The Wounds of the Past

Initial wound

Looking at the face of the sweet girl in front of me at this moment, it comforted a little bit of my heart flakes that this late burst into disrepair. Not because of the pounding love I used to feel when I looked at Rhea's big round eyeballs, complementing her pretty face. Not also pounding because of the passionate every will have sex with the center of my best. Rheas.

"Om, will?" Bargain Daniela to me. Chocolate bars are half the rest.

I smiled, shaking my head slowly.

"Daniela misses papa, Om. Papa Daniela why it's so long you don't come home. I forgot about Daniela."

Anxious.

Adorable sulking voice. Funnier. And I laughed. Really really laugh.

"Papa Daniela is at work. I'll be home soon too. Still video calls are the same papa?" I asked while trying to calm down.

This cute girl nodded her head again, continuing to eat her favorite chocolate.

Dani, Amanda's husband has been out of town for three months. One month before the incident that made me have to try to rearrange my heart.

I am a man who holds principles. Loyalty to me is the main thing. As is trust. Although my condition is indeed supportive to do serong, but I still firmly maintain the sanctity of my marriage with Rhea. Try to stay away from anything that would damage the honor of marriage. Either do silence or bright light.

My face is quite handsome, according to some of my close friends it is getting older, I am just more charming. Treasure and power are capable enough to draw any woman closer.

In fact, I'm completely clean of any kind of infidelity. There is nothing I hide from my wife. My soul and body belong entirely to Rhea.

"Om Jo" Bisik Deniela.

Bummer.

At the end of this time I want to be busy daydreaming often. Loving women excessively has made me a stupid man.

"Yes, baby."

"Ela yesterday heard mama crying in the room keep saying that love is stupid. Love is what food is. Or the name of a person? Is that your mom?"

Bummer.

My heart is back.

"Ela won't go to Jovan's room. Get Ela's mom?" I'm too confused. Trying to divert this little girl.

"Come, om! Don't don't let mom sleep anymore. I didn't follow Ela here. Duh, that mama. So sleepy om. Mama was often very noisy if the night lo om, making Ela difficult to sleep. Try it, mama said she wanted to sleep with Ela, but the mama made Ela so can not sleep well. Mama likes weird dreams, um. Screaming while crashing. Duh, make it up."

Under normal conditions, I've pinched both cheeks plump Daniela. But now it makes me even more confused. What's the matter exactly. Why be so complicated like this. If Amanda regrets telling me all that information, but why is it that way. Why don't Amanda consider it first before telling me.

"Of.. Open door. We've arrived. Ela can't open the door. Oooom!"

"Oh yes, dear. A moment."

After the door opens. Amanda's sitting pretty on the couch. But clearly his face and hair were a mess.

"Why do you wear sunglasses in the room, Ma?" Daniela asked while trying to sit on Amanda's lap.

Well, son of Doni. His chatter is too smart.

"Ela baby, we go home yuk. Mama just remembered to make your favorite brownies."

"Yeyeye.. Come ma!"

I smile. Still standing next to the door like a security guard.

"Ela says yes to Jo. Later Ela promises to make for Ela's favorite brownies so that Jo's om more sweet. No mess anymore."

Uh, my reflexes touched my face. Messy what? This is a child, long time to make sinewy.

After they left, I tried to clean up all the rest of my work and went home. The house is now like the hell of the world. Make nyesek only.

"Home home, Ay. I'll take some water. Here's the bag." Sapa Rhea as soon as I open the front door.

I'm still silent, the best way to punish a wife is to silence her. Even though, it means hurting yourself too. Idiotically.

"I cook your favorite lo, ay. There shower. We eat together." Persuade Rhea with her voice that seduhan dayu. Perfect for testing a man's faith. Her clothes are very supportive.

I'm still quiet. The bag also still had not moved into Rhea's hands. Anyway the mouth is still, the eyes also do not need contact with Rhea. Think of it as the wind.

After entering the room, I locked the door. Anticipate if Rhea comes in and fails my efforts. Let the word child.

Shower, soak and change clothes. Early rich gini, I was confused to find where my panties are. Now, it's getting used to.

When my eyes had just closed, suddenly the sound of broken plates disturbed my hearing. Rhea's new habits. Breaking plates. To this day, he has not committed suicide. He cut his hand with the broken plate. Thank goodness.

If anyone asks me why I hurt myself like this, then I don't know the answer. I just need to be like this until I can accept everything with a chest.

"Mas.. Dear. Please open the door. Mas, I beg you. Don't be like this. I sincerely follow all your will as long as you want to hear my explanation. Please mas. Give me a chance to talk to you."

After the plate broke, the door banged on me.

"I miss you, mas. I really miss you, mom."

Isak tangi Rhea managed to destroy my defense not to cry. It hurts to hear the woman we love roaring in tears of sadness.

Well, it seems like I've had enough of this. I have to be Glanteman.

"Mas.. " Bisik Rhea's. I thought that Rhea's body was directly flashing towards me when I opened the door.

"Mas, I'm sorry."

Now, even though I'm silent. My hands tried to calm Rhea by gently stroking her hair and gently patting her back on a thin cloth.

Damnit.

Man and his passion.

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Tonight seems like a lot of butterflies of happiness that fly after a long period of mediation.

My eyes stared at the end of Rhea's head that was now sleeping on my chest, in the clutch of my burly hands. It seems, we did embrace after venting the pent-up passion for these two months.

Sucks.

I am weak if I have to struggle with the passionate earlier. My wife's body is like a mercilessly attractive magnetic plate. Unable to be rejected when already clashing with each other.

I'm not a cheap man, although the incident was one of the proofs of how weak I was when it came to passion. But, for whatever sake. I can only stand up straight defiantly with Rhea. Couples recognized by country or religion. Absolute is the only one in the heart and mind.

I'm an old-fashioned guy who keeps loyalty in any form. Otherwise, in such chaotic conditions I could have been looking for a tranquilizer with a muddy road.

No. gabe.

Never been in my life story. All this time my life was too slab for a man's size. That's what Doni said. Daniela's dad.

Amanda's.

The name of the woman who made my hand at this moment stopped stroking Rhea's soft, slippery hair.

Amanda's.

Uh!

Oh, dearGod.

Justjust please.. Don't let me think of another woman.

I moved Rhea's head on the pillow before leaving her to the bathroom. Right now I need cold water to erase all the memories of a few months ago. Let me give Rhea a chance to explain it according to her version.

The cold water tonight is really cold. My body wants to get used to the sensation of cold relief for two months. That is, I am not just hurt in love, my whole body really languishes.

"For the first time, I thought of another woman besides Rhea." Whisper me under a cold shower.

Guilt slowly gnawed at my heart. Bizarrely.

"Him own bath, which. Don't wake me up." Rhea protest, seeing me come out of the bathroom. A special letter waking up makes me feel disturbed again.

"You better wake up and clean yourself up. I need to digest all this with a cold head." My speech's flat. Resisting the turmoil that came back to life when she saw Rhea walking towards me without a thread.

"Sorry, mom. I guess." Rhea's voice was held back. I just focus on wearing clothes and leaving them alone.

Not too long after Rhea I sat in the living room of this house. The place we used to watch movies together.

"Mas.. "

"Just go ahead, Rhea. Tell me everything, I won't cut the conversation."

I'm bracing myself. Trying to look away in order to avoid the tightness of seeing the face of Rhea who was welding. I'm sure Rhea's heart was broken too, I never used my word every time we spoke. Always call myself using the word mas, not me.

Rhea was still silent, her crying was becoming more and more so. It is sad that my heart. The sadness and pain is so real. "Sorry, I'm sorry. So, actually.. Actually was.. Daniela is a real daughter, mas Jovan."

Duh, Wrestling.

The words that Rhea said with the breakup made my head really hurt. Daniela, that little girl. My daughter ?

So what does this have to do with Rhea who abandons the content.

Oh, dearGod.

Why is my life so full of drama.