
I walked around, a lot of what I thought. As a fellow woman I do not want to be selfish by just looking at her appearance alone has made me full. The appearance that has always been beautiful and fashionable has been lost somewhere. The change is too far away and makes people will not believe it if they do not witness it themselves.
"He's been gone since I was 7 months old. I've been waiting for him ever since, but until now there's never been a single word he's given. I'm confused how else. To go back to the village I couldn't. In this situation it will definitely make my elderly mother will be shocked and even sadder."
"I think it's better if you go home. At least there are people and places for you to live. After all they are your family. Surely they'll be able to understand how you are." I clasped his hand.
Seeing Diyah cry and shaken actually I can't bear. But I can't go too far either. Just giving advice as a solution is enough in my opinion. I no longer want to get into trouble, not that I do not believe but I will be more vigilant for everything in the future.
"What if my family doesn't accept this child?"
"You haven't tried it, just guessing it won't solve the problem. What you have in mind will be more chaotic because of the many assumptions that should not exist."
"What if this kid takes care of you? after giving birth, I'll let you take care of her. I promise, after that it will no longer appear let alone interfere with your lives. I just want to give a whole life to my son."
His words surprised me.
"I know very well how my extended family is. They won't accept this kid, maybe even I'll get them kicked out. Please take care of this child."
His words some time ago are still very clear in my mind. I'm confused what to do now. Until I got to the contract I just kept quiet daydreaming.
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I stepped out of the store, I spread my gaze to find my husband. I snorted in annoyance because he had not been seen where he could be. I rogo the little bag I brought to get my phone.
"Why pout?"
"Lo, where are you from?" I was a little confused.
I've been spreading my eyes in all directions but I don't see him anywhere. But now it was suddenly behind me and hugging me tightly.
"Cirain doesn't pick me up!!"
"Maha." I pinched his stomach for laughing at me.
"Fetch my dear dong, he said you want to eat kebabs. So how? so buy it or not?"
"Buy dong!!" I smiled, holding his hand towards the parking lot where our motorbike was.
In silence I grieve my own stupidity. Why not check the whereabouts of our motor before grumbling. The motor drove towards Imam Bonjol road towards kebab shop"Abah". There are a lot of kebab sellers, but I prefer to eat kebabs in Abah's shop. It tastes good and good.
"Kab itam 1 the usual 1 yes mas, kebab nya kebab mix without onion."
After ordering I chose to go back to where my husband was waiting on the bike. While waiting for the order to be completed.
"Yank, Andri's getting married next week."
"Eh really? the same boy who? the feeling he never dated, right? I suddenly want to get married."
"Just get married religiously."
"Why is that?"
"Because.. "
"Master, the order is done."
I smiled and then took my order. A light snack but classified as heavy is one of my favorite so far.