The Love of the Former

DCSM chapter 30

Time has shown ten o'clock in the evening, when we decided to go home. Many things actually want to be resolved, but it seems that now is also not the right time.

Ayu moved to sit in the back seat with me. The little girl seemed to be very sleepy. Seen several times he yawned and dropped his head forward.

"We're home, Mom. Thanks a lot for the dinner." Rini stood up and began to tidy up Ayu's clothes and jacket.

"Don't play around here."

"Calm down, I'll play again. Just so there's a treat." Rini followed her words.

He is so the guy. Never want to cover anything to look good. His words that are always thin ceplos sometimes invite laughter. But not infrequently also makes a heartache if you do not understand too much about his attitude.

The priest stared at me for a long time, but there was no movement from him. I understand his attitude.

"I'll say yes first." I give my hands to their friends.

"Other times to play to Jajag again yes, mbak. Let's get along with it." Rudi smiled as she accepted my hand.

I just nodded in response to their words. I lyrics Pri who is still in his place without flinching. Same with the Imam.

"Geez what situation is this." I murmured softly.

I got by Rini in the yard who was ready with his motorbike. I had to start everything.

"Mas, I'm back first." Pri took my hand.

I smiled as I turned my body. I don't know, these lips feel mute and tears also feel like coming out. As hard as I am to hold back all the turmoil that came back crashing into the sturdy wall that I tried to build all this time.

Looking and looking into his eyes instantly made me waver. The Imam said that love was still there for him. But what about the Imam? I can't just use the goodness of his heart, can I?

"Call me when you get to." Pri whispered and hugged me from behind right in front of the door. I didn't even notice his presence behind me.

My heart went back to hammer when his breath hit my neck. Things I hadn't felt for a long time were happening again. It was different when I was with the Imam.

"I'm saying yes!!" My later.

I must leave immediately for the comfort of my heart. Don't forget the look of a few pairs of eyes there. And also, the Priest who looked at me in a smile that he hid behind his thin lips.

"Be careful on the road. Do not sleep late so that tomorrow is not too late to leave." The priest patted me on the shoulder slowly.

No hugs, no calls, baby. Especially the kiss she used to do when we were about to part. Either because we were all standing in his yard, or because he was covering everything in front of Mas Pri.

I nodded in response, I immediately got on the motorbike that was already on with Rini and Ayu who were ready to sit on it.

What heart did you do to me? why do you always play with my feelings like this.

I cried all the way to Rini's house. Even when the one-child woman asked me to speak, I was no longer able to concentrate on hearing it. Until finally, Mbak Rini also realized the change in my attitude.

"Just cry if it makes you calmer, Ar." He said and then fell silent, giving me room to master my own feelings.