The Wounds of the Past

Chapter 47

The fact that he had killed his son disturbed Rafael psychologically. He's mumbling. Only tears answer all the pain. It felt like he was killing himself at this moment, but the image of Nadira who was crying at that time merus dancing in his eyes. What he thought could be treated immediately, was unable to treat his inner self. It's his son's blood. The child that he should know of if he is not covered in excessive jealousy. The woman. Is he okay now? Or is it getting worse?

"he was banished from the baby, all the luxuries he should have received, taken away by others. At the age of 5 years again dumped by the child of the person who took care of him. When she was a teenager, she had to carry the heavy burden of living alone. When school gets back to bullyan. Even until it ruined his future. When he will be happy, again his happiness is seized by men ba*****. I think I should reply how to that guy. Huh huh? "betrand's words when he visited him yesterday still ring in his brain.

Well. He's that bad. His two children died without being born and it was because of his jealousy.What if he meets Nadira later? Can he say sorry?

His entire family was unable to say anything more. Every time he was asked why he was sad, he just silenced his answer. Austin and Calvin chose the same route. Just silence. Betrand chose to disappear for a while. Rather than his inner self getting hurt again because of his stupidity, he chose to pull over while looking for Nadira. He could only try to find out if the Maheswara family chose to hide it. The fault of his family to Nadira is infinite until he was embarrassed to ask the situation of Nadira to the Maheswara family

A week has passed. There is no meaningful change. Rafael is still lying limp in the hospital. His silence in every way made the doctor suggest to take him to the spikiater. It can be fatal if not taken seriously. Because the intake that comes only from infusion

"do you not love us anymore, Raf? Is your affection for her so great that she forgets our affection for you as your family? Are we not entitled to see our son's smile anymore? If you love her, go after her, son! Don't think gini. Do you want your mom and dad to die soon after seeing you like this? "say mama Lasmi. Mama Rafael's. The tears are no longer broken. His son who used to be angry if he did act, now just lying with tears that never seemed to dry. What else should he support his son in order to return to the way he was.

None of his schoolmates knew what the real problem was. His best friend who he thought must have known about this matter chose silence. Even Betrand hasn't come back to date. They're in the final 12th semester. What about his future if they were still like this?

Only 1 possibility he thought. His son's relationship with a woman named Nadira. The schoolgirl instead moved schools while according to information from her friends, Rafael was close to the girl. Who exactly is that girl? Why the move of the girl is like leaving a big problem for her son and his friends.

If the matter was because of the girl, he promised in his heart, if Rafael recovered later, he would never let the girl named Nadira come back close to his son.

Damn carrier girl!!!

He never found out that his son was actually the one who brought bad luck to Nadira. His future and hopes are shattered because of his son whom he is proud of

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While at the other end of the country, Nadira's condition quietly began to improve. But he didn't want to show it to his family. He only wants to be in touch with doctors, nurses and his stepfamily. He still does not want to communicate with his family

"do you want home schooling?" lukman asked his stepson. The boy's future is his responsibility now because he has not been willing to intersect with his family

And Nadira nodded

"want to stay with me?" ask Lukman again. Too long in the hospital will not be good for his health. The smell of drugs and the number of people who are sick can make the psychological again disturbed. He'll ask Maheswara's family for permission to take Nadira.

" want. But no want to be with the family." Nadira's remarks made doctor Lukman and doctor Steven confused.

"we live with Samuel and Daniel? Let's ask your family permission first. How's it?" steven's words made Nadira shake her head quickly.

"why?" doctor Lukman said softly. Doctor Lukman tried to find out the contents of Nadira's heart without forcing it. He was afraid that Nadira would lose faith in him

"they're evil!" nadira's answer certainly made the two doctors in front of him gawk

"why did they match my parents if they knew they didn't love each other. Why should I be born if I have to be made like this? If the Maheswara family loves me, why don't they look for me so hard. I don't have anything. I can't possibly run far, right? Now when I will have the spirit of life, he who said he will take care of me, even make me like a gini. Am I too bad to be happy? Do I not deserve to be happy? Was I that senista when I was created until a drop of affection I wasn't allowed? "nadira's words increasingly make the hearts of the two doctors scratched. Soon Lukman hugged his stepson tightly. It's his fault that is not able to protect his loved ones to make a child become sickly like this.

" you deserve to be happy, baby. God gave this ordeal for Daddy's daughter to be a strong woman. Daddy will create happiness that Daddy's daughter doesn't receive all this time. We fight together, right? Don't cry anymore. We will make those who have made you feel sorry. Daddy promised, you'll always be happy after this. Get well soon" doctor Lukman said like a mood booster for Nadira. He looked into the eye of doctor Lukman. And doctor Lukman nodded his head.

"promise?"

"promise"

Nadira hugged her stepfather even tighter. He wanted to believe that his stepfather's words were not just a joke

PR next, how to escape from the Maheswara family without being discovered???

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Rafael's situation is getting more worrying. Her mother called her friends. But they are still as before. Still tight. Feeling that there was no other way, Mama Rafael invited them to gather together

"want you to be like this? Shut up, no more attention to each other. Auntie asks, when are you guys gonna think? What people do you think of also think of your circumstances? Maybe he's happy to make you guys like this. Is this the kind of friendship you keep from being small? Please think about your future. At least think about your parents' feelings. Is it only because of the cheap women you fight for that you are sincerely destroying your hopes and ideals... "

And prang!!!

The toss of a glass stomping the floor stopped Aunt Lasmi's words. Of course this surprised everyone. Betrand, who was usually calm, became a violent man. His emotions were completely beyond anyone's expectations. He immediately passed away leaving behind everyone who was still filled with question marks.

"aunty should investigate everything correctly first. Not the answer you get now will actually cause new problems. Now what exactly does a aunt want to ask?" ask Austin. He couldn't have let Calvin do the talking. That will only add to the complexity of the problem. Calvin was more emotional than he was

" who is Nadira? "mama Lasmi started a question and answer event with her son's friend

" the woman that Rafael corrupted "Austin answered briefly. And in a short time also Rafael's parents became shocked. Whatdoes thatmean?

" no way Rafael would do that. You are his best friends. Why accuse him like that? "asked mama Lasmi back

" their son was killed because of the jealousy of Raphael and for our deeds as well. "

Deg

Has his son really ruined anyone else?