The Wounds of the Past

Chapter 19(defense tactics)

"do you seem to be hiding there?

Are you so scared of me?"

Rafael is back again. Didn't you know I hate him so much?

"go, you're sorry! I also sent some money to your account. Less especially?"these people really have no mind. Is it with forgiveness and money to be able to restore that membrane? What if in the future my husband won't accept me because of that membrane and thinks I'm just a cheap woman?

" what is it with forgiveness and money you can return everything as usual? Why if the intention helps enough to return me to the boarding? Why must it be destroyed first? Is it because I work in a club, I'm just like them? Is your brain that small?" I said angry and disappointed with his behavior

" don't just blame me. Salahin yourself who can not take care of yourself. If you think you are valuable, go away the place that makes yourself worthless "reply to Rafa again. Instantly I wanted to reply to her words that knew nothing about me

" don't argue! Do not blame the situation. School for scholarship. Work can eat too. Salary can be paid for costs. Which go*** here elo because greedy and can not be grateful. If it wasn't me, you'd run out with your other customers. Take my word, a good girl will not work in a cursed place because it can eliminate her self-esteem. Got it? Your intelligent brain can certainly reason the word I said earlier. Yea! "Rafael has now passed away leaving me to reflect on every word he said.

I really am wrong. I am greedy and ungrateful. My past experiences have made me want to keep growing. I want more, more and more. But it turns out, now all of that has become a bomb for me

"sariin from earlier even daydream here." apparently Mbak Wulan has overtaken me here

"hey.... Why cry? That jerk found you again? Don'tbeafraid. We face it together" said Wulan hugging my body tightly. My crying is becoming more and more. I'm ashamed of myself. I am ashamed of my family for creating this disgrace.

After half an hour passed, we decided to return to the Adit mas house because the clock was also late and we failed to huddle together.

"what are you talking about?" much

"dither. Find your masse" said mbak Wulan increasingly confused me. He actually wants to talk to me or my mas anyway?

"mas Adit's... Wanted by Mbak Wulan" I shouted. I'm tired of going up and down. So just scream let's be spry

"what's wrong?" looks like Adit's just seen out of the shower. His hair still looks like water drops

"not busy?" mbak Wulan apparently wants to talk to Adit. I continued my steps towards the room.

"Dira, here used to be dong. Ma'am want to talk for a second"

My forehead winches. This actually wants to talk to me or the same mas Adit anyway?I saw that Adit just shrugged his shoulders in ignorance.

I approached both of them so that the problem would be quickly resolved

"i think we should move Dira's school" Wulan began to speak

"sir.." I don't accept having to change schools. This is my dream school. It was tough, but I'm proud to be here

"listen....

It's an international school. We can't keep you or go in and out freely. While the predator is 1 school with you. And you must have understood better, his abilities at that school. Are you comfortable in school? It's all for your future. Not to force. But it would be nice, if you avoid problems" continued Wulan mbak while staring at Adit mas. I know he must be looking for support

"i think that's what Wulan says, Dir. We can't keep you at school. So we better avoid the problem. About the cost of moving, let it be a problem. You focus on your school" said Mas Adit

"let me look for a school whose quality is almost the same as that school." said Wulan with enthusiasm

"mom, I know all that. But please, don't worry too much. I've moved to acceleration class today. We split the building. The chance to meet is also slim. If he wasn't intending to see me, we wouldn't have met. So calm down first yes mbak mas" I explained. I just took out 10 million. Yesterday I had to move out and let 10 million pennies go

"if he's going to see you every day?" ask Wulan again. Her eyes looked at me as if she was doubtful of my answer

"i'm avoiding" I replied briefly

My voice saved me. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw Mr. Marcel calling.

"hallo, pakde" looks like Wulan and Adit's looking at me sharply. I haven't told you anything about my real family. The trial will continue later

"Uncle, Dira. Have 1 lakn**e ra general. Move to where? Ma papa nih." answered sir Marcel.

Whoops!!! Grandpa again!

I saw Adit asking for his approval.

"may I give this address to my biological family, Mas?" ask me slowly

"whose real family?" adit's voice is very loud. Maybe he was surprised because I met my biological family but didn't tell him the same

"ltold me a story. That's obvious, can't you?" myrt. I don't want you and Grandpa to wait too long

"can!" answer me Adit ketus

"who would dare yell at you? Do you want to rempeyek him?" apparently Pakde heard the voice of Adit

"mas Adit's. Bu Ayu's son. Who adopted me. I share the address, sirde. I'm waiting here" I'll soon sharelock my place.

Mas Adit who still looks at me annoyed I approached. I know I was wrong for not telling you about my family

"don't be angry, Mum! I met her a few weeks ago too. I haven't had time to tell you about the end of this busy mas same operation." I immediately told you about my meeting with my biological family. And they both seem to believe that I'm an unwanted progeny

" so you used to lie to mom about your origins? Tega you yes! Still small is adept at lying" said mas Adit annoyed considering the beginning of our meeting

"it's not a lie, Mom. Self-defense tactics. My parents didn't want me. But there's still plenty of money to take care of me. Mothers are just as sincere, but what about other people if they know who I really am?moreover, my name has been replaced by another girl. If he finds out I'm alive, won't he come after me? I just want to live quietly. I met the mother's family may have been God's destiny so I wasn't too sad. Otherwise, I wouldn't want to look for him either."

Tok tok...

My family has come. I also introduced them to Wulan and Adit mas.

Seen mas Adit to gawk in disbelief. She slapped her cheeks many times which made me smile small.

" already mas. They are real!" say

"i would like to thank you also for your late mother who was willing to take care of and raise my granddaughter when I was unable to protect her. I am ashamed to face you when my wealth and power hold, I can do nothing when my son and my daughter-in-law go crazy. Thank you, thank you, thank you! "grandfather bowed before the Adit. I'm moved. The powerful grandfather was bowed down just because he had once neglected me

" i'm not the one who has contributed to Dira's life, cake. But my mother. I was just helping my mom. I have no brothers. So I was happy when there was a chance to have a brother" Adit said

"that's it, cake. Because he was also negligent with my mother as well as me" fiercely avenged sharp gaze mas Adit

"don't dyingetin. I'm sorry" said Adit mas I replied with a manyun lips

"yesterday to Retro Hospital, what's up, Dir?" ask pakde Marcel

Degs....

Me, Mas Adit and Mbak Wulan look at each other.

NAWAT!!!!