The Love of the Former

DCSM chapter 32

Pov Imam's

Some time after the departure of Arsita and mbak Rini. I went back into the house with Pri and three other friends.

At first we told stories as usual like gathering every time there was free time. I'd be lying if I didn't know Pri's daily life and where he's been all this time. But I realized, it was not my capacity and authority to tell Arsita the truth.

Anyway, I never knew the truth of their love story all this time. So I chose to be quiet as if I didn't understand anything.

In the midst of our laughter. Pri suddenly asked me something that made me cramped, so I couldn't sleep after.

"You like her?" Ask without a stale base.

"Who?" I'm still pretending I don't understand the direction of the conversation.

"Sita?"

I was silent, looking at him. The sita? maybe it's a call unfortunately for, Ar.

"Why do you think that?" I'm still trying to evade.

I didn't want to fight, considering we were friends for a long time. I also don't want to make, Ar get in trouble because I said it wrong.

"You're acting different to him. You two seem to be hiding something. Not wrong, is it? if I had such a thought?"

"That's a nice girl.Even all the friends working in the hotel and restaurant are very close to her. The boy was good to talk to and tell stories. We're all close, not just me but everything's close." I looked at Pri who was looking back at me.

I really hope he believes my explanation. Although I have a sense of Ar, I do not want to be selfish by forcing my desires.

"How's he with you? you still love her?" My next fishing rod.

Honestly, I want to know how they both really feel, regardless of the problems that have plagued their relationship so far.

"I still love him. But everything is so complicated for us to go through." He said while exhaling cigarette smoke upwards.

"Only baby? if only you love, you should forget about it. You can let go of each other without hurting each other like this." I'm trying to make a middle ground.

I don't know what will happen. I just want to open the way. For me, for Ar or for Pri himself.

"If it's as easy as you say, Mom. Maybe I've been doing it a long time. But with him I can't. Not once twice have I tried. The failure I suffered. You know how I've been trying to break up with her? The broken word that is said from these lips is only limited to the wind. Don't want to not even willing this heart to really let go." Pri lowered his face.

He looked several times he breathed. I closed my own eyes. Remember how Arsita looked when we talked about her relationship with Pri.

I'm pretty sure they both still love each other. What was the reason for their separation?

"If you can't and you love each other, why not try to survive. There may be a solution to the problem you two are facing."

I'm trying to dampen the turbulent taste in this chest. How not? I love him too, but I give advice and solutions to your competitors.

"If there is no conflict between our families. Maybe it won't all be like this. Maybe also, Arsita and I are still together today." Pri lit a cigarette to both of them.

I fell silent with the words that were uttered just now. It turns out that it is true, their problem is not a problem commonly experienced by couples who only love. With what I heard just now, I can deduce if the two of them even had time to plan to be together.

"Yank, it's worth it that you find it hard to accept me. It turns out that's your love. I have to how to end this feeling for you?" I went back to talking to myself.

The devastation was evident in both of Pri's eyes staring blankly. Our chat stopped when Rudi and Kuncrut returned. The two of them had originally come out to buy cigarettes until Pri and I had a chance to talk to each other. Even though the results are still the same. Hang up.

Our conversation and jokes. Even Pri and I seemed to forget what we were talking about a few minutes ago.

My phone clinks a sign that a message is coming in. So did Pri's phone that he put on the carpet. I had a glimpse of Arsita's name appearing there. And when I look at my phone, it's a message from him, too.

"He's here, he says he's going to sleep." I said so as not to cause suspicion to others.

"Who?" Rudi opened his mouth while eating eggnuts casually.

"Arrita." Reply slowly.

"He sent me the same message." Pri showed Ar a fleeting message.

"Is he still on the throne?" The recruit finally opened his voice.

"Why? don't tell me you guys have a crush, do you?" Look at my two little friends.

"It's only natural to have a crush, after all she's beautiful. If you smile it makes your heart dag dig dug it feels." Rudi smiled with his own words.

"Oh my God, don't add any more rivals." My cry in my heart.

"He is beautiful. Not his face but his behavior. I met a lot of girls prettier than him. But sometimes it is boring, while Arsita is different. He can make a living."

For that opinion I totally agree. What Pri said is true. Arsita can make the atmosphere alive and full of laughter. Talking to him will feel comfortable because he is able to put himself.

Right at midnight we stopped the chat that we had been doing since. Before they actually leave. Pri told me and left Arsita to me. Didn't you know that I want it too?

I threw my body down after locking all the doors. Even my parents seem to have been asleep for the past few hours.

My mind floated with many questions that perched in this mind. I don't know which one to find out first.

Because I was nervous I could not close my eyes until the time showed at two in the morning. I pulled the phone that I was charging. Intentions want to play games while waiting for drowsiness to come. But I saw that he was still awake.

"Are you sharing a message with Pri there, yank?"

That question pissed me off myself. Until I finally decided to call him.