The Hijrahku Journey

ASK FOR BLESSINGS

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After Maghrib I approached two of my parents who were resting in front of the TV, asking them out to meet Ryan who was waiting in the living room to convey his intentions and goals.

Meanwhile Ryan was already starting to look serious sitting in the living room chair, perhaps composing good words to reassure my two parents,I was nervous about the answers to my parents, but I gave them back to my parents because they knew what was best for me.

Not long Papa and Mama came out, papa sat right in front of Ryan in the mama follow beside him.Rina, Arya and I in the side seat between Ryan and papa.

Ryan's voice sounded without hesitation and nervous asking for blessing in front of my taua people,when I heard the word blessing I felt creepy not to think there was a man who dared to come to propose to me in front of my own parents.

In my heart I was amazed by Ryan who had proven his words despite the disbelief that Ryan had proposed to me at this time.

"Sorry Om aunt, actually I want to ask for blessing for om's son and aunt, I want to propose to om's son and aunt ???" With a serious look but still looks polite looking at papa.

"I mean Ryan's son, wants to propose to my son Aisyah/icha." Papa's flat expression countered Ryan.

"Yes, I want to propose to your son, Om, Icha and I have said the same icha but icha gave up completely to Om and aunt.I hope om and aunt bless us because my parents have given their blessing.Ryan said reassuringly.

" If Om and aunty actually do not matter as long as the person is good and receives my child well then I approve but return again the same icha,did he accept it or not because he was the one who was going through it, how was Icha, did you accept Ryan's proposal???."Answer me calmly and then look at me.

With a little down, I nodded at the sign that I had accepted Ryan's proposal.

Ryan's voice was relieved and happy to receive his proposal."Alhamdulillah..maaf om, my parents' aunt said her wedding plan will be put to rest Eid al-Adha what om and aunt agree ???" Ryan asked again directly to the next stage.

"That means 2 months left, no problem.later the date we talked about when your family came to apply officially." Papa.

"Okay Om, I'll tell them later.Sorry om,as a sign I have proposed to icha.I have prepared a ring for Icha but icha does not want to wear it before there is blessing from Om and aunt so now I permit to wear the ring in Icha's hand through my sister Lina." Ryan glanced at Rina who had been sitting next to me earlier, hinting to put the ring in my hand.

The ring that had been in front of the table from earlier was opened by Rina and then put it in my hand, then I looked at Ryan at a glance who put a happy smile on his face and I replied with the same smile.

Although the ring was already in hand but there was still fear and doubt if things did not go smoothly,maybe because all this time I was always disappointed so afraid of this happening but I tried to eliminate all of it.

The conversation was over, I went into the room to prepare things to go back to the city with Ryan considering tomorrow I still go to work because next month I am not in the office anymore,before applying for Ryan, I had applied to resign and my resign period had been running for 1 month, only 1 month.

Indeed, it has been the rules of such a company so that when I come out later, there are those who can replace me in the same position.

I say goodbye to my mom and dad, followed by Ryan and the others.Papa and mom just saw us from a distance, waving their hands in response by me and Ryan who then ran the car.

Without me noticing, Ryan was watching me from earlier."What's the matter cha, why are you daydreaming ??? Is something bothering you ???" Ryan was worried.

"There is nothing." When I looked down, I answered Ryan's question.

Suddenly Ryan stops the car to the edge, asking Rina to go ahead in Arya's place. While Arya was driving and Ryan was sitting next to me in the back seat.

"Actually what is cha, why have you just been quiet since leaving ??? Are you still in doubt or am I wrong ???" there was worry on Ryan's face looking at me.

"It's okay." Still with the same expression.

"It is impossible that your face is like that if there is nothing, please be honest cha.I am worried about you." Ryan looked at me.

I lowered my fingers, thinking where to start and what right I had to question this but I was afraid that Ryan wasn't done with his past.

I lifted my head and I ventured to ask to find the answer."Actually, it was fitting that I hold your phone that runs out in the cas in the room,I accidentally saw the phone screen there is a new amara message coming in.Maybe you have not seen your phone from earlier so you have not read, so just open it first.

Ryan rushed to pick up the phone next to Arya, curious about the contents of the amara message that made me silent earlier.

"Abang Ryan really never heard, I miss." contents of the message amara, Ryan was silent for a moment set his breath and looked beside me.

"Sorry cha if Amara's chat bothers you but it's true that Amara and I are over,mom and dad have also talked about it with Amara's parents but maybe she can't accept it so behave like that.Later I will talk nicely with Amara so she understands if I want to get married same as you." There was a look of sincerity in Ryan's eyes that made my heart beat erratically, for the first time I found this and that kind of gaze and feeling in my future husband.

"If it is not finished yet, why did you come to propose to Yan, if this is how I am confused !!! I'm confused Yan, it's not good with Amara." Nadaku is a little assertive and sad for Ryan who still has communication with Amara.

"Cha, please don't think a no-no because I'm sure of you and what else are you doubting??? I've asked for your blessing in front of your parents, we've been given permission to live to determine the wedding day." Still with the same look, trying to convince me.

"I don't know Yan, which for sure I still hesitate to see the chat Amara earlier.if it is finished, please be firm with Amara.Do not have anything else like this so that I can be sure and not feel guilty, please,feel like we're taking you from Amara." Said lowered.

"Nobody was taken because it was from the beginning that Amara and I never matched,only arranged marriage made us engaged but not for my feelings with her.Just the same you I was just convinced that you were the best to be my companion." Sure Ryan.

"Hopefully Yan." Not knowing to say anything more, I just looked straight ahead while Ryan was busy with his phone.

I went back to silence, once glanced at Ryan who was still engrossed with his phone.There was no sound anymore, Rina had slept from earlier, Arya just focus on driving, only the sound of music that was heard throughout the journey that was not long until.