The Nurse's Choice of Man

Has Ended

POV: Dimas

Gratified. That's how I felt after knowing how Naura was. When my lips should have spoken words of disappointment out loud, this heart was actually making a sentence of gratitude because God had opened his eyes and heart to see clearly.

I don't know that putting hope in people is the beginning of heartbreak, that trusting in the whole person is the beginning of disappointment. It's just that, sometimes humans are often blinded by love, to fall in the same place for the umpteenth time.

I heard everything. I heard clearly how Naura revealed her infamy. I also heard how Naura fooled me like a stupid buffalo who had no feelings. Instantly it was also a great love immediately turned into a great hate. That easy? Yeah, that's the truth. Apparently I just realized, my love for Naura has actually faded. I don't know since when.

However, what tormented me more was not the hatred itself but the overwhelming fear. Even the hatred towards Naura is not as great as the fear I feel. I'm afraid Naura will act recklessly. I'm afraid Naura is going to hurt Amara. And my greatest fear is losing Amara forever. That's when I decided to pretend I didn't hear anything. Acting stupid like people do not know anything, but behind it I again devise a plan. It's no problem I'm pretending to be stupid. After all, I once felt like a really stupid person when I chose to die for someone like Naura.

Hahaha, in the end I think, for someone who has ever made someone disappointed and hurt worthy of being given thanks in appreciation. Cause what? Because he is my soul stronger than ever. You can take lessons and experience. And certainly, for he is the figure of Amara coming.

From here I learned to be more mature. No need to regret what happened. A lot of good things are born out of wounds. So does the happiness that comes after being disappointed. Life does not always have to be good and happy. Sometimes we need to get tempo as a maturing process.

That day I was really tired. On the same day I got a lot of inner pressure. Not enough to know the facts about Naura, even Juan suddenly appeared bring surprising facts about Amara. And from there, the plan I put together has begun.

I made Amara feel guilty so I had a good reason to leave her. I know, Amara is not an easy girl to give up before trying. I can already make sure Amara will come to the office to apologize, so I deliberately bring Naura to the office to make sure the damned girl is there when Amara arrives.

On target. I do not need to lie and explain to Naura at length, because the girl saw for herself with her eyes how I rejected Amara to the point of evicting the wife I love without feeling. Maybe at that time Naura looked pity on Amara, but I am sure, in her heart Naura was cheering happily.

Do you know which part of my life is the best? Yup, when you see Amara's tears. I swear, I don't. If it wasn't for the mission to convince Naura, I would have apologized to Amara immediately, I would have hugged him, even if I had to cry in front of him. Bodo is very embarrassed, which I obviously want him to know that I really love.

Well, when I was again dizzy thinking about how to unravel the disgrace of Naura, suddenly the phone that I put on the right of the workbench rang and raised the name Bella as a caller. Bella is Naura's manager as a model, who is everywhere always accompanied by Naura when working.

"Dim, you can go to the hospital now, right?" Bella's tone sounded very anxious from the other end of the phone. "Naura suddenly fell down the stairs and suffered heavy bleeding. Naura is unconscious, Dim. I am confused as to what to do. Her parents are overseas now, so you're the only one I can count on."

"OK, okay. I'm going there now."

Without a second thought, I rushed straight to a hospital mentioned by Bella. It just so happens that the hospital is not Amara's workplace. Naura was deliberately rushed to a nearby hospital for the safety of the girl herself.

Arriving there, I saw Bella again pacing while biting her index tip. The blonde girl looked very worried. And I who incidentally is the lover of Naura, obviously have to put on a more sad face as a consummator of the play.

"Bell, what happened to Naura?" I held Bella's arm with a panicked fashion face.

Bella who initially looked confused immediately relieved when I came. After keeping the index finger away from his mouth, he hurriedly replied with an anxious look.

"Dim, I don't know what happened. But said the shooting crew who saw, Naura fell due to her own carelessness. He walks while playing mobile, while his high heels are very high! Dim–" Did not continue his words, Bella actually bit the lower lip. The girl seemed like she wanted to say something, but it was as if she was stuck. Maybe I'm worried about my reaction.

Although I can guess what Bella will say, I pretended to know nothing, thinking it necessary to ask for it. And so, still with a panicked facial expression, I shook Bella's shoulder and then urged the girl to talk.

"Bell, why shut up?"

"Doctor's word .. anu. Doctor– Word"

"Bell, by the way, dong! I don't know what you mean!" push me again because Bella was even scratching her head.

"Doctor's word ... Naura had a miscarriage, Dim. Is the fetus that Naura conceived is a baby lo?"

***

On a chair located at the side of the patient's bed, I sat here while looking at Naura who was still lying unconscious in a patient dress. I will not intentionally miss this moment. The moment where I saw him open his eyes, where I saw he was panicked to realize his condition, and then shocked because in the end his ugliness was exposed and made me know everything.

I've been in this position for over two hours. Seated chest with eyes not shifted from the figure of Naura. I should have seen him lying weakly with a pale face and an infusion needle attached. I should be sorry because the person I love is not having the power. But the fact is I am happy and relieved. Relieved, because soon it will all be over.

I widened my eyeballs as Naura's limbs began to show movement. His fingers twitch on the exposed eyelids before then twitching.

My eyes stared at the ceiling of the room before moving around and ended up staring at me.

"You're in the hospital, Naura."

"Huh?" He looked surprised, then closed his eyes as if recalling something.

"You fell down the stairs until you were unconscious, and then Bella took the initiative to bring you here."

I helped her remember everything, and it worked. Naura shook her toes as if realizing something. Suddenly he grimaced holding my lower abdomen, then looked at me with a questionable expression.

"You're bleeding heavily. You miscarried until the doctor had to remove the uterus so you could survive."

"What's? My uterus lifted? That means ...."

Naura did not continue her words. His eyes then glazed over, and soon sobs escaped from his lips.

"Dimas .. I can explain everything."

"No need." I said flat. "I know enough, after everything I've done, it's just disappointment."

"Dimas .. I am sorry. I really love you! Leo has been fooling me!"

"I'm sorry about you, Naura."

Naura's eyes widened expectantly when I said so. Maybe he thinks staying makes me pity then I'll get back to him. But the truth is it's just a trap to let him fly before I blow him to the bottom of the abyss.

"You're sorry about me, Dimas? You accept my mistake?"

I'm nagging.

"Yes. I'm sorry for your mistake."

"Dimas .. I know that you are a kind and loving man. You'll still love me even if I can't give you any offspring, right?" Naura said full haru while grabbing my fingers and holding them tightly. But I hurriedly came off with an emotionless flat facial expression. Naura was flabbergasted, and looked at me with a puzzled expression.

"Pardon doesn't mean being together anymore, does it?" I said with the implied intent of successfully making Naura buyak eyes.

"You mean?" asked Naura as if she did not understand.

"Since I knew you were pregnant with someone else, then from then on you weren't my girlfriend anymore." I spoke in a slow but stressed tone. "I'm very disappointed. I was devastated. I've given everything but countered it with wounds."

"I know, you're like this because of Amara, right? Because of that girl, right!" Instead of admitting wrongdoing, Naura scapegoated Amara.

"Not." I replied in a flat tone. "Don't you see for yourself how I kicked him out of the office and left him at home. That's a reward to the woman who disappointed me! This has nothing to do with Amara. None of this will happen if you remain faithful and make me the only one. I don't think, how can you not see how big my sacrifice is. I'm just an ungodly kid who defies his parents' wishes. Have you ever appreciated that?"

Naura shook her head quickly between her sobs.

"That's not true, Dimas. That's not true!"

"sorry. I have to go, Naura. I'm asking never to blame Amara because this has nothing to do with her at all."

"Dimas!" Naura nahan I who want to move by blocking the wrist. "I know I'm a bad guy! I'm a dirty man covered in sin. I am rubbish. But if you do love me, wouldn't it hurt to keep my side and lead the right way? What am I without you, Dimas? I really need you? You see how I'm doing right now, right?"

I just smiled blankly as I took her hand off.

"Naura .. listen to me, yes." I spoke softly while looking into his eyes. "Whatever your past is bad, no matter how dirty the stain sticks, you're still human and not trash. Everyone must have a bad experience, but believe me .. if one day will come someone who can accept you as you are, embrace your shoulders and become an encouragement for your life again. Be patient and lead you on the right path. But .. which is obvious it's not me."

Between the heart and heart, I really left Naura who was stunned in her place. And I assure you from this moment on, all the stories about us both have been over for ever and ever.