The Love of the Former

DCSM chapter 22

A plantation area became our choice this afternoon. The friendly air made us want to enjoy it for a long time.

With the Imam sitting on his motorbike, hugging me from behind enjoying the view. Not a second Imam let go of his embrace.Little talk we do while occasionally interspersed with jokes.

"You know what, chances are I'll go abroad, too." His words are still in the same position. Placed his chin on my right shoulder, occasionally in this peck of cheek.

"You mean?"

"A while ago. My brother who was in the neighboring country called and invited me to go there with him. At first I refused, but after I thought again. I accept it, however I also need to improve. Life here is quite monotonous and to be honest I have not been able to be independent in my own needs. Sometimes I still trouble both my parents with business that I should be able to handle myself. Including the financial."

He searched his words. There was a breath that was wasted with weight.

"You know, Yank. Being with you is like finding someone I can protect and can take care of. You're the only one I want to keep and stay here."

"Even I turned down a job offer at a hotel that was in my residence just to be able to see you."

The priest tightened his embrace. While I was still speechless in surprise without being able to say anything.

" The salary we get at the hotel where we work is not sufficient. But behind that, I can be with you every time this is a bonus for me. You know that, right? I'm not a plain young man like most. I have done many things including conquering women. But you, you're the only one I look after. I love you, Yank. Even though I know and know. You only see Pri's name."

"I don't want to take you, I've seen that happiness show up in your face when I hear about it. I'm aware of all that."

"Another month, I'll meet you with her. Before I leave the country."

"Mom." Ogre

"Are you really going?" Of the many things he said I was focused on his departure plan.

"Yes, why? you're afraid of kangen, aren't you?" Ledek her while menoel the tip of my nose.

"Why leave me?"

"Because I'm no reason to smile. I'm just helping to keep you as long as he's away from you."

"Mam, I.."

The priest turned my body to look at him now. She covered my face with her two hands.

"There is nothing to be sorry about, and do not be sad or blame yourself. My presence to complete on your own time. But when he came back, I had to go back. Yank, I love you and want you to keep smiling. Wherever I am, remember!! if I always loved you. Hmm!!"

I could only nod, near her forehead and my forehead until the tip of our noses stuck together. Not long after the Imam hugged me tightly.

I was so confused by my own feelings. I love him but I still love Pri. I could never throw away all the memories of him.

Even the opposition of the two of our families was not able to make me give up. But, being in the arms of the Imam at this time. I also feel my own comfort and happiness. Whether conscious or uncomfortable it calms me down. Even consciously I returned his embrace.

The smell of perfume he wore also made me rilex, coupled with the cool air of the plantation made this heart become peaceful.

"Have I fallen in love with her too?" A question I could never find the answer to.