The Wounds of the Past

Chapter17(start of new problems)

"Hey....

I've proved it's not that I'm gonna make you come to my base any way"

Deg

This sound!!! I remember this voice very well. I turned my eyes to see the figure I believed was him.

I saw a mocking smile present on his thin lips. Apparently, many people have set traps for me

"is that cowardly guy right now in front of me? Until I set a low trap like gini just to make me come to this sinful place" I ventured to fight ya. At least I don't give up the same fate

"if that woman were you, all the ways I would do. Because I know, your customers are a lot out there" he replied casually.

My forehead is confused. What mean???

"LO never goes by om-om. I'm sure he's not just your customer. No good girl wants to work at a nightclub. Cheap girls like you just litter the name of the school. Before you were expelled, mendingan I went along with ngicipi right? And I want it free. It's too much for my money if it's just for girls like you. So....

Let's enjoy tonight"

I also started to panic. My feelings are starting to get worse. I try to move my limbs. But why is it so heavy. I'm like a cripple.

Every movement I see. Not pity, but he was smiling lustfully. Cold sweat started to flow. Oh my....

How'this???

"why?can't move? It looks like he injected something that made your body unable to move. I never thought, poor chick like lo, had an enemy among the jetset." he continued

"what do you mean?" the sharp look I gave him. Is there anyone else setting me up?

"the woman who injected it may be your enemy. Because I know, he's gonna give your crippled body to an old man who's willing to pay the price. Fortunately I found you. So I'm the one tasting. Be thankful for that" said rafa, raising her eyebrows

"who is that woman? The princess? Risa's?The naura? Heh....

It turns out that many women are hurt because of me" my inner self

"we're starting to not panic! Are you not ordinary?aja because you have dared to insult our headquarters. So I asked for a reply from your words first. Ok?"

Rafael's hand started to move. Oh my....

"no, raf! Don'tdon't....

Okay okay okay, I'm sorry if I offended and insulted your base, but I beg you, let me go. I'm not that kind of woman. I beg you, raf!!!!" I kept begging him. Virginity is my asset in the future.

" sorry accepted. But it's too late. I'm sorry too.......... "

Sreetts....

My uniform dress is broken. Now only the interior is still in my body. The more the spirit takes everything off.

Shame, anger, disappointment that finally only resigned attitude I can do now.

"wow....

Preferential. You won't be disappointed in this little boy's serve, miss"

Rafael said I don't want to hear anymore. Tears are flowing. I felt pain and pain all over my body. But he seems not satisfied. My energy seemed to be drained until finally the darkness approached me

*******

When my eyes opened, I felt the sunlight shining. I looked around, I was already in my room

My memory goes back to last night's incident. I wanted to scream, but I was afraid that my voice would disturb the people around my room. I could only cry in silence. I'm fucked. I'm broken. I'm not in the future now.

I was in the bathroom for almost 1 hour. The cold started to feel the skin. Soon I came out of the bathroom changing into warm clothes.

In silence I thought, how about I get pregnant?

How about the Maheswara family find out? Will I be thrown back?

What about Adit? He must be angry and disappointed that I can't take care of myself

What about my school?

What about my future?

What about my job?

Aaaarrrrgg......

All of this really made my head want to break! Why else would the wounds you give? I'm sick, God! I surrender!

I took a cutter out of my bag. I want to end this life. I was thinking, what would I live for if only to get hurt. I put the cutter tip to my wrist. Just scratched, but my head is already very dizzy.

Finally dark. And I fainted

When I opened my eyes, I saw that Rafael was already beside my bed holding my hand. With all my might I tried to take my hand off. It's not like coming back into contact with the person who has ruined my future

"sorry. You can be angry. I should have apologized last night when I ruined you. But out of lust, I forgot the fact that last night was your first. Your body is too shocked to have a fever like this. I'm sorry" Rafael apologized for something that was broken and he should have known that the broken one was very influential in my future

I'm silent. Lazy to serve people do not have minds like him

"for last night's incident, I've transferred several hundred million into your account. Accidentally, the book came out of your bag when I took you to headquarters. I don't mean to put you down, if it's less, you can ask me again. If it's free, I don't think you're that cheap, right? "

Shut up and just shut up. I was so lazy to follow his words

" Ra, by the way! You hit me. I get angry too. I was just too excited last night to find you far from what I thought. I thought you sold your body here and there. But apparently, I'm the first for you. Go with om om. Even the luxury HP. Isn't it strange that you don't give the right kind of reward? "Rafael seemed unconscious, the words he said had insulted me so deeply

" Get out!"

" sorry, Dir. I-i didn't mean...... "

" OUT!!!! "

I can no longer control my emotions. They don't know me. But it has branded me as a sugar baby stash om less caress

Very low they judge me. What's my fault if I'm familiar with a man older than me. Even if they don't know who I've always been with, do they deserve to look down on me?

No desire to eat or anything. I put my body back in bed. I wish I could calm down and forget all the trouble.

Not yet asleep, my phone is ringing. The name of the adit mas is on the screen

"hello, Mas" I said to my host

"hello, Dir? You sick? The school called asking how you were doing. Hpmu from the morning was also not active." mas Adit sounded very busy but took the time to ask me news first

"that's right, Mas. Just a little dizzy!" my answer. I don't want Adit to think too much about my situation

"drink the medicine first. Take good care of yourself. If you can, go there"

Degs....

"sorry mas. This self is not okay" my mind. Tears flowed back

Do you still think of me as a sister when I'm like this, Mas????