The Hijrahku Journey

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All the preparation for tomorrow's exam is finished just studying and preparing myself, I prepare the black and white clothes that I want to wear for the exam.Suddenly I feel weak, my chest tightness seems to recur.

I tried to calm myself down, slow my breath and drink plenty of water."I have to be strong, I can definitely fight this.Tomorrow is my last test so I can't give up ."My mind encourages itself.

Slowly it started to get better so I went to bed so that tomorrow would be better.

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The exam day I was waiting for, I was already at the exam site waiting for the examiner to come.It was still in a weak state but I tried to strengthen myself, I was,when my name was called into the room.I stepped quietly as if I was so strong, in the room all the questions given by the examiner can I answer and run smoothly, staying waiting for the announcement after the exam is over.

Arriving the time of the announcement, we were invited to enter the room to listen to the announcement of the exam results.

My name was called and I graduated cumlaude,"Alhamdulillah, God, finally all my struggles have been reaped and now I have got a degree in economics."My inner.

Finished the announcement, outside the room was waiting for other friends to give gifts.When I went out I tried to look around, apparently no one gave a gift.People who expected to come did not appear, did not show up,only my sister and her friend came to congratulate my friend Naila for coming.

All the photos started using the camera my sister brought, but the longer I felt weak, the more,my face also looks pale while others look beautiful with make up.There is no more thought to make up because my mind just wants to go home rest,no longer care about the results of the photo will be like what is clear there are photos that can be remembered later.

My weak state and pale face, I ask for help naila take me home.Until at the cost I immediately sleep, try to calm down so that the tightness stops.

Finish Erik's prayer is new news, "Congratulations on your new title, may the title be useful and successful always."Erik.

"Yes, thank you, but I want to rest first because it's not tired anymore" I deliberately did not tell Erik about my condition because it's useless he will not care either.

Early in the morning my feelings were getting worse, my heart was getting crowded.My sister panicked how to do because it was still very early, in a state of weakness I was forced to call Erik for help to transfer to the hospital but again the number is not active.

Fortunately, my friend Inna came to see my situation after I called and drove me to the hospital by myself because my sister Riri had a morning lecture.

Accompanied by my friend Inna to the ER room, I lay in wait for Inna to finish taking care of the administration.After checking the doctor I was advised to hospitalize because my stomach acid was severe.

My sister Riri came, 'Inna went home."I go home first yeah.Tomorrow I come again."Pamit Inna's.

"Yes, thank you for bringing me here."I smiled at Inna.

Krieing...

"Assalamualaikum, what is it???" Ask Erik.

"No. I'm just saying I'm in the hospital now." I answered casually.

Why else??" Ask Erik again.

"Obviously, my stomach acid is relapsing."Stay relaxed.

"I'm going there soon." That's all Erik said and hung up.

Riri who heard our conversation, curious then asked."Erik wanna come??"

"yeah..."My answer.

"Why not from earlier??" Riri said annoyed.

"I just got word, her phone's active."My bell.

"If it's baby, it's not like coming here for a second." Riri snorted Upsetly.

"Maybe he just woke up, it's just now." I don't want to be dizzy with Erik's attitude, want him to care or not for me it doesn't matter anymore.It's better I focus on my health, after that just think about how in the future.