The Hijrahku Journey

BETWEEN THE PAST AND THE FUTURE

In the room I kept daydreaming about what Ryan said a few days ago,

"Could Ryan be serious or just joking ???,if joking is not possible his face is as serious as that and if it is serious it is not possible that he came to the village anyway he did not know the home address in the village even though he had been to the house but not necessarily him ahhhh Ryan this makes me dizzy, rather than me dizzy with Ryan who is not clear better tomorrow I go home from the office directly to the terminal,go home first so as not to bother thinking Ryan is not clear and there has been no news since that day.No need to hope is a guy emang so many more false promises,just go to sleep so you can dream beautiful dreams who knows can dream of meeting a soul mate.hehe."My chirps in my heart.

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In the office I often daydreamed and did not focus, why I always thought of Ryan's words but I was confused to believe it or not because since that day he had never heard, either,only one last message he sent after that disappeared.

"Assalamualaikum icha.sorry that I said all this too soon,honestly since the beginning I've started to have feelings with you just that time I still have amara and I thought you were her boyfriend raka so I backed off but now I don't want to lose this opportunity,it was enough yesterday that you stayed away from me that made me really lose and now I don't want any more ,then I'll come see your parents.That's all I can say now so you wait for me my future wife😊😊."

I woke up from the daydream because Ria patted my shoulder, "Eh yes what is ria ???" I said when I woke up from the daydream.

"You who have what cha, than was called even silent.again think what the hell???" Ask Ria.

"There is no Ria." She nodded with a smile towards Ria.

"Hmmm don't you still think about Ryan, do you???" Toda Ria laughed at me.

"What the hell is Ria,eh where are you going with the bag???" I asked her to see that Ria was already wearing a bag.

"You go home cha, you want to spend the night at the office." Said Ria jokingly.

"Having time to go home ???" I asked the unconscious when it was time to go home.

"Cha..cha..this is the hour to go home and in this neighborhood we just stay, you come home later you arrive at the village." Take Ria who knows I want to go home.

"Oh yes.I will go straight home, hmmm please see my room is the key." Gave the key to Ria.

"Ok..later I'll rummage through your room hehe." Take the key and put it in the bag.

"Originally don't sell the contents of his room, hehe." Stepping away took the opposite direction to Ria.

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It only takes 10 minutes to get to the terminal,without thinking long I immediately look for a car that is in the direction of my village just considering that the afternoon there is no longer a special car area to the village but luckily there are still cars that are in the same direction so I am not have to wait a long time.

Too tired at the office,I just leaned my body in the car seat to relieve a little tired in order to be comfortable on a trip that takes 2 hours.It just so happened that I left at 5 pm so it is likely that I will be until 7 if it is not jammed, it is still an hour away my phone rang and I saw on the screen a new number came in.Lazy served so I let it be the umpteenth time, so, I tried to shift the green button on my phone, although in a lazy tone I made a sound.

"Wa'alaikum hail icha, you finally lift up too." Sounds familiar to me but actually no longer want me to hear his voice let alone to meet him.

"Erik, what else is calling ????" my words are now not friendly anymore as if to immediately end our conversation but considering he has tried to contact me so I still appreciate.

"Caseless dong cha, I just want to ask you about how long you have no news." Erik tried to seduce me again in that innocent voice as if he had never done anything wrong.

"Alhamdulillah I'm good, do not care about me again later your boyfriend angry.Lazy I deal with you guys again and remember I'm happy so do not need to call me again,you better take care of your girlfriend." No longer do I think about her feelings I took out everything I wanted to say to make her aware but it turns out she never once realized it even apologized.

"Why the hell is cha you still mad at me ??? can't you forgive me and not talk like that???, honestly cha if I can choose I want you to survive not him but why you just back off and tell him to defend." Trying to seduce again.

"I don't think it needs to be discussed because for me it's just the past and I'm happy so please don't bother me anymore,take care of your own business.We can still be friends but just friends no more and also you must be aware to keep the feelings of women who are defending you now so please stay away from me." I find it harder to control myself considering he never realizes his mistake.

"Wait for cha, don't turn it off because I want to talk." Erik.

"What else you're talking about isn't clear what I said." I'm upset.

"Cha, don't you pity me ??? again sick like this you even angry.I call you because again kangen same you and want to hear your voice who knows I can be cured immediately." The sheep.

"So you called me just for that ??? why not call your girlfriend ??? it's exactly what you have to call it he, who knows you're instantly healed if you hear his voice." I raised both my eyebrows and then I breathed a long breath hearing Erik's behavior that made me lose my sense of the same.

"I just need you because you are more understanding and more mature than him, which is if I call him later even quarrel.Lagian you also succumbed to him if not, he said, you must be the same me now." Said relaxed.

"I'm grateful to be away from you and now I'm happy,I already have my own candidate so do not bother me anymore.Should now you maintain a person who is so good to accept all your shortcomings even though he himself is sick but choose to survive for you." I brought all my misadventures to Erik.

"I'm not sure you've got a replacement for me, if there's only you who likes him but that guy won't like you." The sound of laughter across the phone seemed to belittle me, thinking no one would like me but him.

"Maybe now you don't believe it but later when you see me sitting in the hall you will just stop laughing but quite the opposite,I hope this is the last time you call me and don't bother me anymore because to me you're just the past, Assalamualaikum." Immediately I turned off the phone, not wanting to hear any more of his hurtful words,who always thinks as if only he likes me so much that he can play with me without even a word of apology from his mouth for all the mistakes he has ever done even with his sword says stuff like that.

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Distracting his mind from thinking about Erik's words,I lyrics car windows look up to the ceiling to notice the reflection of the moonlight that looks bright tonight.Not long I backrest my body looking straight into the road saw some other vehicles in front of the car, which is not the only one that is in front of the car,I suddenly remembered a name that some days made it difficult for me to focus, but I did not dare and prestige myself to contact him first,later he even thought I was too hopeful.Keep I keep the phone in the bag and then I close my eyes to be able to sleep considering there is still an hour to get to the village.

Sorry the author is still in the learning stage so please be understood and please support him so that the author can continue to work😊😊