The Love of the Former

DCSM chapter 40

Living in a small town makes me just like any other girl. Matchmaking and gossip because the age they consider it is time to get married has not been implemented.

Five months have passed after the departure of Imam and Mas Pri from my life. Five months also I managed to show that I was able to stand upright with both my legs.

"Ar, I want something to talk to you about."

Today I took a weekly leave of absence. This afternoon, I went to play in Kalibaru. There were a lot of my friends in school. From nine o'clock in the morning I left until Maghrib had just returned home. There's a lot I do there. Silahturahmi is the most important thing I do.

Together they invite laughter and old stories. Not much change has been seen from my old friend. In addition to status and also life which is certainly changing for now. Many of them even have descendants.

I just smiled and said that I haven't met a soul mate yet or it's not time for me to get married. I'm still young, that's what I think. Remember think!!

At the age that has not stepped on 25 years makes me not so dizzy about marriage problems. Although it is not uncommon to hear rumors because of my status.

I sat in a small chair near the window. Mom and Dad were sitting next to each other on the couch in our house. From both of them I can draw the conclusion that there is something important they want to say. And it must have something to do with me.

And it's true. When you said that there was a child from his best friend who asked me or his cool language asked me to.

I exhaled a rough breath, trying to win my own heart. Don't want to be rude to the old man who fought for my life until I was as big as I am now.

"I've never even met or known him, sir. How can you be dating, let alone get engaged."

Oh my God, that's how I said. Is this heart made of flour dough that can be changed in shape and content at will?

As a person living in the modern world. Of course I know love, and taste. It is not like their old days that only accept when they are betrothed.

"Sir, I'm young. There's still a lot I want to achieve. If I get married now, I can't necessarily make my wish come true."

"It is precisely because you are married, there is someone who can help you to make it happen immediately." Chortle.

"I want to meet him. But to get married, I'll think about it again. I don't want to do something I don't want to."

"I hope my father and mother can understand what my decision is. Marriage is not only because there are those who help think, but also unite hearts and dreams into one thing in common. Don't come because the sudden decision I took made me blame you if something happens someday."

I looked at my father and mother in turn. I want to feel angry but I really can't. After all, they must have thought of me . With the many gossip of the neighbors add to the anxiety in the hearts of both of them. As a parent, I'm pretty sure their feelings are more fragile than I am.

"Once you'd better get some sleep. It's already night anyway. About tomorrow, how good tomorrow is."

I left, left my parents and decided to go into my own room. It's a body that feels tired.