss' office, I sat back at my desk. Focus on a line of work that is waved for work before going home. While the boss of the monster had gone nowhere.

[I picked you up today, your bike is in the office parking lot only. Love yoi, dear Dheaku.]

The incoming message greeted me at the end of working hours. Message from Isa. The battered man why hit the boss monster. Wrong himself, every time I want to take martial arts training, Isa always dodged.

[Don't be long. I wait in front of the office. Your dear too.]

After typing the reply message, I tidied up everything on the table. And also tidying up my appearance in the bathroom.

"Back, Dhe?" Ask Ahmad. When I passed in front of his desk.

"Yes, Mas. Is today overtime?"

"That's how! The dhe.. Were you the one who slammed the boss's door?" Ask Ahmad carefully.

"Hehe, yes." Well, shame on me.

"Patience to Dhe, we've survived this long. I hope Jo comes back soon." Mournfully. Spoons.

"May mas. I hope the boss retires to be a monster." I answered trying to be funny. Hope no longer see sadness.

"Haha. It could be you."

"First, mas!"

Arriving in front of the office. I waited long enough for the message from Isa to make me feel relieved. Hunt me to open it. I wish he was okay, even though it seems too late to pick me up.

[Dhea sweet. You'll always be who I don't know after me. I'm sorry I borrowed your girlfriend without your permission.]

Crumbed. My heart is back. Back to pain. All of this really made me lose interest in love. I was sent back to help the woman Jesus said, by her husband.

After seeing what's going on with myself and the monster boss and Amanda's mom. My heart, though it crumbs, is still strong.

"The perfect woman like Amanda's mom is hurt by love and she's still strong, who am I. Shame if you want to be crushed." My lips to myself after seeing the photo of the face of the woman from the front who was being embraced by Isa. My four-year-old boyfriend.

[Mistress, I picked up the trash you threw away. Because I think he's recyclable trash. Or garbage that can be used as fertilizer. Well, if now he's not tired of continuing to be your slave. That is, he is really a rotten trash and no longer has any benefit. Adios.. Please take it again, Neng. Haha]

Satisfied. Satisfied even though my heart hurts. My fingers trembled as I typed those rows of sentences. My knees are also weak. Until I actually ended up sitting squatting in the middle of the road in front of the office.

Tin.. Tin... Tin

The sound of the horn reawakened the sense of Moluccas that had somehow disappeared.

"Damn!" Whisper slowly. How could he be here.

"Theyaaa.. Why?" Shouted a melodious voice that fit her perfect face.

"Ah, Miss Amanda. Just saw something." I said pura merrily as usual. I'm afraid he sees my condition like that. Repot it if you also know I am now a single process.

"Mom Amanda would like to see the boss?" Ask slowly. Try not to smile, rather than get caught.

"No. I want to see you, lucky you haven't come home. Can I have a favor?"

Like Daniela who couldn't stop talking for a second when the first sentence came out of her mouth.

"Yes, Mom. What's up, huh?" Curious.

"Mas Jo -"

One name that managed to get rid of my disappointment because of Isa's treatment. Now my heart is pounding.

"Mas Jo, until the house last afternoon immediately slept in the room until now has not been awake"

My heart stopped. Calm back. Well, Amanda's mom is overrated. When you sleep, yes. It's only been a few hours. Not a full day.

"Keep, what am I doing, ma'am?" I'm ridiculous.

"Follow me to Jo's house huh. We're staying over there. You take a change of clothes for tomorrow, or whatever. Anyway come with me" Force the woman gently. Soft because it looks at me with eyes that melt.

" Jo hasn't slept well in a long time. Ela said, now jo is sleeping well. It's strange. So, get me yes. Let's just say that Doni's not jealous keeps thinking like that."

For whatever sake, I regret thinking about this witch doctor-like woman.

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POV Jovan

My sleep this time was really slumbering, after the dizziness that hit my head because I was thinking too much about everything that happened this late.

"Daddy is up?"

The female voice that this latter end became my life spirit, faintly faintly audible.

"Aarghs... Ela? Daniela?" Askaqua. Because now my eyeballs are catching the smile on my beloved daughter's face.

"Aargh, dream. Must be a dream." Desahku. Convince me that this is a dream. Because as he remembered, just returned from the office there was no Daniela.

"It's real!" The girl replied while running slamming herself on my body.

"Dark. Ough.."

Sick, my daughter is now starting to stature. "You've started to make big efforts, make daddy be in pain. Naw"

It turns out that this is reality.

"Daddy, miss you!"

"To. Kangen too. Who's here? What time is it?"

"Middle of the night, daddy. Come here with mama."

"Wow.. Woww. Daddy slept that long?" I said while chuckling softly. For a long time, I couldn't sleep well after that.

"Yes, so. Until I forget to eat. Daddy wants to eat? Ela can't bring it here if daddy won't eat in the kitchen."

"To the kitchen. Is she not asleep?" Ask slowly. Get rid of the blankets on my body and put on house slippers.

"Have gone to sleep. Waking up, keep moving into daddy's room."

I lifted this tiny body into a sling.

"Sit in silence while observing daddy sleeping, uh." Whisper me while walking towards the kitchen. Enjoying the carefree ask Daniela.

"Deeh!" My touch was shocked, though,

There was a figure that made me take one step back when I reached the kitchen. The figure who was eating something in the midst of the dimness of the lamp.

After the figure stopped enjoying what was in front of him, I turned on the light switch to make it brighter.

"Eeeh-- boss!" Pekik Dhea was restrained.

"Gapain you night at my house." I asked slowly not friendly.

Dhea was wrong. Embarrassed.

"Mama forced me to come here." Daniela's whisper.

I looked at the faces of Daniela and the girl in turn. Before finally taking Daniela down from my sling and we sat down at the dinner table.

"Sit, Dhe. What did you eat?"

"Ep.. E.. Anu's... That's-that's sir-"

Brak!

Reflex my hand hit the table. Really sorry to remember there's my daughter here. Just as shocked as Dhea.

"Daddy-" Low. Daniela's low voice was terrifying. His face was intimidated.

"Daddy could lose it all if it continues like this. Ela loves daddy, mom loves daddy. Ela might be a kid, daddy. But Ela knows. Ela has eyes, Ela has feelings. Everyone loves daddy, loves daddy. But, daddy's busy hurting everything-"

This mydaughter?

"And aunt Dhea... Aunt Dhe's life has her own aunt Dhe. Not having a mother... I don't have daddy either. Aunt Dhe has the right to speak no. Aunt Dhe can say no to anyone."

Shattering,

My daughter's voice filled the kitchen. It made us both look up in surprise.

"That's my daughter, Dhe?" Ask wonder. After Daniela hit the table hard and left with a loud leg.

"I-iya boss." Answer Dhea gagu. Sucks.

"You're why you're gago. Where was the wild Dhea that day, hem?"

My lips.

"What do you want to eat?"

"You can cook instant noodles? Spicy?" Ask slowly. It feels lighter than before.

"Can dong boss. Hahaha" Dhea laughed.

"Yes already. The material's in that drawer." Show my fingers.

After letting Dhea cook in the kitchen. I thought back to every sentence that came out of my daughter's tiny lips. How could he have all those words in his head.

How well Daniela knew all along. Was I the only one who took the little ivory too lightly. What's just I throw away always looking at how small my daughter is. All this time I've been overdoing it.

"Calm down, Jo. You have a very special daughter. But, everything Daniela said was true."

My face looked up, looking towards Amanda who was now sitting in front of me.

"When are you here?,"

"Since then you've been bopong Ela while waiting for Dhea to finish eating to turn on the light switch."

Eh?

"I'm behind you." Amanda continued like she could read the question I had in mind.

"I heard all. Ela likes that. He's special, Jo. At least he's the only one who's had a positive effect after all the storms we've been through."

I exhaled a rough breath. I hope my secretary quickly joins us.

"It's not okay after this happens. None of this has improved to date, Jo. Though--hay, Dhe. Right here... Bring it here when it's ripe."

From cold to friendly. That change is quick. I turned towards Dhea who was looking at us with a look of amazement. If I'm not mistaken.

"Here, Boss." Said Dhea while putting down a bowl of instant noodles according to my expectations. Chili and some sausages and meat. To hell with calories.

"I want to go back to the room first, boss... Miss Amanda."

I just turned my head for a while and went back to blowing the contents of my spoon.

"Yes, Dhe. Thanks to ya." Amanda's friendly. As if I needed to thank you in my place.

"Mas... Dhea is beautiful."

"Heeem"

It's too bad to start discussing this topic. At the end of the end-

"Maaa. Dhea is good."

"Good, supple, friendly, warm, intelligent and submissive. Exactly like the demonic woman who ruined your household."

"Haha. Jo likes that sadist."

"So that woman you said was perfect, hit me over and over again. Even my wound is heartless. Intentionally." My story is more, while showing my finger that was hit by a shard.

"Oh yeah?"

"Don't pretend to be surprised." Sindirku slowly, while eating warm food in front of me.

Amanda just laughed. Well-favoured. Always stay beautiful and bright.

"I'm a fool. Wounded for loving so much, but now I'm also hurting people who love me."

Stuffy. My heart is too painful. My throat is like choking on this spicy sauce. And my tears are melting.

"Hahaha, I'm a weak rich gini woman." I'm bland. While wiping away the tears that made my eyes blurry.

"Mas Jo was just too trying to be strong, to forget how strong it was alone." Amanda's soft whisper is now beside me. Hugging my head while rubbing my hair lovingly. Kissing the tip of my head while crying.

"We just need a little more time is really able to be strong, mas. Accept all this with a chest."

My hands are getting tighter hugging Amanda's slender waist. And finally, we really went back to crying together for a long time.

Is correct.

I can't be strong yet, because I myself haven't been able to accept all these harsh realities.