The Love of the Former

DCSM chapter 61

Farewell is a painful thing. For some, though, it is a blessing. I don't want to be categorized as what I'm going through. Parting with someone I obviously loved a long time ago. But I had to meet a man who would eventually become my current husband. With an attitude and behavior as good as him that I had to forget in love. But I still try to hold it as a friend,

Was wrong?

I just hope everything ends well. Apart from the curse that was once thrown. Until this moment I have not dared to offend the curse that Pri mas Pri threw. I'm still scared, afraid things are going as bad as they were a while ago.

I can not deny, my biggest fear at this time is the issue of heredity. Of course I can no longer think as casually as my husband suggested. Bad thoughts always come when he leaves without asking me.

Like tonight, Valdi told me that he was going to be with his best friends. It's not far from where we live, but I still feel unsettled.

Work that should have ended at 10 pm must be delayed until 11 pm because there is an impromptu order that must be prepared. I was upset with the situation. With ever-present anxiety undermined my trust.

"Ar, why? your work wasn't done that way? any problems?"

I shook my head as Endang approached me. My hands are deftly wrapped in cakes and bread but honestly my heart and mind are not here.

My husband was in front of the store when I got home from work. Not infrequently he has been there long before the clock. But tonight? I repeatedly glanced out precisely under the tree next to the security guard post. The place where my husband usually waits. I didn't find him, I got more anxious when I looked at the wall clock that felt like it was turning faster.

Until 11 p.m., we were all out of the store. I spread my eyes out to the security guard post and under the tree. Where my husband used to wait for me to come home from work, every night he would always be there to pick me up. But tonight there is no visible figure.

For some reason, if on a normal day it feels like walking too fast or maybe the distance is indeed close. But tonight the contract feels very far away. Luckily, we chose a contract not far from the highway. Until midnight there were two people passing by.

"Tumben's alone, where's the mas?"

"I think sleep sir."

Answer me while it goes on. Of course Mr. Yadi asked that and it was natural. He who has a fried rice stand is right at the end of the alley where my contract is located.

I opened the door in a hurry. I'm worried about my husband who I've been trying to call but couldn't. I never thought about asking his friend.

My gaze pushers through the entire contents of the contract, not even the slightest shadow of my husband there. I tried calling her phone again, but again only the voice of the operator I could hear.

My mind is getting more confused. Not not knowing or not knowing. Some time ago Andri one of our coworkers had slipped. He said that Diyah used to tease Valdi every time she had the chance. And that disturbed my mind.

But my husband never showed me another wave until I dismissed all the bad things in my mind. But tonight, that fear is growing. Diyah's name seems to backfire in my life.