The Hijrahku Journey

SOMETHING HAS CHANGED

The script exam went smoothly only one more exam could get a Bachelor of Economics degree, the hour showed at 18.00 entered maghrib.I and others rushed home, heading to the first floor.

I called Erik, but I wasn't picked up.

"Where is there any news from Eric?."Ask my friend Aida.

"Yes, but it was not lifted even before the exam was reminded to pick it up" I replied with a bent face.

"Try it again and get busy." Saran Aida's.

"Yes.eh this is lifted." Pointing to my phone.

"Yes cha, it's over with the test."Ask Erik casually.

"Udah.this is coming home, where are you???" Means back.

"You haven't come home yet??" Still don't realize I'm waiting to be picked up.

"Why go back, I should ask you where???, why not pick me up ??? it was already reminded to pick it up, this already wants magrib." I'm getting pissed off.

"Oh yeah, I forgot cha, I just finished playing volleyball on the beach with my friends, you go home alone." Without feeling guilty Erik persuaded.

"Go home by yourself!!!, are you sure you tell me to go home by myself at this hour????, in the entrance hall is not prone to rik later if there is anything how???." I can't believe Erik told me to go home alone.

"There will be nothing, do not be afraid of yourself,you have to learn to be independent so as not to depend on the same person.I can not pick up because it is far away so you go home alone first will usually walk alone."Erik said that.

"Yeah, usually alone but it's noon, many other students are walking but it's dark, it's as clean as it is." Reply annoyed.

"I can't pick up the cha because it's far away, so you go home alone first.Must study independently, you have to be brave." Erik.

"I went home alone." I just kept quiet to hear Erik's words that I still couldn't believe that Erik could ever turn off the phone.

"So picked up the same erik?" ask Aida again.

"No, he said he had the same business as his friend" I replied.

"Yes, I'm with you, but we'll wait a little while, because my brother is still on the road." Clearly Aidah.

"Yes.nothing." Reply again.

"Take a wait for us to pray magrib first in the campus mosque." Ajak.

Finish my prayers and Aidah is still waiting for his brother who is still on the road because of traffic jams, while waiting for me to daydream for myself,"Why can Erik so long as it tells me to walk alone at night ??? where the streets in the hallway enter kosangkil,instead of worrying, instead of telling me to study independently.In fact, I have to study independently, but what a guy who says he likes girls want to be serious but in let walk night and night on a vulnerable road copet, if he didn't think that, he seems to have started to change."My inner.

"Cha, my sister's in front."Ajak.

"Ehh.iya wait."

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kringg....

Just got to kos erik calling.

"Assalamualaikum, is it up to kos???" Ask Erik.

"Wa'alaikum hail, it's over." I lazily replied.

"Good, I just got to the boarding house to clean up." Said Erik casually who had not realized that I was angry.

"He's been cleaning up there."Getting upset.

"You why cha????, the answer from earlier was so ketus." Asked Erik who was beginning to wake up.

"Nothing, think to yourself."Without waiting for Erik to speak, I hung up.

"Yeah, not in between home." ledek my sister Riri who from earlier heard my conversation with Erik.

"Who isn't angry, when I'm told to walk these nights, you already know that in the driveway here it's prone to pickpockets." My curses.

"Everyone like that doesn't have to believe, just stay behind." Riri is actually already upset with Erik and always advises me to let Erik go but I am still not ready.

"But he's been good all along." My bell.

"Well, if it's good there won't be any other women." Riri resolutely.

"Yes, don't talk about it I want to rest." I tried to switch the conversation so it wasn't long.

Actually what Riri said was there was a point, just that I was not ready to lose at this time but that does not mean I want to always be treated like this,the real reason I survive.What is certain is that at this time I survive but have prepared myself if later he really proved there are other women and when it happened, it happened,without a second thought, I will leave without coming back, even if he pleads.