
Today Qeisha accompanied me until late at night. The three of us told me a lot. I saw her smile and laughter so last night. There is no burden at all. And I enjoyed this beautiful view.
"Well, yeah?" ask me while grabbing a soft drink on the table.
"Hhhmmmm.." he scrunched his forehead.
"The night of tauuu.." chirped Niko.
"Can't...." Qeisha bit her lip.
"If you want to go home, let's go home now...". I stood up and stepped into the closet to pick up the key.
"You kicked me out???". he asked irritatedly and stomped his feet.
I looked back. "I told you to sleep here not to... Tell him to come home and sulk... It's 11 o'clock, miss Qeisha.." I widened my eyes at her.
He came closer and hugged me.
"You think I'm gonna be scared of those big eyes?" he kissed my cheek.
"Wooi you guys are doing... Take care of true singles like me..." Niko threw us a snack in her hand.
I looked up and stuck my tongue out. "Lu think I'm not single what? Crazy bastard.." I mean while he sniffed.
Qeisha looked at me with blinding eye light. Ouch... You are so adorable and make me want to have you forever. I want to spend every second with him. Wants to age together and carve happiness until he is tired of being happy.
Qeisha; when I first knew him I was a jutek and was cold to him. Accidental meeting at a Hospital. I just woke up from a coma and it was the toughest time of my life. And she patiently and painstakingly looked after and cared for me. She was then an apprentice student from SMK majoring in nursing. Well, Qeisha is a friendly and beautiful nurse. And may she take care of my heart forever. Hehee.
"Oh you're still single...?" he pinched my waist.
"Still.." I answered flatly and pulled his hand into the front room.
There I hugged her so tightly and kissed her cheek, kissed her forehead and bounced her hair.
"High spirit sir?." He teased me and pinched my nose.
"I love you." I whispered in his ear.
"Love you too.." her face flushed red.
"Sorry only now do I dare to reveal this feeling. "I grasped both hands of Qei and kissed the back of his hand gently.
He looked at me softly and lovingly. I saw a lot of love in his eyeballs. A backup I don't want to forget.
"You're a little late." he stopped the line.
I pulled her body and hugged her waist.
"Hehhe.. why? You want to marry Isman?" I teased her .
"Hahhaa. stop tricking me... Isman is your brother Lung." I poked his nose. (Born Lung; call for first brother or oldest brother).
I put your face close to his. Just a few inches away.
"What I can't find out." I winked at him.
"Well, I failed you.." he looked disappointed mixed with annoyance.
I kissed her cheek gently. And Qeisha's cheek turned red and it made me want to tease her even more.
"But if I hadn't seen you this morning with Abang Lung, maybe I would have harbored this feeling forever." I said as I imagined the incident this morning.
"But you know from whom Isman is Abang Lung? You've been with me all day." he's getting curious.
"Niko.. And they tell a lot... Until brother Lung told me that you always say my name at home." I tried to explain.
"Ohh, you should know everything a little longer... Let your attitude be sweeter than this.."
"If I knew longer.. Maybe I'll go crazy and depressed like I used to.." I took off his arms.
"I won't let that happen." she hugged me again and this time it was tight. I fell silent and returned his embrace.
"I won't let you be disappointed let alone have depression like before... All are enough memories... I know your struggle to heal and survive until this moment is not easy, so I will not let all that dark time appear again..."
"Thank you for turning me back into a normal human being again". I kissed her on the forehead and hugged my best friend. And from today officially became my lover
"You know, yes." I asked.
He nodded slowly, the omens agreeing.
"Your room is still intact there... You've been gone a few months." I added.
"Yeah.".he took off his arms and grabbed my hand.
"Since when have you loved me.
"Since you accompanied me and sincerely took care of me... All of those feelings were present and I allowed it to keep growing.. Take good care of it and miss you in silence..."
"When have you been?" I'm back with nanya.
"Since I've seen you fight for my life and for the ideals of your parents." she replied gently.
"Thank you.." I hugged him back.
Qeisha used to take good care of me. He always took care of me from every nightmare that came in my sleep. He's the one who always reminds me of when I started to despair again. He always gives encouragement and support. He was always patient when my anger came and I returned to the lowest point of my chaotic logic. And that feeling grows because it gets used to it. I'm used to him and used to him always being by my side. In my tears or in my laughter.
I love you, my friend. My lover.
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