
A person who is reunited after having had time to separate, can sometimes be a cure longing, as well as a new wound if the situation is different.
That's how Amara feels now. Her longing for Dimas was treated, but her heart was hurt by the coldness and harsh words her husband had shown. Coupled with the rejection and expression Dimas just now that did not match the facts made him feel the need to straighten out.
"Mas Dimas wait!"
Amara pulls Dimas' hand until the man is forced to stop his steps.
"What else?" tanya Dimas was upset. He then glanced at Amara lazily. "What did I hear myself say? Cepetan came home because Elo is no longer needed. Wanna?"
Amara shakes. Dimas' words did show dislike, but his body language showed like when his hand was held by Amara. And on what basis suddenly Amara so boldly pleaded with Dimas in a whining tone.
"Mas, give me a chance to treat Mas Dimas as an apology. I know Mas Dimas is angry! I know Mas Dimas is upset. But I'm not doing it all without a reason. I beg Mas Dimas to allow me, yes. I promise to be professional even though we are husband and wife. And I promise I won't make Ms. Naura jealous of my attitude and behavior."
"Heh, why should Naura be jealous!" Dimas quickly answered Amara's words with a cynical tone. Of course because he and Naura now have no relationship anymore. However, it was apparently responded differently by Amara because of his ignorance to make the girl bow down sad and then speak softly.
"I mean Mas Dimas."
There's no reason for Naura to be jealous of me. We are two women with very different backgrounds. Really not at the level.
For a moment Dimas was stunned. He realized his mistake in speaking and understood Amara's ignorance. But he has absolutely no intention of explaining. Not time.
"Mas, you don't mind, do you?" ask Amara and successfully pull Dimas from the reverie. The man cleared his throat slowly to neutralize the feeling and then pulled his hand from Amara's grasp.
"Mas, by God I don't want payment! What else with a high nominal as I said. I beg you not to misunderstand me," continued Amara again.
Honestly, Amara did not need to convince Dimas to such an extent. In my heart, the man was even so flattered to hear his wife's words earlier. But again it is necessary to refrain from seeing the extent of the professional attitude Amara said earlier.
"Are you willing to accept whatever the consequences are?" tanyanya.
Amara nodded quickly. "Definitely Mas. I was prepared for the risks" he replied later without understanding Dimas's true intentions.
Right now all he had in mind was to conquer the arrogance of Dimas and the girl named Naura who became his toughest challenge. And maybe his eyes will often be stained with the affection of both of them. But let. He had felt something more painful than this. He's even used to it. For him this is not a constraint.
Dimas who was about to speak suddenly urung because he had to massage his head. Health that has not recovered properly but forced to go home makes it feel bad. Eyes twitching, the head feels intense dizziness and plus a nauseous stomach.
Just hurry he held Dimas limp body alone because Baskoro had first entered leaving them on the grounds of not wanting to disturb them both.
"I helped Mas Dimas in, yeah." Not caring about Dimas' rejection, Amara let her husband inside. Luckily, Baskoro was talking to Euis and Eli in the living room, so the three followed in a panic and helped him bring Dimas to the room.
I don't know what medicine Amara drank until shortly afterwards Dimas felt his eyelids were so heavy and drowsiness was not clogged. He couldn't help but stay awake until Dimas actually fell asleep afterwards.
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An agonizing thirst kept Dimas awake that night. He opened his eyes and realized he was still lying in his private bedroom bed.
Instantly he blinked his eyes and glanced over the nightstand. Apparently the alarm clock shows at three o'clock in the morning, but his ears hear the voices of people who teach. Dimas has this sound.
Justright. While glancing to the other side of his room, he saw someone wearing a mukena sitting on the floor while reading Mushaf. He was sure it was Amara.
Although his voice was soft, but still greeting Dimas' eardrum. So shahdu, to make his heart instantly pounding.
Unknowingly, the smile on Dimas' lips expanded with teary eyes. God was very good to him. Though all this time he had never asked soliha girl as his companion, but He actually sent a girl as perfect as Amara to him.
Unfortunately Dimas realized too late that he needed to be trained to bring Amara back.
Because his heart used to be so blinded by love, that Dimas thought his happiness lay with Naura. To the extent that he almost chose to die and almost went crazy just because of a girl named Naura. And now he has realized his folly.
After a long time I heard Amara reading Tashdiq, the sign of teaching him was finished. In a hurry Dimas closed his eyes and pretended to sleep as before.
From where he lay, Dimas who now opened his eyes could see Amara was opening his face.
Basic brain Dimas. Suddenly he imagined what he had not seen from Amara. How does the girl look without a hijab? How her hair looks, what her neck looks like.
Stop Dimas! Your brain has no morals indeed!
Dimas was really curious. Will he see all of this now?