The Most Beautiful Miss

My nurse

I woke up earlier than usual today. I want to immediately knock on his bedroom door and invite him to pray at dawn together. It's not the first time he's actually stayed here. But her status is different now, she used to live in this house as a nurse who was always professional and consistent on her work. He always took care of me like a patient who needed extra attention and care. He was always on his duty. But today, she is my beloved who wants me to be happy and I want to keep this feeling up at all times. And I want to be the Imam in his prayer and the Imam in his longest service; marriage. Well, I've thought about this many times. Ever since he returned to Malaysia to see his family, I started to feel a different longing. I want to stay with him and not as his patient anymore.

"Qeisha.. I love your advantages and disadvantages.." I whispered slowly.

I pulled the door of my room slowly. And how shocked I was at my door stood the figure I loved.

"Oh Allah, I was surprised." I spontaneously shouted and held my chest.

"Hahahaa, I was surprised, too." he replied, laughing, covering his mouth with his hand.

"Geez.."

"I just wanted to knock on your door, Dhit.." He still laughed loosely.

"I also plan to go down to wake you up." I replied with a smile.

"Oh yeah??? I used to wake you up Dhit.." He looked shocked and slightly mocked me.

"Hehehe.. I want to invite you to pray together.." I throw a thin smile at him.

"Thank God, we have the same intention... Hayoookk" he asked as he went downstairs.

We also woke Niko up and asked her to pray together.

After praying I went back to my room and opened my laptop. I opened some photo files on my laptop. And I found old photos. Qeisha deliberately captured every moment with a snap. From the first moment he saw me lying in a hospital bed, when I first came to my senses, when I was doing therapy and all sorts of activities he was nurturing. I once asked him why he perpetuated all of this.

"I want you to know how much God has given you... Let you know how you were doing at that time... And God saved you... Never forget to be grateful... Let you know, everyone wants you healed.." reenacted his words first.

I'm speechless.

My heart hurts now. Not because I remembered Qei's words, but because I accidentally opened another file.

"Oh Allah.I miss them.." - My inner.

"Oh my God, I haven't been to my mom, dad, and brother in weeks.." I feel guilty.

Suddenly...

"Wooii daydreams aja luu." shouted Niko from the door of the room.

"Lu why bro?" the question is getting curious.

I looked at him and tried to smile.

He sits next to me. "What's the cry??" patting my shoulder. And try to peek at my laptop screen. And look at the pictures of my parents and brother.

"Lu miss mom papa and brother?" he raised an eyebrow and held my shoulder.

I nodded slowly and turned my eyes back to the monitor.

"If we miss a visit there later before going to the office... Today there was no important meeting anyway." he patted me on the shoulder slowly.

"Huuuh.." I took a breath and nodded slowly.

"Udah come down... Qeisha has cooked breakfast." she pulled my hand.

"Ko.. I miss them.." I said slowly.

"Yes. later we stop by. They also must miss you visiting..." Niko smiled and embraced me to get out and get down.

I don't taste for breakfast.

"Why you?" Qeisha started to feel something strange about me this morning.

I smiled and tried to put the fried rice of Qeisha into my mouth.

"So the dawn prayer is still fine." added Qeisha.

"Later we will visit the place of mama, papa and brother..." Niko helped answer Qeisha's question.

"Oh you miss them?" Qeisha stood up and approached me. He caressed my shoulder.

"Later to come, yes" added Qeisha.

I tried to smile and nod my head.

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