The Hijrahku Journey

HE TRIED TO STAY AWAY BUT HE ALWAYS CAME

Deciding to stay away from Erik in order to be happier with April was not that easy, the more I tried Erik always contact me and at the same time April also contacted me if Erik's number was busy.

Ringing the phone in from Erik, at first I did not pick up but he called continuously so I picked up with an angry tone.

"What else is it ??" I answered lazily.

"Let's relax, I just want to ask you how are you???" Still sounds relaxed.

"I'm good but you better not call me anymore." I'm upset.

"Why cha??? Won't you just ask me the news, can't you ???" Erik said casually.

"No way, April will misunderstand again." I want to be firm so that Erik doesn't get more relaxed.

"No, it's good he understands." Erik answered casually.

"Yes.he's good but I'm not good, I just don't want your relationship to have any more problems because of me." I was getting annoyed with Erik's behavior.

"It's wrong of you yourself why it's not you who survive it just tells him to endure, even though I want you to survive." Still blaming others for their own mistakes.

"Why do I survive with a person whose heart is clearly divided for others, some of whom want to survive because they still love you." I gave an understanding to Erik even though he knew it would have no effect on someone like him.

"Honestly, I still hope we'll be together sometime after I solve my problem with April." Erik spoke as if Me and April had no feelings so he decided to pick and leave when he felt unsuited.

"No need to worry, I don't believe anything you say, no more." I've been lazy to listen to him but I let him get out what he wants to say.

"But I'm serious cha, your thinking is very different from April, and I wish you weren't April." Still trying to seduce but it has no effect on me anymore.

"It's rik enough, I'm tired of all your skits and lies." Not change my decision.

"But cha, I really want to be with you." Rayu Erik again.

"Want me and April so...hmm after you managed to persuade April now you want to persuade me too, so???" I understand Erik's intentions, but I don't want to be stupid anymore because I believe all his lies.

"I'm serious cha..." Not giving up on seducing.

"Had I been lazy to listen to all your lies, this too there was a call April coming in maybe he called you but because he was busy so contact me too, already call your girlfriend there." Finally I ended it all without wanting to hear any more false words from his mouth.

I switched to phone calls from April,to be honest I was lazy to hear about them again, but I kept trying to calm down to face those who now make me feel even April did not think about my feelings and only thought about herself.

I lazily picked up a phone call from April, "Assalamualaikum." April Saying.

"Wa'alaikum salutations." Flat answer.

"Erik just called you ??? your numbers are both busy." April asked the point.

"Yes.emang erik who called, why?" I've started to get upset with April who's always been like that as long as they turn back as if I have no feelings either,new also wants to heal the wound but still continue to be dragged like this.Not healed even more injured if it continues like this.

"Erik lied again when he promised he did not want any communication with you." Said April unknowingly that I am here still in the process of healing wounds that will definitely not be easy.

"Ohhh so, but calm down Erik was just news as a friend no more." Although injured but I still try to calm April down and want to see them stay together.

"But cha, he promised to stay away from you but was denied again when I tried to believe again as he was lied to again." The longer April talked, the more she showed that she was only concerned about herself wanting to be happy without thinking about me here.

"You have a lot of patience, it's not easy to do this April." I am still trying to be kind and calm despite feeling they are more comfortable with Me.

"May I ask cha for help ???" Pinta April's.

"What???" I was curious, hearing April suddenly say that.

"Please stay away from Erik so that we can truly be together without anyone else." Deg, April's remarks made me realize that Erik and April do indeed seem to fit.Just attach importance to his own feelings, only,at least if you want to be happy do not need to say such things especially I have also tried but Erik is the one who always comes to me even though I refuse or I maki at once.

"Hmm.actually I consider you guys friends but if you really have to stay away, of course I have no relationship with Erik but if asking the news is also a problem,I'm gonna block Erik." Fulfill April request.

"Thank you cha, you've understood.Hopefully my relationship with Erik after this will be fine." I began to not understand her attitude April, heard Selfish but it was natural to behave like that considering Erik also who never understood her feelings.

"Yes.hopefully you will always be happy and with your patience and sincerity Erik can change.had it been yes, I have business."Want Soon I end the conversation with April because I don't want to hear too long about them.Simply me with my wounds that will disappear slowly.

"Yes cha, thank you for understanding." April Saying.

"Yes..." I answered briefly and hung up the phone

It doesn't feel that easy to stay away, it takes time to slowly move away, he said,actually want to be like that but for the sake of their happiness I have to stay away.I tried to stay away by blocking Erik's contact so that he does not contact me again and for the sake of April's request.

Back to Erik, though,it will not happen again.Just that I need time and understanding April so as not to immediately break the relationship because all this time my friend who was always there was only Erik but everything changed after Erik's lie was exposed.

I started getting used to myself without any news from anyone,I realized Erik's presence meant something because he was the only one I trusted as a friend who could understand me who could possibly be a friend but it turned out that I was wrong because he was the wrong person.