The Wounds of the Past
Chapter 28
" Who is Rafael really??? "pakde ended up asking about someone who made my future dim
" the one who made you a visa!"answer me, Adit relaxed. He doesn't know if he has woken up the wild side of a Maheswara
" DAMN IT!!! I'll make sure you finish today"
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***do not know what Rafael. It's not just his fault. It's also wrong for me to work in a place that doesn't really work. If you want to reply, find out who has guessed me***
The message was sent to Pakde's number. I know that Rafael was wrong. But at first I must have been wrong. For that I don't want to prolong this.
The wall clock has shown at 01:00, but my eyes are still very difficult to shut. Problem after problem comes like non-stop. I think by entering a prestigious school, my future will be bright. Don't know it's nothing, it's been overwritten by a pile of problems. Not to mention the tragedy. If it produces results how? While I'm sure, I won't get the heart to abort him
***DAMN IT***
This month I haven't got my ration. Has it grown a fetus??? I looked at the date next to my bed. Aye! It's been 3 weeks and I didn't realize it. I immediately got up and looked for a small container. I don't want to be the one who ends up making me uncomfortable
I have the urine. My hands tremble time will dip the long small object into the container.After the tragedy, I deliberately asked several brands of tespack to mbak Wulan. Afraid I was too late to notice the presence of a small creature in my stomach.
Tespack has already entered the container. I wait for the results for a few minutes. I'm restless. I'm not ready for the truth. But it must be forced to be ready. I'm 16 and when that happens, I'm not ready I have to be ready.
A second of thrilling seconds began to overwhelm my chest.2 red lines. Although one is cryptic, this has proven that the tragedy has borne fruit. I'm limp. Confused what to do after this. Unknowingly my finger called someone. As soon as I lifted up, I immediately sat down.
"i'm pregnant!"
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At 02:00, Wulan arrived at my house. I opened the door and hugged ya. I cried out all my anxiety. I think Wulan is the right person. Besides she used to take care of me during the visa, she was a woman. I know he can understand my heart
"you're gonna tell me that's not a guy?" ask Wulan when I'm a little calm
"i don't know, ma'am! I'm confused, there's a lot of late trouble. Not a single problem has been solved, there are new problems again" I said. Mbak Wulan looks even squinted his eyes scare me
"you have no intention of aborting him, do you, Dir?remember that! Many people want offspring. Although I know at your age it is very prone to get pregnant and give birth, but remember, there is God. If you are serious about defending him, God must give strength. "the Wulan's hand continues to grip my hand.
" i have no intention of eliminating him, madam. At first I was wrong because of work at the club. Plus a lot of people who don't like me. That tragedy happened. I don't want to increase sin again for aborting him, mbak." I said. Although I don't know if I have to do anything in the future for my son's life, I still have to take responsibility.
" you want to tell me no? "asked Mr. Wulan again. I knew what he meant was Rafael. This fetal father
" don't know, mbak. Pity him too when he comes to mind. He's in 3rd grade, ma'am. Immediately the test. Fear if even to think the value is bad and will be a burden for him. Apparently, let me keep this a secret, mbak." I saw that Wulan was staring at me pity.
"you're great! Tomorrow I'll take you to the hospital. We'll go to the hospital where I'm on duty. So I can hide your identity. We'll keep this a secret." Wulan's words moved me. All this time after Ayu's mother died, I only had Adit's mas. After that, I met my biological family from my mother's side. And now I have a sister. Soon I hugged Wulan. May this love be forever, Lord. Amen!!!
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"**Why is the school holiday permit?
" Lo's sick?
"Do you want me to go to the hospital?
" Dir?????????
"Nadira Maheswari????????
" Have a hp tuh used not only bearing.
"Dira?????
" Dira????
Spam wa has met my hp notice. This lack of work is people
"i have a family event. Sorry I just got your message back" I said. I saw the wall clock was already clock. 09.00.pantes alone Rafael has Spam message
Before I went to bed last night, I took the time to send a message to Rafael that I'm not going to school today. I was afraid that he was suddenly in front of me when I was sleep deprived last night. But after I checked, it wasn't sent. Fortunately he wasn't here. Could have ruined my plan if he got here
"awake?" mbak Wulan had already come while carrying food in his hands.
"hunting. We're going straight to the hospital. Adit's overtime. I've the same permission he made to take you to the mall. He was angry because I told him you skipped school. But I told you that you needed a vacation after a lot of trouble yesterday, he finally agreed. He said he was at Maheswara hospital. Has he moved to work?" Ma'am Wulan said very smoothly for me who just woke up so nge hang
" really a lot of trouble yesterday, ma'am. Maybe Maheswara there is a vacancy when Adit needs a job. Then it happens" I replied origin. The Adit case is over, right? Very spry
" yes it is. Eat, shower, prepare. Day rush.he said do not patiently want to see that fetus?" the words mbak Wulan roused me from the daze of waking up. I remember it was noon. I want to see my baby soon. Before my feet reached the floor, the presence of someone made me fixate
" whose fetus do you want to see, Nadira??? "
#oh, God....
I'm sorry that the deposit is not sure hours yes. Coz children are still kindergarten and sikecil super riweh for not having time to hold hp. Awaiting like a comment yes**
