The Love of the Former
DCSM chapter 47
#People say love is beautiful, right? but why does this hurt. It hurts even more than I imagined#
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Pri walked into the barracks called mes by the workers. A complex with several lined tenements. In one room can accommodate several people at once. Because they just need to sleep and rest.
"You've eaten, Pri? I bought a snack on the street. Let's eat together."
Wanto pulls Pri's arm which looks like a robot. No laughter or smiles were seen there. Only my eyes were shown. And Wanto knows that.
"Next night we go yuk road?"
"Again males, why do I."
"Yes elah Pri. Life is only once, to be enjoyed and grateful not even made sad like this."
"You can say that, because it's not you who feels it yourself. You don't understand how broken I am right now. It's worse than that." Pri closed his eyes.
He had not slept for two days. Every time he tries to close his eyes, Ar's shadow always comes to him. The smile that he had always kept and imagined when his longing began to appear would disappear from his grasp.
Relationships that do not have the status that they live are very difficult. No one will understand it except the two of them.
Now, when Ar surrendered. Pri will not be able to survive alone.
Ar said the last time they asked each other the news before Arsita returned to the Fatherland.
"You're right, To. Living only once should we be able to grasp what we want to have. Not giving up on something we should still be able to fight for. You know, To. I didn't lose because I really lost. But lost to the circumstances that I should have been able to hold." Lirih.
Wanto breathed a heavy sigh. He could no longer give advice. He who has never felt the taste of dating, certainly does not know the taste.
"Here you go, it's all gone. You better just be honest with him. Maybe this is the best way for both of you. Later when it's time, you will find your own soul mate."
"I don't know what it's like to date, hehehe. I married my wife directly. In the village, so yes it is common to be betrothed to it. But lucky to not be dating either. Don't know the pain, like you're gini."
"Sleeping hard, eating reluctant, work not spirit. It's like a living corpse. Be honest with everything. Many other girls are still out, let her be happy and you should be happy too."
Pri fell silent, what Wanto said did have a point. He must rise for himself. Regarding his love, what Arsita said has a point. Love does not have to have, just let it be a form of love itself.
"Where's the rice? why is this all snack, To."
"Well, he said he wasn't hungry. Yo wes not spend it all, than redundant." Wanto grinned with an arm that scratched his head that did not itch.
Huufts
Pri snorted, not wanting to eat some snacks that Wanto bought. A small smile on the lips of the father of one child when he saw Pri eat his food. Although only snacks, at least it was enough to prop up the stomach of his best friend.
