The Wounds of the Past
Chapter 20(searching for solutions)
"When to Retro Hospital what, Dir?" ask pakde Marcel
"check health, sir!" answered doubt. I'm afraid to lie. But I can't be honest either
"can I speak honestly?" this time, my grandfather asked. I frowned as if they knew what had happened to me. Just pretend you don't know
"i don't want to talk about yes yet. Sorry!" answer me
All eyes are on me. I know it. But if they interfere, it's over with my life
"it's not entirely his fault. Someone injected me with a stimulant. I just didn't respond. I think it's just a regular customer's pinch. Well, after that. Like the shadow of you all." I continued
"she shouldn't have taken a chance in narrowness. He was wrong too. No need to be protected" said Mas Adit
"who are you going to find out who he is?" ask sir again
"where to start, sir? I'm not a cop who can freely conduct investigations. I'm just a high school kid who's always unlucky with trials." I resigned
"if you meet the person who framed you, what would you do?" ask sir again
I just shrugged my shoulders. Because I don't know what I'm going to do with that guy
"my life is already a bad man, sirde! A few more are no problem either. I am still alive too. That means, God also thinks, I am able and able to accept this ordeal" I said. It's true, isn't it?
"what if you were pregnant from yesterday?" ask sir again
"mas Adit wants to take care of."
"if you're pregnant, Diraaaaaa.....
Not if you give birth. The baby was born, easy. We can also take care of him. The problem is, how do you cover your pregnancy during school? What waji****that will let you live a quiet life? He was bothering you, right? " ask sir again
" school leave can be" again I am in the spotlight for them
"this is school, not college. As good as taking a leave of absence. Think about it now" said Grandpa
"i haven't thought about it yet. Mostly just yesterday I was in an accident, why now I'm kind of cornered huh?"
"we love you. Honestly, when it happened, I was angry. Someone sent a picture of you with a man to a hotel room. But I read it the next day. It must be too late.
I've been investigating the case. It seems like the person is just a close person. But we don't know who that is yet. Have you thought who did this? "asked sir again
Mas Adit, Mbak Wulan and Broto's grandfather just kept quiet. But I know, they're also looking for the best way to solve my problem
" i'm mostly the enemy, Mas. Princess, Risa (mas Adit directly glared at me), there is also your ex. Si Naura's. I don't think of anyone else. It's my destiny like this" my tears began to drip. As strong as I am, I also have a weak spot. Tired, but how else. God still refuses to take my life
Ma'am Wulan hugged me straight away. Kubalas tightly hugs her. I really need a backrest right now
"it's night. We'd better go home. We'll discuss yes tomorrow again." Mr. Marcel said goodbye. Grandpa also left.
My body is tired now. Emotions make me very weak. Tomorrow I have to see him again
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This morning, Adit brought me. He wants to know my school and my class
"the name is also acceleration class, Mas. If there are many students, the exam activity will not be frenzied. Must've been noisy. Though this class is almost every maple exam every day" I answered explaining
"stressed???" ask Adit again. I also just laughed out loud. There is just this mas of mine
"that's it, Mas. This is just a challenge mastery of the material must be short and must be ready during the test. If you don't relax." I replied.
"yes already. Go home first. There's an operating schedule. If you are strong, continue. If not, you are home scooling. Don't think complicated. Later even load" continued mas Adit partan. I kissed the back of her hand which she responded by kissing my forehead. Like a couple of lovers. But for me this is common. My mother taught us this
"who's tuh?" the new Salsa came instantly winking her blinked eyes as if teasing me.
"gold me" I replied briefly
"why did you meet?" salsa again
"ephmz.... I met when I was 5. His mother adopted me" I replied again
"dumped lo? Nyusahin anyway." this time reina who was whining.
"maybe anyway. Blessing from God who still ngijinin I live until now. Already discarded biological parents, disposed caregivers now meet you so dumped from the circle of friendship. Uh, still alive. But not papa. Don't make me poorer" I said. Let them settle for having bully me
"noisy at all." This time it was Danu who spoke. The class that was supposed to be filled with 30 people, only filled with 10 people. So we talked a little bit, already making a fuss
I hurried to open my book. Waiting for a teacher who will be teaching soon
The lesson hours passed quickly. Not because we are comfortable learning. But the brain that is invited to think continues to make time spin quickly
Because everything is available, we usually take regular breaks in class. So did I. Especially if you have to meet Rafa. I'm not ready at all
Suddenly on my desk there was rujak. I looked at the man standing next to me. Ck....
I didn't go out and got diaperin into class.
"eat. I purposely love this so as not to saturate you. Let me go home anter" said Rafa. Its presence really makes its own magnet in this class. General students who go to special classes
"need to. I got picked up by Andi" I replied. Lazy I extended our affairs
"there is no reason to argue. If it's picked up, I'll escort you home. By the way you're the same house person, from tomorrow you're my business" said Rafa again
***search this person***my opinion
I stick my lips next to his ears
"please speak for yourself if you want to die quickly. Don't forget, after that incident, I've had a visa. So, don't bother me anymore if you don't want to go to jail" I whispered
I saw Rafa smiling cynically.
"gue Rafael Wijaya, will fear the same threat of trouble from lo"
A kiss landed on my lips. And the suspect walked away with a triumphant smile.
DAMN....
