The Hijrahku Journey

TURNS OUT SHE'S...

The atmosphere of the campus is as usual, too many humans who roam but not much I know.

I rushed to the 7th floor to the faculty, where there were already many other students filling the faculty room which must have been the last semester like me.

Sitting on the floor without any reason to wait for the supervisor to script immediately ACC.

"These are all turned out..." I greeted the others.

"Yeah, is the guidance of the cha thesis???" asked Naila

"Yes...yourselves have not been ACC ??" Ask me back

"Not yet, there's still something I want to take care of for a while in the office where I'm researching." Answer Naila.

"Keep why haven't you left yet."Ask again.

"I met the counselor first just to there, will you accompany me not to go there??? Naila Pinta.

" Mmmm..can but out I guidance ya."Answer😊

"Yes, I'll wait." Naila.

"Nai..ka like my guide did not go to campus, he said the day after the new come again.we leave now." Take me.

"Yoo." Rushing out of the room towards the motor park.

About 15 minutes drive, until there coincides with lunch hour so the employees who want to be met by Naila are not there.Again out lunch so must be waited first,While waiting for the man to come I open the phone.

Open facebook, I slide the phone screen to see the status and taraa.seen the photo of the girl again on her facebook status.

In my heart, my feelings of uncertainty feeling disbelief Erik made me hurt for the umpteenth time when I loved him but was disappointed but I could only keep quiet.

Naila who looked towards the screen of the phone could only say "Patience."

Without a second thought I called Erik and I asked but casually he just replied, "Can't be discussed now, I'll explain." That's all I said and hung up unilaterally.

Stupidly I was still trying to be patient while waiting for news of Erik's explanation that I thought he would explain directly but it turns out he just chatted and said, "Yes, that's right."

Just that and I already understood his point, unconsciously my tears were dripping.Crying but holding back to make a sound as I held onto my increasingly claustrophobic chest.

I slowly set my breath and drank some water to calm myself down but I couldn't forget the disappointment Erik gave me.

Too disappointed to make me unable to eat and think, do not believe Erik did that because all this time he was good and not like having another girlfriend.

While I was busy with my feelings, there Erik and April were happy.

During the discovery there was a boyfriend, Erik never had any news so I decided to contact first.Ingin know the real incident at once feel not willing to leave me suddenly.

"You've been with him for a long time?" My toot.

"Actually I'm the same he was in a match so I'm forced to be with him?"Answer Erik.

" So you're in a match, so why don't you tell me I can understand."I foolishly still believe in his lies that are so good at acting.

"Yes, I can't tell my parents that I'm still in college so wait for me to finish this." Clearly again.

"Ooo.so that's it, yeah." Unknowingly I was trapped again by Erik's lies.

"So, we're like this first." Erik's advice was so relaxed as if he had actually experienced firsthand.

"Yes.nothing." Still believe.

After being on the phone, Erik no more news.I kept thinking, the night I was dropped because of a lot of thoughts.Asam my stomach relapsed and fainted so I was taken to the hospital night-night.

In the ER I kept looking for Erik, mentioned his name in my half-consciousness.Seeing that, my brother tried to call Erik but the guy just said he had some organizational issues so couldn't come right then, too, wait for him to finish bringing the new material to the hospital.

After a few hours Erik came, "You why else ???." Erik asked as he gently held my hand that was attached to the infusion.

" Already, do not think about the problem will definitely be finished.Liat right you are sick now.., you better focus on your health so that it can be cured." There was no look of worry on Erik's face, it looked so relaxed.

"Yes, I won't think about it again." I started smiling looking at Erik who had come to see me.

But it didn't continue for long because just a few minutes Erik said back home.,"I went home first yes because there is an organizational business.I'm also ashamed of your sister Riri like she was angry, tomorrow I come here again.

I just kept quiet, watching Erik's footsteps disappear from view.

In my heart I have begun to doubt her feelings, "It seems that she is not really sincere, if sincerely it is impossible for her to leave me in such a state, what else is all this because of her."

My condition began to improve, my infusion was almost finished so the doctor suggested to go home.

My sister Riri takes care of the administration while I try to contact Erik to pick up but the old phone has just been picked up, there have been 20 new calls there are answers,"Yes hello..."still deep into the unconscious half just waking up.

"You can pick it up, I can go home." Much

"Well, who am I to get ready first." Answer Erik.

"I'll wait." Hang up.

The more my health day has improved, I open the laptop for thesis revision so I can take the next exam.

My phone rings, Erik's name is visible.

"What's up???" I started to sniff and study without any news from Erik, after I got out of the hospital I also did not tell erik anymore because I felt he changed.

"Can we meet????"Anything I want to talk about.

"Speaking what???, can you get on the phone". I want to be firm because I don't want to be lied to.

"I want to talk to you directly." Erik.

"She's afraid I'm still revising the thesis, and I'm telling you." Still with the same expression.

"I'll wait." Erik.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer's short.

We met at a cafe near my house.

"What's wrong??" Ask me without further ado.

"Honestly, I can't be away from you, I feel lost for a few days you have no news.I still love you cha but I can't refuse that matchmaking either."

"Actually I'm not ready if there's no you, I feel as good as without you." My reply.

"So we stay together.Well, I'll take care of this matter." Erik tried to convince again.

"From the beginning we are not dating only commitment for the next 2 years, so if you are dating with him is also okay." I tried to be firm with Erik.

" But I love you and you are the same, I still remember our commitment even though it is not the same now but will commit to it." Erik seduce.

"Yes, I'm still a darling, but you have to solve your problem"Still devastated and try to give Erik a second chance.

"Yes, I told the girl and she understood that, but we haven't told our parents later when it's time." Erik.

"This time I'll pass up the second chance but if you get caught there's another boyfriend, then without saying any more words I'll back off,no matter the same commitment, there is a third person, then all about us is done."My firm.

"Yes dear."Shew.

"Keep, why did he call you directly from earlier."Glancing at the erik's phone on the table.

"Not knowing either.it's a cuekin."Erik switched the conversation.

I still believe in all his words but from then on I have prepared myself if one day Erik is caught with the girl again.