The Nurse's Choice of Man

I can't sleep without you

Dimas held Amara's hand as the girl was about to cover her head with a blanket.

"Mar–" Dimas shook his head as a gesture. It was as if he was saying no to his wife.

While Amara could only bow stiffly resisting the embarrassment. The girl squeezed her blanket and bit her lower lip.

"Not to be ashamed, Mar, it's our marital status." Dimas tried to calm down, but it still could not make Amara calm. The girl was still reluctant to raise her face despite being called out to her.

"Come here." Dimas spread out his hands, as if allowing himself to embrace Amara. However, the woman instead shook her head without raising her face.

"Gue know, you're very much the same as me."

Now Amara really regretted his actions. Why did she hug Dimas's photo as a sleepwalker? Now it's getting caught, right. The man must have thought he was crazy about her.

Yes already. Sorry is also free. It is also useless. All that remains is shame to the crown. Especially seeing Dimas smiling happily, as if celebrating a victory.

Suddenly Dimas laid his body in the usual place. He had thought that if Dimas was tired of persuading him, so the man did not care anymore and decided to just sleep.

However, it turned out that the sturdy hand then moved snuggled into Amara's waist and pulled the girl to lie down. Although he was surprised, in fact the girl resigned when Dimas laid his body on the left side with a back to back position. Then without awkwardly hugging his wife from behind.

Amara could breathe a sigh of relief because the man just hugged her. Although it turns out that the hug was successful in making him weak helpless.

Tonight Amara feels Dimas's behavior to her is much different than usual. If before Dimas always acted spoiled and pushy, this time the man was very sweet and considerate. His embrace also felt soft and full of affection. Not like a little boy who demands attention.

Amara felt very comfortable in the Dimas deck. I don't know why she's such an easy woman. It is desirable to be treated like that even though the status of marriage is not clear. Even feel at home lingering in the arms of Dimas Sanjaya.

For a while only silence stretched. The two humans are still silent. As if he no longer wanted to let go of Amara, Dimas so tightly clenched him. He fused his fingers with Amara's cold fingers. The shampoo-scented hair sniffed for a long time while closing the eyes. Sometimes occasionally kiss the top of the head of the wife with great affection. Although Amara's reaction still felt stiff and tense.

"Mar," called Dimas to Amara after a long silence. His voice sounded raucous and sensual.

"Yes?" Amara slightly turned her head, then glanced towards the man who was stuck on her back.

"Gue can say something?"

Amara nodded quickly. "Can."

Dimas tightened his embrace, then kissed Amara's right cheek gently before speaking.

"It turns out you're prettier than I thought." Dimas spoke quietly and quietly near his wife's ear.

Amara cringing. "What's right because it's suddenly you're so sweet gini same me?"

Is it natural that he suspects this? Dimas' sweet attitude increased drastically after the man saw her without a hijab.

"Continue?"

"Do you know why I came home last night? Take a road trip for hours. To fight the heavy drowsiness?"

Amara shook her head in response. He was really curious about the cause.

"Because I can't sleep without you."

Dimas' answer made Amara's eyes suddenly widen. Obviously he was that surprised. Amara really did not suspect if she was the cause.

Dimas again gave a kiss before then put his left cheek on Amara's left cheek and closed his eyes. "Now I don't usually sleep without a hug."

Secretly Amara's smile expands happily. Dimas' words made it seem like it was soaring in the clouds. Is that how happy he is? Just hearing the chatter of a man's beloved lips, without knowing what the real facts are.

"Mar .. Don't ever stay in me, yeah."

Which woman's heart does not flower if such pleading words are thrown from the lips of the man she loves. However, a moment later a bitter smile was engraved on his lips when he remembered something.

This really bothered Amara's mind until she felt a sense of uneasiness. Unfortunately he didn't have enough courage to tell Dimas. She could only hold that anxiety until she fell asleep in her husband's cradle.

***

That morning Dimas woke up late because his desire last night was not channeled. Though he had expressed how he felt, how he needed Amara so much. But the girl answered nothing. Even more tense and looks restless. Could something be being thought about? When he urged, the girl would not confess.

Dimas even thought Amara still has not moved on from Juan until he could not accept it. So he had no power to force. You can only express your love through touch and hugs. Until Amara was completely asleep in her arms.

He could not even ask because Amara was not wearing his dinner clothes that morning. He was too hasty and could only tell Amara to leave with Mamad when he wanted to go to the hospital.

"Begging Mr. Mamad, yes. Don't go alone!" strictly full of demands. Amara just nodded and smiled. Dimas also took the time to kiss his wife's forehead with a friendly before leaving for the project site.

Today's activity was very tiring for Dimas. He worked outside the room all day. Reviewing from one location to another, and can only go home when the moon has crawled up. He did not even have time to hold his phone, and just opened after being at home.

There were so many missed messages and calls. He frowned in wonder when he found Amara's name there.

"Tumben lo phone." Dimas muttering. He closed his phone when he entered the house.

"Hi, Bi." Dimas greeted Eli who opened the door with a friendly smile. The middle-aged woman also replied that she was no less friendly. "What's romance again?"

"Lho, did Mas Dimas not know that Amara is working night shift today? Amara's been gone since this afternoon, Mas."

"Well!"