The Most Beautiful Miss

Longs

"Finish the breakfast first." pinta Qeisha while pouring warm water towards me.

"Udah is full Qei." I replied as I grabbed a glass and drank it.

"So come to my mom's place?" I stood up and grabbed a tissue.

"So. wait a minute I finish this dining table first.."

"Don't have to go back to Qeisha. let your mother.." Suddenly Ibuk came from the kitchen.

Qeisha turned towards me. And I nodded slowly and Qeisha understood my gesture. He came up to me and stood beside me.

"Look off now." he asked.

"Niko... Niko.." I called the man who was staring blankly at me.

"Look.." I pulled the hand of Niko who had just been silent to the look on my face.

"Oo.ooh okay bro.." Niko looked surprised and immediately stood up and took a quick step and was a little rushed.

"Why from earlier did I keep Ko?" I stepped outside the house.

Niko who had already walked in front of me immediately looked back.

"You're all right, right?" he scrunched his forehead.

"Good bro..."

"Gue's worried later...."

I cut the sentence. "I'm okay. I promise I'll be all right up there.." I patted Niko's shoulder trying to convince her.

Niko seemed to be less sure but tried to lift her lips to smile and it seemed obvious that her smile was very forced.

Qeisha stroked my back. "We'll always be with you, baby." she said softly.

I smiled and embraced the bodies of my two best friends and walked towards the car parked in the garage next to the house. I tried to convince them that it would be okay and that I would try to convince myself too, that I would be okay.

Niko drove the car casually. Sometimes I go back. There was sitting sweetly with a woman who I now love very much. His smile was able to shift my chaotic feelings. Missing mixed guilt danced in my mind.

"Maa.." My mind suddenly felt sore and missed my mother sharply.

I took a slow breath and closed my eyes. But the shadow came again. I imagined my mother yelling in my left ear, so full of anger and annoyance. Suddenly my shoulder felt gripped very strongly by my brother's hand. It feels very powerful and very real. And my head felt hit by a hard object and it hurt a lot. My body suddenly trembled and cold sweat poured down my body.

Qeisha and Niko realized I was being messed up by the subconscious. Niko stopped the car and opened my seatbelt.

Qeisha went straight down and opened the front door. He unbuttoned my shirt. Loosened my chest and opened my suit.

My body is shaking so much.

Tears were shed but I couldn't make a sound.

"Remember Allah dear.remember Allah..." Qeisha stroked my chest and occasionally stroked my cheeks.

Qeisha embraced my neck and buried it in her arms.

"Fight that fear... Fight your guilt... Fight that shatan baby.. You're powerful... You're strong..." Qeisha kept trying to calm me down.

"This is what I was afraid of Qei.." said Niko full of annoyance.

"He can fight this Nik..."

I felt a great comfort as Qeisha hugged me. My heart is starting to calm down. The ugly shadow began to fade and fade away.

"I'm sorry, for the umpteenth time it makes you panic." I said slowly and helplessly.

"I'll always be there no matter what..." Qeisha wiped my tears.

Niko patted my shoulder slowly. I looked at him, and I saw a panicked face there.

"Thank you Ko. You've always been there and always been patient with me.." I looked at him with gratitude.

"That's all that matters you have to fight everything..." Niko patted my shoulder again.

"Drink first.." Qeisha thrust the mineral water towards my mouth. And she smiled sweetly.

"We're going home, yes." pinta Niko while putting her belt on.

"Ah no. We continue." I replied firmly.

"Qei.. get in the car again.we continue the journey." I asked as I stroked the back of Qeisha's hand. And Qeisha nodded slowly, then opened the back door and got back in the car.

"Other times... You're not feeling well anymore and not feeling good either.." Niko's response with a very worried face.

"I miss my mom... Plisss.we continue the journey.." I asked Niko a little.

Niko looked back as if asking for approval from Qeisha. Qeisha was my nurse and she knew me best. So his approval was also considered important from the past.

"Are you sure, baby??" Qeisha stroked my shoulder.

I nodded steadily. And Qeisha smiled.

"I believe you." he said softly.

"Next Nik... God willing, all will be well." pinta Qeisha.

Niko turned the engine back on and drove the car very slowly.

"Adek miss mama... Forgive the wrongdoing." I murmured inwardly

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