The Hijrahku Journey

LET THEM BE HAPPY

Into the next day Into the chat again from April,

"Cha...Erik called you ??? because he called me and convinced me again." Apr is still so expecting Erik but still hesitant to accept back.

"He didn't call me." I hid the truth from April so she wouldn't get sick if she knew what Erik said and I wanted them to get back together without me.

I just sent a reply to his chat, Suddenly My phone rings seen April's name on the screen.

"Hello cha, I'm still confused how should cha ???" Ask April.

"If you're still a darling, give her the same chance, I've backed out and she'd rather have you." Make suggestions.

"Yes cha, I am still a pity.if you have indeed stepped down, I will give an opportunity to Erik." Make sure of my decision before deciding to go back.

"Yes, I'm fine." Sounded strong, even though the truth is still not able to fully but that does not mean there is still a sense of just not used to it without any news from Erik.

"But you sure it's okay cha???" Ask April to convince me she'll calm down.

"Yes, just relax, I can't completely but I'll learn to forget him." Reply relax.

"Keep that you won't have anything to do with me if I turn with Erik."Ask April again.

"Yes, I wouldn't have had any more contact than to be friends I would still consider him a friend." Trying to convince April.

"But sorry cha, I can't if you stay friends with Erik while I know erik still has feelings for you.So I hope that after we return you there is no communication anymore." April Resolute.

"You're just a friend, but if you'd mind I'd stay away even as a friend." Actually it's not that easy to disappear without any news because it will make me lose friends who often communicate with me but for the sake of seeing them happy then I will try.

"Thank you cha for understanding,honestly I know Erik still loves you and I also know that surviving is like walking on broken glass but because I love so I keep it and I'm willing." April Saying.

"That's your choice, which obviously I've backed out from the beginning." Answer's short.

"I'm not sure exactly about Erik either, but I love him."what **.

"Yes I understand your feelings, it's already your choice so you should be able to get through it." Even convinced April when her own heart is still broken.

"But I don't know until when his feelings will be shared for you.

"But it's true that he didn't call you again ???" Tanya April made sure again.

"Yes...." Answer's short.

"If in thought all this time he was often the same I cha, every afternoon we met with other friends on the beach, so I don't believe that he has another woman." April again.

"Indeed I'm the same he didn't meet often, most met on campus after that go home not anywhere else, he most say busy with his organization so I believe it." My answer.

"When I'm the same he's one organization, he goes with each other often." April Saying.

"Ohh.so all this time he was busy and there was no time because of that, just right.I'm stupid unsuspecting."My inner.

"That's why I've never been suspicious either because he's also been good and not suspicious even introduced as his girlfriend in front of other friends." Clear April.

"My friends know we're close, but they're all quiet, preferring to let me down instead of telling the truth."Disappointed with others.

"Yes cha is also what I wonder because his classmates know that too."April Saying.

"Yes, everything has happened, it's worth the time to finish the exam I told you to pick it up,he said forget and he told me to be independent on foot in the hallway which obviously there is often a pickpocket if it is night.so it turns out that time he was again the same as you,I had to realize from the beginning that she never felt the same way about me." I'm getting disappointed after I know everything and I don't want to know Erik anymore.

"What is true, cha???, and he always picks me up if he goes anywhere." April chimed.

"That obviously means he's unfortunately the same as you so just keep him, don't think about me anymore because everything is clear." I encourage you in April.

"Yes cha, I will try to believe again Erik.other times we continue because I was called, thank you cha you are good."Hang up.

Finished talking to April, I was pensive to remember everything with Erik.Given how stupid I was to trust Erik so easily,though my friend Naumi often questioned why I can like Erik when in terms of looks ordinary.But I do not worry about it as long as I am comfortable and he is good with me,instead I thought maybe if his face was ordinary then he would be loyal but instead the opposite and worse.

Maybe because he is good at talking so it is easy for him to make others believe what he says, even when caught he can still deny without any guilt.

That's how Erik was in my mind after I knew everything but that doesn't mean he's evil because from the eyes of other friends he's very good, maybe just because of ego so he's like that.

Let them be happy, then,I try to keep going without turning back so as not to always remember the scratches of past wounds.Let it all be the worst memories as well as lessons for me so as not to easily trust men again.