The Wounds of the Past

Chapter 5(lost by MBok Inah)

A few years later

POV Dea

"I'm making black coffee, sir ?" Ask the heart. Trying not to offend my big boss who only wants to smile to certain people.

The heart inside my chest was beating very fast, groggy and also scared. The big boss though never gets angry for no reason, but his eyes are really scary.

The words that come out of that thin mouth are often painful, sadistic and also harsh. Fortunately, my heart and my feelings have a stock of sense of understanding that is like an unlimited edition. No limited. Makes me finally get used to and know from the feeling of termehek mehek heartburn. But I'm still scared. Being used does not mean not being afraid. I am immune from disappointment.

"No need to try too well like that. Go back to your place and clean up all the mess you haven't done yet." Boss's thrashing with a raised voice. Blaring.

I who was already scared, my body became more vibrating withstanding fear. Without saying anything, I immediately retreated and exited the room. Calm down on my desk which is right outside the big boss room.

"If I didn't need the money. It's like working with a monster like that." My whisper slowly. Fully talking to myself.

"Ngomel again him?"

I was still frightened so it surged in shock when I heard the soft voice in front of me. Busyet. The one is scary, the one likes to surprise.

"Patience is the same attitude he is now, anyways dear if you want to resign. Out there certainly will not be easy to get a salary as big as here. And thank you, you've been willing to clean up all the mess he's done this late. Without you, the company could be bankrupt."

Aaa.. This woman is indeed very clever to make me shocked and clumsy helpless. His praise was always sky high.

"Sorry, Mom. I didn't realize I had Miss Amanda. And as for Ms. Amanda's compliment, I think it's too much." I said slowly. While publishing a smile as sweet as possible on my face.

This woman, who was looking at me affectionately while holding a sweet girl who also had a smile melted anyone who saw, her name was Amanda. I'm confused to call them Big Boss. Too complicated. Maybe it's better to call them big bosses. Although I personally wish they were a small family, husband and wife and favorite daughter. Good, after everything that happened between them.

"Ma.. Give lunch to aunt Dhea, hunt gih. Ela wants to meet Daddy. Mama did like it, chat first with aunt Dhea. Chat it could be later ma, or let mama satisfied chat with aunt Dhe, mama invite you to go home to our house."

This little girl, once spoke like there was no shortage of vocabulary. The idea of the idea that is in his tiny head is really making a head shake. I always enjoy watching this little girl sulk spoiled.

"Yes yes, this is you. Sanaa, go in first. Mom's undone, not done with aunt Dhea." Said Amanda purporting to be angry.

Mana may be really angry with the little girl who has now run open the door of the big boss room while shouting to call Daddy.

"Anyway, please be patient with all Jovan's attitude. It's been a year, it's been past the crisis. So you must be strong."

Ms. Amanda has always been like this, trying to calm down and also strengthen. In fact, I know very well. They are both equally broken.

"Eat ya, Dhe. Let's face the truth. Haha"

This beautiful woman is also good at transmitting her laughter. I laughed after nodding my head.

Precisely for almost two years, the big boss turned out to be scary and deadly. Really am! I've been worried about my heart since he was like that.

If he was professional and very polite. Now it is appropriate if it is called the male version of the ice witch. Not like most powerful people, old lady. This is even old lonely.

The smell immediately smelled as soon as I opened the lunch box from Ms. Amanda.

I wonder why the two of them didn't choose to be together. Or actually they're together but I don't know.

Aarrrgh!

Dizziness nutmeg barbie!

Fool ah, just work. Work!

For a moment, my eyes glanced at the lunch box given by Ms. Amanda. From the experience that I usually get, the contents of Ms. Amanda's lunch are delicious. Typical of high-end luxury food.

"Ouch.. I'm so hungry." My sigh.

My stomach was already rumbling but my determination was already unanimous to finish this report immediately. Keep in mind that later Miss Amanda actually invited me to chat after leaving the big boss room. The break hour is over. Repot itself will be later. One is talking, the other is reporting.

"Yetoooo.. I can enjoy you too."

Eiii.. The typical smell of processed meat dishes are very fragrant. Wonderful, why was Mom Amanda's husband used to be cheating. Less beautiful what tried Miss Amanda. Sexy, bohay body. Smart in the kitchen again. Alaa maaaak, Stupid nian the guy.

"Enak not Dhe?"

Yes Tuhaaan. Be shocked!

Uhuk.. Uhuk..

"Eat that heart. Disgusting."

Aaaaaaah. Fuck you! You old man!

"At the drink first, Aunt Dhe. Mama likes it, rich astral beings. Suddenly I was surprised. Fortunately, the heart of Aunt Dhe is strong. Ela has a friend who should not be surprised, said miss at school ela, later if the shock of her chest hurts. Wonderful with mom. I like to surprise others."

This time the angel of heaven was speaking. Oh, sweetness, you son. Reveal all the sweet phrases I can't say.

The water I drink helps to relax my throat. Mercifully.

"Thank you, Daniela." Sincerely said. I did not forget my mouth was smiling.

The little girl nodded sweetly, still standing beside the big boss and also Miss Amanda.

"Have a son, Mom. Thank you." Thank you." I'm ashamed to be ashamed.

"I'm sorry, if I startle you." Sorry Amanda.

I'm just smiling.

"Pamit first, Mas Jo." Ms. Amanda's voice is slow.

"Be careful, when you get home, tell me." Answer big boss.

Sampaaah, they're so sweet. So sweet gini. There is no cipika cipiki scene.

"Bye, Daddy. Don't forget to pick me up." Daniela's message before hugging my boss and saying goodbye.

Melted heart.

Suppose there is love as man to woman, or husband to wife. Unfortunately it was still cold untouched.

After that fellow left and left this room, I went back to enjoying my lunch. Do not take a headache, about the big boss who did not turn his head or just glanced at me. Straight back into the room and slammed the door rough.

Hem, just a door on the slamming mah trivial thing. Compared to the treatment of the big boss first. Early life as an ice wizard. Beeh. Not how.

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POV JOVAN

"Mas Jo if the same Dhea can be done a little friendly?" Urge Amanda. Anxious.

"okay, Daddy. Please put smoke in her ear. Hahaha" Daniela replied with a mischievous laugh. I knew very well that I ignored the words of his mother who had earlier immediately filed some protests without reprimand first. It seems, Amanda was still excited about the conversation earlier this afternoon.

"Mas!" Amanda's touch is rough. Feeling no need to keep the tone, because his smart daughter had gotten into the car.

"Tomorrow, less rations watching Daniela cartoons that do not educate in a positive direction. Did you hear that?" I said pura merajuk. Ignoring the topic of that shitty secretary.

"But, Jo!"

I laughed as I walked towards the car and waved my hand. Instead of later it becomes a spectacle of neighbors.

"Close your ears, that's the smoke coming out again." I eyed from the inside before raising the windshield.

My eyes looked at Amanda who was still standing waiting for us really could not be seen by her eyes. Amanda's habit of driving us away.

Foolish women, will survive after all that happens. Amanda and the man are still together. Give it a chance, he said. And as I affirm, I do not want to interfere in their household.

"Mom likes it!"

Daniela's short words brought me back into focus with the present.

"How do you like it?" Ask me slowly. Sometimes looking to the side. My little princess was sitting quietly hugging a clever doll.

Daniela turned towards me with eyes that I thought were not appropriate for her age. "Make Daddy with Auntie Dhe."

Bummer.

Ahem.. Ahem. I try to control myself to stay calm. Daniela is exactly like Amanda who is good at surprising her interlocutors.

"Don't like to make daddy shocked when daddy again drives the car. Anyway, that applies to anyone, too. Okay sweetheart?" My firm.

Danger if this habit is left alone. If the interlocutor is not used to it, can have an accident on the road.

"Sorry, Daddy." Daniela, slow down.

"Daddy doesn't say it's a mistake, it's an advantage not everyone has. Your abilities like this, can be very profitable for yourself in the future. That's great, because Ela won't be easily intimidated by anyone. It's just that, if it's like this when we're driving, fear of daddy can actually make the focus disappear and finally-Ela know right?" Obviously I calmed down when I saw the head of my smart daughter lowered.

"Ela understands, Daddy. Thank you!"

I smiled as my beautiful little girl smiled. Clever and polite. Two things my daughter naturally seems to have. Of course it's being honed by a clever woman like Amanda.

"Go home or what?" Ask me enthusiastically.

"Look at dong, Daddy. Ela wants to see a Disney movie." Persuade spoiled Ela.

Perfect!

My life is now perfect even though it has to pass through thousands of thorns now not completely separated from my heart. Moreover, scars that sometimes are still very torturous.

"Ready commander!" Saying with respect. Welcomed a happy crisp laugh.

Ela looked so happy, that sweet smile did not fade from her face. We waited patiently while we were waiting in line to buy tickets. Until we arrive...

"Eh om don't play forward. Cultivate discipline! Noh, get in line." Daniela's shout arrived, making me look in shock at the two different humans of that generation.

"Darling!"

"Gela!"

I turned towards the Compact voice with my voice just now.

Dhea?

"Aren't you papa, baby?" Ask me worried. Holding my daughter's two little cheeks.

"Mas, don't play rough with my daughter!" Snapped me rough. No matter Dhea's panicked face while pulling the body of her male friend who was trying to advance towards me.

"Already, which. You anyway!" Dhea's soft voice sounded in my ears.

My eyes could not see the man. Hate and anger instantly overwhelm my senses.

"Oh, your son. Teach him to speak politely to a more mature person. Let's not have that rich songong." The man sneered at Ela who was holding the suit I was wearing.

Bukk!

I was thinking about that disgusting face. Crazy him! Dare to say it like that.

Bukk!

Hit it on target.

Like her, my tiny secretary was unable to hold her male friend's body until we fought each other.

"Please, sir!" Shouted Dhea towards the two guards who were running towards us.

Maddened.

Lowly man.

Tonight we ended up at the security post after the security guards managed to separate us both.

"Which, you are. Sorry, I can't go home with you. Poor Ela-"

"No need!" Cut me rough. Take Ela from Dhea's lap.

"Eh. Not thanks" said Isa. The guy who just fought with me.

"Sorry, Mas Jo. I'm in the name of isa really apologizing for all this misunderstanding."

Dhea lowered her head after saying a clear sentence clearly not getting any answer from me.

Without further ado, I left the security post while holding Daniela who had been silent since seemed scared.

"Sorry Ela, Daddy. All this because of Ela's ugly mouth." Whisper my daughter slowly. Although her voice did not tremble, I was sure that she was currently crying on my shoulder.

"It's not Ela's fault. Ela was right. Dad, daddy's not daddy, baby." I said sure, trying to make my little daughter feel calm again.

"Daddy gets hurt because of Ela's mouth that can't be controlled. Though just daddy love Ela advice. Sorry ela, daddy."

"So it's been treated, so no papa."

Tonight, Ela slept while hugging me tightly. Regret is still so noticeable on her tiny face. Occasionally frowning and fidgeting.

"You're an amazing daddy's daughter." Whisper me after gently touching Ela's wrinkled forehead. Not willing to feel if he saw his favorite daughter was disturbed even in her sleep.