The Love of the Former

DCSM chapter 11

#Do you know what it means to miss? something you only feel when you lose. And something you won't be able to achieve once you let go.

It's not just the words you used to say and you listened to so everyone would know your heart. That's not it, remember!! Longing only exists in the heart that is truly longing.#

...🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸...

When Maghrib came, I rushed out to the musholla at the end of the restaurant. The place is not too big but enough to accommodate more than 20 people. With some guests who came I carried out my duties.

I went back to the kitchen past the right side of the restaurant. There are several benches facing the highway. A little flinched when my arm was suddenly pulled back. There's Mas Dian standing there with a look I can't guess. Just like when he stopped me yesterday.

"What's wrong?"

"Don't go in, let's just sit here for a second."

I was a little confused by his attitude. But unabashedly put my ass to the bench right next to him. But if you can be honest, I want to feel like this foot is stepping quickly into the kitchen as if there is something there waiting for me.

"That's a guest we're sitting here casually. Could get fired later if we get caught."

"It's just for a second. Take it easy, the guest is eating too." I sighed and thought of the best way to immediately return to the kitchen.

"But my gaze was focused on the toilet next to the kitchen entrance from the front. The shadow of a person's selulet is not so clear because the distance is also a little far.

Did I see wrong? but it's impossible. Obviously I saw that the shadow of the guy who first entered then only a girl entered there too.

I'm sure Dian saw it too. But he was even eager to invite me to chat. It turned out, they were all indeed covering up something from me.

" Mum, come in yuk. I was just a permit to pray. I think it's been too long since I've been out." Seeing the agitation of Mas Dian who was still agitated I also took a slow breath.

"I know what's going on. But that doesn't mean I should always avoid and you're all hiding it from me. Come on, let's go in. Later when it's time I'll tell you everything. For now, thank you for protecting my feelings Dian Mas.But trust me I'm fine." I smiled, flanked Mas Dian's arm and led him into the restaurant through the side door. Don't want to disturb the two couples who are doing nothing in the toilet there.

Even mbak Wiwin who saw me enter slightly swerved towards Mas Dian who could only shrug his shoulders.

"What order is there ma'am?" I asked after setting foot in the kitchen. Everyone looked confused at me and then looked at Mas Dian, exactly as Wiwin had done.

"Not to be that weird. Then guess the guess. This less order what's not yet ma'am?"

I tried to convince them not to be awkward anymore. In the end they went back to acting as usual. A giggling sound could be heard from the back door of the kitchen.

"Lo yank, how are you here?" The priest stood stiffly in front of me. Just stymied the long ceramic table where to store dishes and arrange food before being taken out to guests.

I smiled at his silly question. Even I still saw the two hands clinging to each other before he tried to walk closer to me.