The Nurse's Choice of Man

Distraught

Amara felt her life was empty since the departure of Dimas. It was as if something was missing from his life to make him feel slumped and lost the spirit of life.

However, he can only rely and surrender because the man who wants it. Although he had the desire to force Dimas to stick with the pretext of his parents, but it seemed that it was only in vain because Dimas had asked him to recant.

Amara had felt himself was not sane with the contents in his brain. Yes, he can survive with the original wound still be with Dimas forever. If he could ask, he wanted to stay with Dimas even if he was still in love with Naura.

Love is complicated. Love is sick. And dispel sanity. However, Amara never blamed Dimas, because the definition of happy is to see Dimas happy. I don't know what kind of sacrifice was Amara's choice.

Amara was not just sitting on her hands. He had visited Dimas' office several times to apologize even though he felt something was awkward. However, it was only presented by the unpleasant scenery with the existence of Naura there who pretended to be concerned about Amara even though behind it Naura laughed to witness its destruction.

Again his heart ached being struck by the reality that existed. He couldn't do much more than get out of there.

Time continued to roll and it had been more than a week Dimas left Amara. In the end, reality made Amara try hard and accept everything. Make peace with the situation and reveal what has been lost. That's what Amara did.

Slowly, he began to organize his life and seek happiness with those who would accept his existence, and further increase the love for the creator.

That's better. Because the only love that is guaranteed not to make pain is the love of God.

I may have lost something precious, lost someone I love. But as long as I have God, I still have everything I need.

***

Entering the workspace owned by Dimas, Baskoro then sighed deeply to find the boss sitting in his swivel chair while closing his eyes. Not being asleep, but deliberately closed the eyes due to extraordinary heart fatigue.

Closing the door behind him in a slow motion, Baskoro walked over and sat down opposite Dimas. With the fingers intertwined on the table, he remained silent as he looked at Dimas with pity.

"What news do you bring?" Without opening his eyelids, Dimas asked in a flat tone to his assistant and best friend.

"Sorrys. For now, I haven't been able to get any information about Amara's new residence. But I'm sure, soon–" Baskoro stopped his words while staring at Dimas was opening his eyes and now looking back at him with narrowed eyes. "Sorry" he continued in a tone of guilt.

"Just watch one girl lose track. Why your work!" snarled Dimas was full of anger while directing a sharp gaze. "Since the beginning of getting out of the house I immediately give you the task to montau Amara from a distance. How's the story until he moves you don't know his address!"

"Dim, patience, Dim ... calm yourself lo ...."

"How to calm down!" sentak Dimas while rising from his seat. He looked more emotional to lean his body towards Baskoro while continuing his words. "This is the whereabouts of my wife again in question, Baskoro. He has no news!"

Snarling in frustration, Dimas kicked the table before throwing his body back into the chair after an emphasis. Leaning his body with a restless expression, he closed his eyes with his right hand pounding his forehead.

Baskoro felt very sorry. The friend is getting worse after going through many problems that hit, passing many exhausting tests. Lately Dimas is facing a lot of pressure, starting from a feud with his parents, knowing the bitter reality about Naura's betrayal of him as well as a commotion with Amara that he had planned. And now, Dimas again had to feel forging with the disappearance of the existence of Amara who suddenly came out of his house.

I don't know where the girl went, so she had trouble tracking her. No one knew where the girl lived, no one could be asked for information.

"Dim ...." Baskoro called out Dimas' name because there was something he wanted to say. However, instead of opening his eyes, Dimas actually snapped at him.

"Gosah call me if you have no information about Amara. Go there!" eject anyway.

"Dim, listen first, napa. Don't mess around, do it. Don't make me a deserted person." Baskoro pursed his lips as he tried to persuade Dimas. Even though it was free because Dimas still closed his eyes. "Lo don't despair just yet, yeah. I'm sure Amara didn't go far. When I was looking for information in the hospital, he was still working there, again. Maybe he's on vacation to spend time."

Hearing that Dimas suddenly opened his eyes.

"Ah, who is, lo?" his insistence demanded certainty. However, it cannot be denied if Baskoro's speech just like a fresh wind.

"Really! Swears." Baskoro reassured while pointing two fingers. After that he again added accompanied by a smile full of certainty. "Lo just trust me, surely Amara we will meet again. Huh, gosah melow-mellow that ..just also two days."

"Two nutmeg days, lo!" sangkal Dimas did not accept.

"Well, it's only two days that Amara has no news."

Dimas snorted softly while leaning his body.

"But for me it's been a long time, Bas. I'm not calm!"

"Who told you to leave him if he really was in love?"

Once again Dimas was silent to hear Baskoro corner him. He chose to throw away his face in order to dispel the bitter taste in the recesses of the heart.

"Sometimes, someone needs to sacrifice togetherness for the safety of the person he loves, Bas." With a bright look, Dimas spoke softly after a moment of silence.

However, instead of chiming in Dimas' words, Baskoro frowned as if he did not understand.

"You mean, Dim?" he asked with a curious expression.

Dimas turned the lazy eyeball before then shook his head inexhaustibly.

"It's hard to talk to real people. Even if I talk until the mouth is foamy you also will not understand!"

Baskoro turned his back with a view following Dimas who got up and walked.

"Damn you why I'm a real jomlo! I have a crush, Kali! Whoa, Dim! Wait for me, why!" exclaimed Baskoro then rushed after Dimas who first came out of there.